Bad Memories

And another day begins with the sun shine , Lapis was sleeping but she awakes a lillte early in the morning to see the sunrise, so she goes out and try to see the horizon, this colors are something new for she, is beatiful, it is like the Earth comes alive again every morning, the birds sings and flys, and everything that was darck in the Night now are full of colors, she looks the horizon for a few minutes ultil Peridot arrives

Peridot: HI lapis - she stand next to lapis-

Lapis: this colors on the sky, every morning is like that?

Peridot: well sometimes changed, when the weather isn't good, could be raining, our there mey be fog is a little complicated understand the weather of this planet. - says looking to Lapis -

Lapis: it's hard to understand everything here- says sad -

Peridot: worry - are you okay ?

Lapis: yeah, I am fine - she says walking away -

Peridot: hey wiat! ... - Lapis keeps going away - some times I don't even understand you - says worry -

Lapis: what did you say ? - she stops and sounds angry -

Peridot: hey take it easy, calm dow please

Lapis: I just want to tell you someting, first I don't need that you understand me, I don't trust I you yet, and I don't need you to teach me everything of this planet, okay? - she looks to Peridot

Peridot: but I think you and I will be frieds, why did you make me bealive yesterday that we were making progress ? - says sad

Lapis: ... I don't know - she flies away -

Peridot: she sighs- well maybe after all this will never gonna works -

After that Peridot decides to go with steven and try to talk with him, but beafore she can do it, Steven and Amatist decides go to Funland with Peridot -

Meanwhile, Lapis was flying away while she thinks, she are very confused with all, why I did that? Peridot did not do anything to me today, maybe is because I have not forgiven her at all .

Flashback:

And and here I am, returning to the Earth, dammit, how I let this happened to me again, I just retun home, but it is diferent now, nothing is like it was, the gems and the diamonds, and now looke at me, I am heading to a ship to go back to the Earth, and for some reason I warned they, why I did it? if they discovered me they will think that I am a cristal gem

Those were the thoughts of Lapis, now she is returning to Earth as an informat from Peridot

Peridot: okay lazuli, tell me everything that you know - says looking at Lapis-

Lapis: I told you, I don't know anything- says angry-

Peridot: ok, listen to me - she looks at Lapis at her eyes -now you are an informant for the homeworld, and like a homeworld gem and a directe orden from yellow diamond, you will tell me everything that you know.

Once there arrived to Earth, Peridot forced Lapis to tell her were was the plase when she saw that gems, even when she try to not tell nothing she was forced and then puted on a cel ( you know the rest )

Flashback end :

Lapis landed on the beach, and she just stay looking at the oshean, another place where she had a bad time.

Meanwhile:

Peridot and Steven have returned to the Steven's house.

Steven: get sits next to Peridot- what do you think about funland?

Peridot: ...

Steven: hey Peridot, planet Earth to Peridot did you copy ?

Peridot:: ahh what ? - says confused -

Steven: I sked something to you - says worry -

Peridot: sorry Steven I just I am distracted- sighs-

Steven: are you okay ? I tought you were fine

Peridot: it isn't about me -

Steven: I understand everything, about Lapis?

Peridot: yeah, it's looks like she really hate me - says sad- I know I wasn't the best person, I made her feel bad, but I just was followed order.

Steven: yeah I know that, so why do you not talk to her ?

Peridot: because I don't know how to do it -

Steven: well you have the solution in your hands -

Peridot: really ? - she looks her hands- where I just see my fingers?

Steven: I am not ... forget it, lets search on the internet - he takes the Peridot's tablet -

After that, Peridot goes back to the barn, when she arrives, she notes that Lapis is not in there, so she looks for Lapis everywhere but she did not found her .

Peridot: okay lets relax, think like Lapis, I am a gem full of fears and I hete everything... where could I go ?

Then Peridot goes to the coast, a little near to the Steven's house, she walks looking for Lapis and she finily found her, she are sitting at the each of the water

Peridot: walking slowly -

Lapis: I know you are there - says serius -

Peridot: okay do what you saw on the internet - she gets close - Lapis I only want to talk

Lapis: I'am not - says serius -

Peridot: is just that if we gonna live together we need to talk -

Lapis: well I can live in another place- she gets up -

Peridot: Lapis wait !

Lapis: flies away -

The night arrives and Peridot did not have success, when she returned to the barn she did not looks Lapis in there, but Lapis was not to far, she was on the silo again alone looking the horizon, hour after hour, she does not do anything, only sitting there talking with herselfe

three days passed and Lapis still did not come dow, Peridot thinks how to fix the problem, she trys to learn things on the internet, asked to some one else. another three days, and everything remais the same, every day Peridot waits for Lapis to come down until she dicedes to go.

Peridot: Lapis! Please don't use the small lake against me, I just want to talk.

Lapis: what do you want? - says from the top of the silo -

Peridot: just talk, I will go up - she climbs - Lapis?

Lapis: she hugs her legs and hide her face-

Peridot: Lapis, are you okay? - worry-

Lapis: since when does it matter?

Peridot: well since I decided to be your friend, that is what a friend suppuse to do, take care of his friend - she sits donw -

Lapis: yeah, now you know a lot about friends ? - says serious -

Peridot: I am learning, what is the problem with you?

Lapis: ... - she stay quiet -

Peridot: it's me right? you hate me, you just helped me becuose Steven were there, You just played baseball for Steven - sighs - well if you want, I will go - she goes down-

Lapis: what I did ? I make her feel bad, when she just were trying to fix everything, why I do that? wait a minute, I did the same with some one else, yeah with Jasper, I hurt her and I liked it, why ? maybe is because I am taking vengance, and I like it, make people feel bad... I really don't deserve nothing

Late that night, Lapis slowly goes to the barn, she goes in and see that Peridot is just siting doing nothing -

Lapis: Peridot - she gets close -

Peridot: don't worry, if you want I will go, just let me take some stuffs that I need-

Lapis: no, not is necesary- she sits on a corner -

Peridot: so ?

Lapis: sighs - well I does not even know how to tell you

Peridot: ok, I will do it - she goes infrot Lapis - Lapis Lazuli, I am sorry I know I was a bad person, maybe I don't deserve nothing from you, but I am sorry, I have changed.

Lapis: looks at Peridot - is just that is hard to me, how could I trust in you ? - says worry -

Peridot: well tell me what do you want, and I will do it.

Lapis: why did you use me ? - looks at the eyes of peridot -

Peridot: I was followed orders, I did not want to hurt you .

Lapis: why do you diceded to stay here ?

Peridot: becuse, I felt something new, the freedom, here I can do what I want to do, just because it likes me, I can be happy. ..

Lapis: well for more than a 5000 years I've been here, and I did not feel that - a little tear comes out .

Peridot: I know it, but look at me, yeah maybe I have not been here so meany time traped, but I lost everything, and I am trying to make this my new home, and if you want this could be your home to. I really want to make you feel better, and I really want to be your friend, I am sorry for the past, but if you stay, I'll try to make your future better -

Lapis: learn humand things, do what I want to do, be free ?- says sad-

Peridot: yes, but please don't cry because I don't like see you crying -

Lapis: - clean the tears - okay I'll give you a chance but please, giveme my time, this could be hard to me

Peridot: don't worry, It wasn't esay to me, I know how it's feels- she get close to Lapis - so do you Forgive me ?

Lapis: ... - looks down - I don't know

Peridot: sighs - don't worry, it's fine, take your time, I'll be over here, so if you needs me just call me - she goes to use the tablet -

Lapis stays for a while in that corner, try to tinking in everything trying to kill every bad felling, after a few hours she decideds to talk with Peridot again.

To be continued

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