News of a teacher missing was spreading threw the town like wild fire. I felt so guilty, more than I ever had before. Riley wouldn't let us read the newspaper so we could never find out who we killed or what they did in there lives. I felt so horrible, a life is gone. A man who dedicated his life to teaching teenagers, a son, a father, a brother, a uncle, a husband, a life that is now gone because of me.

My red eyes were now fading into a browny red, I hate animal blood. I hate the taste, the smell, I hate everything about it except the fact it stops me from being a killer. I hadn't killed a human in a month but I hadn't seen a human in a month so I didn't know the extent of my control.

"Mia!" Alice skipped into the kitchen and hugged me tightly. "Were all going to school now...so you just hang here?" Alice smiled at me, she was much nicer to me than Rosalie. "Yeah...I might go animal hunting..." I said with a smile. I hadn't smiled in a long time, every time a talked to Edward or Alice or Esme I felt less and less like a monster. "OK...be careful...remember you control your body..." Alice hugged me then skipped off.

I strung myself across a white sofa and basked in the sunlight, which a recently learned doesn't kill vampires. I haven't been alone in a while, I enjoyed the silence but I did enjoy the Cullen's company more. They were all kind and understanding of me, they all successfully changed from human to animal blood, so I know I can to.

Thoughts of Riley began to poison my brain. I felt sick to my stomach at the thought of him and every lie that dripped out of his lips. Riley lied about the golden eyed ones being evil, they were the nicest vampires I will ever meet. They took me in even after the trouble I caused. They were all very accepting of me, except Jasper. He would hover over me at all times and watched me like a hawk and if I even go a little bit angry his hand would grip me like a vise.

I do think about how easy my life was when I was human. Boys were never mean to me, they hovered over me but in a different way. Most people would never take me seriously, I was always just labeled as the dumb pretty girl. As time went on I began to think of myself in the same way. Modeling seemed like the best for me. I quit school and moved to new york. It was hard at first but I was very popular so I picked up speed much quicker than other models but ever since I became a vampire I released, I love art, I hate modeling and I am smart.

My childhood was average, I grew up in London so my voice is teeming with British accent. My mother was a drug dealer and was very contrive. She would beat me and call me names. One day my dad came and took me to America. It's an odd thing that I remember so much about my human life when most vampires would forget. I remember every thing, every little detail. My home was a small rented home in surrey, it was above a dairy and was a dull white. My mum spent most of my money on drugs so we were very poor. When I was 15 I would sneak into top gear and watch them. I loved cars, too an obsessive level. I am so in love with the Rolls Royce Ghost.

I quickly pulled out of my thought by a new sound running threw the woods. Bigger than a bear, much faster. Steady heart beat so this animal wasn't tried and It was getting closer fast. I shot off the couch and was at the window almost instantaneously. I could see a wolf, as tall as a horse and almost as fast as a vampire.

I felt confused at this sight, the large brown wolf was followed by two others. They all disappeared from view behind a small shrub. What's happening? What were they? Why are they here? The questions whirled in my head.

My body froze in shock as I saw three extremely large boys emerged from the woods. I watched them intensely, I could see every detail on there skin, I could see there plusing veins which pushed the blood around, there warm blood. The blood which could stop the burning, stop the pain.

I quickly brought my mind to other matters like, why were three wolf/men coming towards the Cullen's house. I began to panic, I felt angry and scared because I loved the Cullen's and i thought that I could just avoid humans but if they come here it's not my fault. I felt the fear of killing rise up in me again. I could hear there hearts speed up as they walked up the stairs slowly, I turned to the back door and ran.

I loved running, running is a thing that could mean many things, freedom, power and fear. I was running for fear, not fear for me, fear I would kill then have to leave the cullens.

"You are the last person I expected to see..." I heard Riley's voice trickle threw the trees. I quickly shot my head around to my former master. "Riley..." I stepped back and tried not to make eye contact. "My dear Mia...what are you doing so far from home?" Riley stepped closer towards me, I could out-run him but if he caught me I would be a gonner. "That hell hole was never my home..." I snapped at him, he continued to smile. "Mia...I still need your help..." he shot over to me, his face was a few inchs from mine, his hand trailed down my face. "well...all I need you to do is too is keep the cullens as far away from the truth of us as posabile..." Riley leaned his face closer so his nose touched mine. "Riley..." I slapped his hand away and stepped away from him. "I know how you are with Victoria..." I growled at him. "Frisky little English bird...model...car lover..weak to blood lust..." Riley wraped his arm around the small of my back. "I know what you want..." he whispered in my ear. "don't act like you have the slightest idea of what I want...I couldn't care less if you like me but you will respect me..." I hissed, my normal friendly british accent was angry and feral. "Very well Mia...just keep the cullens culeless...and I'll leave your new family alone..." Riley smiled then shot over to me in a half second and kissed my cheek, he grinned then took off into the woods towards forks.

I stood in the woods alone, i will tell the cullens the truth but only when they trust me. I began to run back to my new home, hoping the wolves had left. I dogded the tree and rocks, but I released I would smell of Riley. I drived into a small pond and scurbed my cheek violently.

I didn't leave the murky water in till I couldn't smell anything on myself. The sun has gone down so it's dark but just barely. As I ran the water dried off and the second I got home I regreted coming back.

I stood in the living room. I scanned the room and within a half second I notised something off, carlise, esme, Edward and human. Human girl...edwards mate...human...blood. I snapped my mouth closed and stood for another second in silence. Jaspers hand clampped around my arm like a vise. "Whos that?" the girl asked, her warm breath flew towards me and I wasn't myself. I screamed loudly and lunghed forward but couldn't move because Jasper and emmett held me in place. I felt carlises hand in each side of my face and forced me to stair into his golden eyes. "Mia...calm down..." carlise staired intentsly at me. I figerted and tried to escape there grip. I growled loudly at Carlise and tried to attack him but I couldn't move at all. "Mia...look at me..." I heard Jaspers warm voice whisper, I felt my body begin too relax and I began to feel more in calm. I turned and staired into his butterscotch eyes. "You can control it..." he never stopped eyecontact. "Jasper could you take Mia outside..." carlise asked poiletly. "Yes..." Jasper gentally pulled me away from the room and out of the house. Jasper pulled me far away from the house, I closed my eyes as we ran and enjoyed the smell of the forest.

Jasper stopped pulling me and let my arm go. "Im sorry..." I sighed as I stood beside a small muddy stream. I lowered my head in shame, "Dont be...we are all very proud you..." jasper sat right next to me. "why? I killed a teacher and almost exposed you guys and almost killed Edwards mate..." I looked up at him. I was very close to Jasper, At this distance you really notice how perfect his face is. "Better than me..." he smiled his dazling smile. I felt his fingers wrap around mine.

He was holding my hand! My cheeks would be the deepest red if they could be. He was being romantic! Maybe he like me! This is the perfect moment. I heard a slight rumble from the ground and the ground fell from under me. Even a vampire can't beat gravity, I fell foot first into the muddy creek water. The cool water rushed up to my stomach as I stood in the waste deep water. I heard a deep chuckle erupt from Jasper, "Shut up" I joked and splashed the muddy water at him. The water rained on his shirt and face. I let a giggle escape my lips. "Is that how we play?" he jumped down into the water and picked me up bridal style .

I screamed and laughed at the same time, This is by far the most fun I've had since I became a vampire. "Put me down!" was the only thing I could mutter threw my laughter. "Alrightly ma'am..." Jasper said in his southern accent. I felt his arms dissapear from under me, bloody gravity. I fell into the water. As I was subbmeraged in a swappy water I reached up and grabbed him arm and yanked him in. We playfully wressled under the water, if I had done this with anyone else I would have ripped there head of after a while but I felt so normal around Jasper. I scrambled out of the water and lay on my back in the muddy ground. "Ya know most girls are discusted by mud..." Jasper smiled and held out his hand. "Well I don't think I'm like most girls..." I couldn't help but smile as I took his hand and he pulled me to my feet. I staired at him, drinking in ever already mermorised feature. His hair was mattered together with mud and his shirt was slightly torn. "Bella should be gone by now..." Jasper said softy. "Ill race you back?" I felt the playful urge rising again. "ready set go-" he shouted but by the time he had shouted go I had shoved him sideways so he fell into the stream and i was already half way home. "Cheater!" I heard him yell as I grabbed the front door handle. I felt a joy rush threw me, maybe it only gets better from here.

Im having mega writters block so if you could review with any ideas for the next chapter it would be great! thanks! XD