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Chapter 3. The Easy Path.

Bella's Point Of View.

My stomach twirled as Edward & Victoria began to stalk one another in battle. With the little energy I had left I desperately looked up at Jacob hoping to God that he wasn't fighting the new born that had accompanied Victoria. To my dismay Jacob was head on fighting with the young vampire. I closed my eyes and eagerly awaited the outcome, though no matter how hard I tried to stay alive I couldn't I was fading away for sure.

I'd been close to death may times, though I could tell I was heading for my final breath. With the little time I had left I weighed up my options once more, hopefully the final time. I knew if it wasn't death, I would have to face the mess, my mess. I had to think things out; where would I go, how could I escape my past, did they know where I was, what I was doing. In a way I wanted them to, but I had to try without them for my plan to continue. Though I wanted to just wilt away, I had to do the honorable thing and fight against my own weakness, however simple and tempting the solution seemed. If I was gone, no one would have to risk their lives for me anymore, no more people would die because of me. It seemed silly, but everyone would be better off in a world without me.

After this fight all my dangers will be gone . . . . though the Volturi will possibly still want me, I can simply go & live a normal life without Werewolf & Vampires crossing my path. Maybe finish collage move somewhere isolated and quite, and live a long but scared life. The thought sounded tortures though it was only for the best. . . . . . if only it wasn't so hard to follow through with. Maybe I should have grown up and moved on when Edward left and never thought of turning to Jacob for help but, the damage was already done that had already played out in my life and now I was truly full of sorrow and regret.

Edward was right, as much as I had liked too disagree with him the world of mythical creatures was no place for a clumsy human girl. I'd tried and tried to prove him wrong, but it seemed that nothing I did or could ever do, would change the constant conflict between things that weren't supposed to exist. I couldn't really say that the world would be better without these mythical creatures or that I wished that they didn't exist, because that would be a lie. Even after all this time, all these faults, mistakes, I should have learnt now that my own instincts were completely incorrect to the art of living. My whole life was messed up, stuffed, because I fooled with a life that was not meant for me, for anyone. Although, to admit the truth; my life wouldn't have been anything as twistingly exciting as it has been, if I lived a million years.

It was time it was happening , death. Death in the place of someone I loved this did seem noble enough but in reality I was betraying them both. Edward & Jacob the loves of my life the two that were tearing me apart, ripping me too shreds as if I was a rag doll. Though, they were only fighting for what they wanted and what they thought was best for me.

My mind was clouding over leaving me as I left the earth hoping for some happier place. Hoping that they would live, banishing all memories and thoughts of me as I had been unsuccessfully tried to do. A horrible screeching sound pulled me from the peaceful but questioning darkness, too the terrifying scene I had been trying to escape.

There they were both Edward and Jacob fire flickering behind them; ironically painting a visual picture of the obvious hate that radiated across the room. I could feel the tension, it was so close to snapping. Soon enough the most powerful beings would erupt in the most ferocious spite of anger and I would be drawn to a decision that I have refused to make for such a long time.