Previously…

The pain of being left behind would no longer haunt me, or enter my dreams night and night again. Nothing could remind me of him anymore. I would be free.

Free. Such a beautiful word, yet used in such a hasty way. To be free of all my burdens and nightmares and to be free of all my insecurities. I would be free.

You know how they say right before you die, in an instant, your life flashes before your eyes. They say you see all the rights and wrongs, that it's then where you're judged where going in the afterlife. I didn't. Actually I'm not sure what I saw, but it was warm. Not Edward. It was a bright light. Beautiful and comforting. It enveloped me into its arms and whispered such sweet promises. I had never felt as I had now. The waves from the ocean no longer could be heard, the salt from the sea could no longer be tasted. And the numb feeling in my toes and arms could no longer be felt.

I was in a state of happiness. No more pain.

And I was gone.

Free.

Alice's P.O.V.

(Vision)

Darkness consumed me, enveloped me in her arms and cradled me against her chest. She kissed light feathery kisses against my temple and lulled me into a deep sleep. Everything will be alright, she cooed to me as if I were a child. I rested my head against the crook of her arm and sighed in content. Peace, finally.

(End of Vision)

I gasped and shook my head in denial falling to my knees and cracking the floor in the process. Bella, I mournfully thought. Oh... Oh god no. Bella.

Lifting my head I stared at the man I loved and felt my nonexistent heart clutch. His honey blond curls framed his angelic face and fell to his cheeks. Amber eyes were framed by long golden lashes, eyebrows arched perfectly above them. Muscular arms that used to warp me in their embrace, and soft lips that used to press against my temple with tenderness. Oh how much this love hurt.

"I'm so sorry," I whispered, because no matter how much I wanted to hate Bella I couldn't. She was my best friend, someone who had a place in my heart that Jasper couldn't even achieve being in. And losing her would be as bad as losing Jasper… maybe worse. "I'm so sorry," I cried. My body shook with silent sobs and I saw Edward from the corner of my eyes rocking back on the floor, pulling his hair after having read my mind.

Jasper face was furrowed in confusion and then it dawned on him. I watched his face, that beautiful face, crumple into sadness… then madness. I had never seen a vampire falter, stumble, faint or hesitate, never thought it was really possible. But what Jasper did next caused all my beliefs to vanish.

He didn't scream as I had expected, didn't attack anyone, he didn't cry, he did… absolutely nothing. A soft smile had only graced his angelic face, and he sat himself on the hard Oak floor, wrapping his arms around his knees.

"… and so it repeats once again", he whispered. It was his voice, I was sure but… not. It lacked the chime we vampires possessed, more rough. But it was nonetheless his voice. "Will it ever stop", the voice that belonged to him but didn't cried.

"Jasper," I sighed. My love what will become of you.

Jaspers P.O.V

She danced in a meadow, the white cotton dress flowing around her. Her brown curls fell to her slim milky shoulders. Her feet were bear, the dirt clinging to them. She laughed happily and threw her head back. The sound was enchanting and I found a smile start to creep onto my face.

"Jasper," she sighed, and turned so she could stare into my eyes. And her hand came to caress my cheek, a tender smile alighted her face.

"Find me…"

A/N: SO this is confusing I know. Alice was having a vision in the beginning but not of the scene happening, but rather Bella's feelings and thoughts. That's what she saw when she had her vision. And the voice that Alice is talking about is Jaspers human voice. Alice doesn't hate Bella but that still doesn't mean she doesn't hold some sort of resentment towards her. As you can see she's very much still in love with Jasper, but she would never hurt Bella to get him back. She states that very clearly. But I'm not so sure about Edward. Will he have the same reaction as Alice? Hmm. And how will the rest of the Cullen's react? We still haven't heard their responses to all this madness. Anyways thanks for reading and please comment.