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Turning invisible was a bit like wearing a towel around a spa. You know nobody will look at you but your paranoid anyway. It was amazing though knowing you could sneak up on pretty much anybody. So far, Alice was the only person I couldn't sneak up on.

Stupid physic.

After three hours of showing talking about anything and everything Alice sighed.

"Bella... do you still love Edward?" She asked quietly. I looked into her eyes and saw sorrow. Not being part of that family any more hurt me. I wasn't Alice's sister any more. I thought about it.

Did I still love Edward?

As I thought about the question it took me back to all the times when we had just sat and talked. When we would go to our meadow and lay there for hours, not having to say anything because we already knew everything. When he would lay with me until I fell asleep, humming me lullabies. Most of the memories were fuzzy, they had faded slightly over time but I could still remember what had happened. The most memorable was the last memory I had before I was turned. Edward leaving me alone in the forest. Walking away from me when I needed him, but my brain quickly pushed that memory away. It shielded itself from that memory, because that memory was painful.

"I thought so." She whispered. I looked up towards her and realised if vampires could cry, me and Alice would both be sobbing now. I hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear silently.

"So much."

She pulled away and looked me directly in the eyes.

"Bella? Why are you with Jacob?" She asked in honestly curiosity and confusion. I had never told this story to anybody before either.

"When I was first bitten, Jacob and his fri-family were the only ones there to save me. After I was turned Jacob stayed with me even though we were natural enemies. He explained I couldn't go back to Charlie and I agreed I would stay with him. After a while things just seemed to happen. He told me he had fallen in love with me, I never told him I loved him, I think he just assumed it. I didn't want to hurt him, so I just kind of.. went along with it." I answered honestly. I looked at her to see her expression. It was a look of confusion again and then disgust.

"PLEASE TELL ME YOU HAVENT DONE... YOU KNOW.." She said in a disgusted voice. I shook my head. "Of course not." I chuckled. She wiped her head and muttered the word "phew" under her breath. Alice put her hand on my shoulder and I knew she was going to ask something bad. I wasn't sure what; but I knew it wasn't going to be good.

"When did your dad pass away?" She whispered. Another question I hadn't answered before.

"Well.. about three months after I was changed. He was working and there was a bunch of shootings in Port Angeles. I didn't believe Jacob when he told me, nothing bad ever happens in Forks but it did, and Charlie just happened to be there. They had him all tubed up in the hospital and I had to sneak in to see him, everyone thought I ad moved. When he saw me, tears came to his eyes." I stopped and looked into the distance remembering every little detail. "He said my name softly and reached out for my hand, when I took it I could feel how weak he had become. He whispered he loved me and that he was sorry for not being there. I saw there for an hour with him before the machines started to beep. I told him I would be waiting for him when they were finished, I quickly rushed out the window, but he never came back." I whispered. Alice had her hand over her mouth and looked horrified. I shook my head motioning her not to say anything and not to apologise.

"How is everyone then?" I asked in a lighter tone. Alice cleared her throat and told me how everyone was. Rosalie and Emmett had recently got married, again. Since my birthday Jasper had been trying harder to control himself and he hadn't slipped up once since. Carlisle and Esme were good. After another hour of talking it was getting late. Alice had to get home to see Jasper.

"See you at school." She said as she left the house.

After she left I sunk back onto the beanbag, and thought of everyone who meant something to me.

Jacob – of course he meant something. He had been there through every bad time I had had in the past three hundred years. There was something missing though with him.

Alice – After three hundred years, when she came back, I realised just how much I had missed her. I didn't want to lose her again.

Leah – We hadn't had the best start but she was like my best friend. We knew everything about each other and she hated vampires and then there was..

Edward – He popped up after three hundred years and the feelings came back to life. Before he had left he meant everything to me. As much as I hated to admit it, nothing had changed. I would still risk my life to save him if it ever came to it.

I shook my head and stood up

"Why didn't you come home?" Jacob called from the doorway. I took a step back in shock.

"Jesus Jake, you scared me!" I shouted. He chuckled softly and came over to me, he started to bend down to kiss me but I motioned for him to stop.

"We need to talk." I whispered looking away from his face; afraid to see his reaction.

Hurt?

Anger?

Confusion?

"Ok babe, what's up?" He asked coolly as he sunk into the beanbag chair. I looked towards him and he looked calm. He looked fine.

"The Cullens came back into town today and th-"

"I know." He cut me off. I shook my head slightly. "OK.. well the thing is, I was talking to Alice an-"

"I know." He cut me off again. I took a deep breath and started for the third time. "You see, me and Edward have this, like, connection thing and wel-"

"I know."

"I KNOW YOU KNOW NOW LISTEN!" I bellowed. I had never shouted at Jacob before. For the whole three hundred years we had been together I had never shouted at him. He looked at me in surprised and then chuckled motioning me with his hand to carry on.

"I love him Jake." I whispered, looking away from his face again.

"No you don't, you just think you do." He replied in a serious voice I had never heard him use before. I looked up towards him but his face gave nothing away.

"Jacob, I'm sorry.. I think I have always loved him; that's why nothing had ever happened between us." I spoke honestly. He shook his head and anger crossed his face.

"I'm going to leave before I do something stupid, if you don't come home within the next hour, your not welcome any more. You become just like them, not allowed over the barrier line. Understand?" He hissed. My mouth fell open in surprise, I nodded slowly.

"Good! I hope you make the right decision Bella. I love you. I have been here for you all this time. He left you once, he could do it again. Don't think he's changed." With that Jacob kissed the top of my head and he walked out the front door. My mouth was still hung open.

I ran out the front door and headed for the Cullen's house.

As I reached the front door Alice was in the doorway with a huge grin on her face.

"Bella." She nodded as she let me pass her.

I ran straight towards Edwards room silently and the door was open. I tip toed towards the doorway and he was in there reading. I used my power, he wouldn't be able to hear me or see me. I walked over to him and stood opposite him. He looked up as if he had heard my footsteps but after a quick scan of the room, returned to his reading again. I grabbed the book from his hand and turned off my power.

He leapt up from his couch and I quickly put my finger to his lips before he could say anything.

"Edward Cullen, I love you!"I whispered as I leant in a kissed his lips. An electric current passed through me, like nothing I had ever felt before. I pulled away and stared into his eyes. He put his hands on the small of my back and we stood there just holding each other; knowing everything was falling into place.

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