I really didn't know if I was gunna continue this. I am supposed to be writing a Stephanie Meyer epic, but I really can't be arsed at the mo. I'm just gunna go with the flow and see where this ends up. I only got one review *sob*, but I just wanted to thank spawn94 for her lovely comment! Enjoy!

Music – Colorless Colour – La Roux

P.S. I've been reading other stories, and if there are any kissing scenes, they're all really descriptive! I just wanted to say that my kissing scenes aren't as brilliant, but I've never kissed a boy, what can you expect?

Disclaimer – what idiot will think this is actually Stephanie Meyer?

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I burst in, out of breath and bleeding slightly. Emily was sitting at the kitchen table, head in her hands. She looked up as I came in. Her face was all blotchy, as if she had been crying.

"Emily, what happened?"

"Sam's dead."

"What?" I asked, gob smacked

"S-seth came ba-ack," Emily's scared face crumpled as silent tears ran down her face " ,Sam t-tried to be brave instead of c-calling for help." She took a deep breath and swallowed back the tears. I sat patiently, not knowing what to do as Emily crumbled away before me. "He disappeared; t-they didn't ha-ave a clue where he was"

"Maybe he just phased-"

"-No", she snapped sharply "Th-that . . . that . . . leech, c-cornered him." Emily, the calmest person I know, was falling apart at the seams. Getting redder and angrier by the minute. "The last thoughts they s-saw of him was the bitch lunging at him!"

"Emily," I said softly, embracing her I a tight hug

"They w-would still hear him if was s-still alive." She sobbed into my shoulder "Y-you don't ju-ust recover from those wounds i-if he phased back t-to being human" Her voice broke on the last word launching into uncontrollable sobs.

I hugged her tighter, this is all my fault!, I screamed inwardly, if you'd of just let Jacob go, Sam would still be alive. Emily wouldn't be sitting at this kitchen table now, half of Jakes house would still be standing. All because I had to go all sappy and stupid and be a complete bitch and keep Jacob away from standing, saving and fighting with his best friends.

"I'm so sorry Emily!" I shrieked as tears spilled from my eyes

"It's not your fault honey-"

"-but it is!" I interrupted, chocked by tears. Emily looked at me, confused. "I begged Jake not to go, I just couldn't bear to see him hurt I – I – I"

"You – you KILLED MY SAM!" She screamed at me

"Emily, I'm- I'm so-"

"YOU KILLED HIM ALL BECAUSE YOU, couldn't bear to see him hurt" she said in a mock childish voice. Her words cut through me like a knife. Everything seemed so clear now. I knew exactly what to do. I was too tired of fighting.

I ran out of the cottage, leaving Emily's screams and sobs behind me. I ran, and didn't even notice when I fell over, I picked myself up and carried on running. I was too numb to feel anything properly.

Limping round the half of Jakes house that was still standing, I saw Victoria.

"Come on then!" I shouted "If you want me so bad, then come get me!"

Suddenly, everything froze. I saw three things at once. The blood red eyes of my killer, Jakes eyes, which made guilt sweep through me. And finally I looked down the small puddle that was at my feet. Staring at my reflection, I saw every happy memory I have ever had.

A single tear drop spilled over and landed with a slight plop into the water.

I heard someone shout, or whisper. I wasn't listening.

Yes, I was sure, my time is up. I have no purpose to be here.

I braced myself.

I'm going to die . . .

Jacobs P.O.V

Bella touched my lips; it felt like an electric shock had ran up and down my spine.

"My Jacob . . ." she whispered.

I stared into Bella beautiful brown eyes. Without any hesitation, I leaned forward and pressed my lips gently onto hers. I kissed her gently, but suddenly, all the yearning I had had for Bella was getting the better of me. I crushed my lips onto hers. Pushing her onto the sofa and I pressed my body on top of her.

I heard a howl, and wolf Embry exploded through my Kitchen wall. As the dust cleared, I saw the blood red eyes of Victoria. "SHIT!" I shouted.

I leaped off the sofa and phased. Suddenly my head was full of other peoples voices.

Jake! Man! Sam's disappeared! Embry exploded, as he showed me what had happened.

HOLY CRAP! Please don't say this means I have to be alpha while he's gone?

The entire packs minds nodded simultaneously. I sighed, and launched into the alpha that was within me.

We worked together, pulling bit off of the leech while she screamed and lashed out. We were winning.

"Come on then!" I heard Bella's voice shout. No way!, I thought, this can't be happening!

"if you want me so bad," Bella continued "Then come and get me!"

"NO!" I roared. I had only just got her back!

Victoria smiled.

As long as there is still breath in my body, I will never let that leech even one step closer to my Bella.

Okay, I really didn't know how to end this chapter! What do you think? I know I made Emily sound like such a bitch, but when your grieving, you do stupid things right? How do you think I should bring the Cullen's back? Do you think I should keep Sam dead? (I have a good idea that means that he would still be alive =])