Dear Yuu,
Everyone keeps telling me when you lose someone it gets easier with each day that passes but that's not true because each day that passes is another day since I last saw you. People also keep telling me that the understand and they miss you too BUT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND.
They don't love you like I do.
I don't need their sad looks or their support. I need you.
My life has had some pretty terrible things happen. Now I really hate cars they took Mana away, gave my this arm and scar, and took you away too. I wonder if it's the cars or me?
A few more days. I keep telling myself it's just a few more days. It's not like I'm really living anyway. I might be alive but I'm not living. Every night is a sleepless one without you. I surprised I haven't died of sleep deprivation.
Soon. I promise.
Allen
Me: "Two in one day!"
Allen: "WHATS COMMING SOON?"
Me: "Do you really want to know?"
Allen: "no"
Me: "ok then see you all later!" :)