A/N CHAPTER! SO SORRY! :"(
I'm so sorry to disappoint all you guys, if you were expecting an actual chapter. Unfortunately, this story has given me the ultimate writers block. The second chapter is total crap, in my opinion, it just didn't seem to match with the first. But you guys told me you wanted me to leave it the way it was, and your opinion matters to me! :D
So, I'm going to lay out a few options for this story's direction, and you can vote on a poll that I will post under my profile. Here are the options:
1) The story turns into everyone involved with the suicide trying to heal Edward's wounded mind, through 'family' therapy, and Edward living with Roy for a while. Oh, and Ed gets drunk more than what is healthy. He gets involved with drugs and alcohol and that's why they need the therapy.
I can kill Alphonse, if you want. (BUT ONLY IF YOU WANT. IF THIS OPTION WINS, I'LL POST A SEPARATE POLL FOR TO KILL OR NOT TO KILL ALPHONSE) !
2) I end it next chapter with a happy ending, which I will not tell you about just yet. It involves forgiveness, and Edward wanting to be the strong one for Alphonse. A sweet, fluffy ending.
3) I change the last chapter to be a troll: Edward was just jacking off in the bathroom and there was nothing to worry about in the first place. That, personally, would be my favorite, and it seems like a lot of you guys like that idea ;D
4) I make Ed kill himself and the story is about how they all remember him, regrets, and dark sappy stuff like that. This is another one of my favorite kinds of fics.
ok. thanks guys, im really sorry to disappoint you guys but i feel it's been too long since last update and I need to get over this block somehow. This is such a bad block b/c i wrote this story when i was 11, and didn't find it until now! (I'm 13 now). so i lost all my ideas. :( anyway, vote on the poll, if not, gimme a review telling me YOUR ideas! I'd love to know :)