Every now and then I'm switching POVs. So it will be in a pattern. Roxas, Namine, Roxas, Namine, and so forth. Enjoy. (: Hope you like this chapter, kinda emotional. But its pretty good I if I say so myself. Review and you know the rest. Its shorter than usual.
Okay, sorry for the mistake, i accidentally out chapter 4 twice, sorry about that. :D I'm just retarded. Hm... -- well here's chapter 3!
Singing
Thoughts
"Dialogue"
Roxas' POV
"Roxas!" I heard Namine yell. I ignored her call. I regretted kissing her. I liked her, a lot. But I wasn't sure. I was afraid what she would think of me if I was in a band and partied. Heck, I've seen her brother once, Drunk to the bone. I had a couple, but I wasn't drunk. A bit dizzy though. I was grinding on the curb while Axel smirked. At her.
"Who is she?" Axel questioned,
Sora shrugged continuing to skate. Axel probably thought she was cute er something.
"My neighbor." I answered in a dull tone.
"Really…She's cute"
"Yeah, she is." I thought aloud. My face turned hot red.
"Woah! Roxas, You've got a hots for this girl don't cha?" Axel chuckled.
"What? No, I was just—"
"Ah, don't worry. I'm not gonna say anything. But one question. Why aren't you talking to her?" Axel asked. Sora sat on the curb next to us. I didn't say anything.
"Guys, I gotta run." Sora said walking off.
"Yeah same here. See ya Roxas." Axel winked to me before he skated off. When they both left, I felt a soft tap on my shoulder. I turned around to find Namine with a curious look.
"Hey." I said gesturing her to sit down. She was silent. Namine was fiddling with something in her hand. Something was bothering here. She hesitated to speak.
"Roxas…Why were you ignoring me?" Namine breathed. I never really knew why myself. Ahh, Roxas. What are you gonna say to her? You've got to tell her to stay away from you.
"I didn't hear you." Good excuse Roxas, she's sooo gonna believe that.
"Oh. Okay. I thought you were mad at me or something." She said.
Her face was content, almost angelic. Namine… In her hand was a note. Something was scrawled on it, Roxas. It was for me. But instead she walked away.
"Namine! Wait!" I yelled grabbed her wrist. The note fell on the ground. I stood up looking into her eyes. Her eyes were waiting for an answer. My mind was racing trying to think of one too.
So I began, "Namine, your perfect, sweet, nice. I wouldn't want you to get involved with..me. You wouldn't understand me world"
I hesitated but she urged me with her eyes, "My life is totally different from what you see. Before I moved here, I lived in a place where…everyone feared the streets. You couldn't walk alone. People feared everyone lurking around. When you lived there, you couldn't reject what they offered. They had a way to convince you that it was good. But if you got smart and denied it, you'd be killed even worse. Your family and the one who meant most to me…"
Xoxo
Namine's POV
After Roxas paused he started to look away, pain was in his eyes. His hands slipped from mine. He was walking away but I pulled him back.
"Roxas," I whispered, "What happened?"
"When I started to become, sober. Not wanting to do crazy things, they all knew something was up… So they followed me, it wasn't until two weeks later till I noticed. My head was caught up with her…"
"Roxas? Who did they found out about? Who?"
"I'm sorry, I can't do this. Namine, I can't see you anymore." Roxas said with a brokenhearted tone. He ran off with speed. I was left alone and hurt. The clouds were turning gray, soon the rain fell. My tears were traveling down my face. Roxas…I don't understand. I still stood there for it had felt like hours were passing by rather then minutes. Thunder was heard from a distance. I began to walk to my house, and then Cloud came by.
"Hey. Namine, what are you doing? Its storming why aren't you inside?" He asked with the least bit of concern.
"Oh, I don't know. I was just on my way home." I said faintly.
"Get in, I gotta go to the store. Pick up some groceries."
"Okay."
As I got in my body shivered with heartbroken pain. Cloud was starting wonder what was wrong with me. He kept looking at me when he could.
He sighed, "What's up with, that kid. Roxas is his name? I saw him running. He looked mad."
My heart tore when I heard his name. I tried to hold back my tears.
"Oh, really. I don't know, he told me he had to go somewhere." I lied.
"Hm, okay. Well, we're here. I'll be back. Stay here. Okay?"
"I know! I'm not 5." I said pouting, he just chuckled and threw the keys at me.
When cloud left, I was in a daydream.
-Daydream-
Roxas and I were lying under the stars. Pointing out different shapes. His hand grabbed mine, our fingers intertwined.
"Namine, I love you." Roxas whispered in my ear. I looked at him, his eyes shimmered like the ocean. We were about to kiss.
-Daydream Over-
Cloud was knocking on the window. I unlocked his door. His hair was soaked still defying gravity.
Ha, Cloud's hair amazes me. Wonder who Roxas was talking about. Poor Namine, heartbroken and left alone. Well tell me if you liek it :D
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