10th of June 2012
Hey budding superstars!
First and foremost, happy Sunday, I hope that if you are a religious person or not that your day is incredible! It's currently 7:45 am and I have just finished having a shower after an epic work out. I'm having a lovely fruit breakfast with Dads then I think I'll bring in some older material from a previous diary.
So, the first time I got drunk (Yes, I Rachel Barbara Berry, got completely wasted while my dads were away) I made out with a guy, Blaine (Kurt's AH-MAY-ZING Boyfriend…though not at the time, I'm not like that) and the alcohol made it amazing. After a GLORIOUS rendition of "Don't you want me" and a very… murky and messy hangover I called him and we met up and kissed but the fire was gone. I had proved to him that he really WAS gay. My song-writing persona got a HUGE inspiration boost. I had crushed on a guy that turned out to be gay. I wrote this song (P.S: This is my intellectual property, you steal I shall haunt you from whatever Jewish Broadway star cemetery that I am laid to rest in!)
Changed your team
My friend brought him over
We got wasted
Wine cooler bottles on the floor
Spun one of them
My lips were
Tasted
His face tasted awesome
It was good
He was the one
That night
Lights dim
The sparks did fly
I kissed him sober
We were done
Yeah
Baby you liked me that one night
Your lips were perfect right on mine
We could have made it
It could have been love
But now I guess I see
You're on the other team
Sipping my coffee I think of us
Had we gone for it
It would have been a bust
Thinking of you as I drink my night tea
It's probably best we let ourselves be free
The fever passed
And the nausea was gone
I kinda resented you
It didn't last long
We're better off now than we were before
So if you come knocking I won't answer the door
Yeah
Baby you liked me that one night
Your lips were perfect right on mine
We could have made it
It could have been love
But now I guess I see
You're on the other team
If this were a movie
I would be her
The one you wanted
But I couldn't see you
There'd be some jerk that I loved so true
But you would get me
Nothing else would do
Mmmmm
Ohhh
Now you're
With my bestfriend
He loves you
I know you do too
You're perfect
Together
I know that you want him forever
But
That night I thought you were the one
Your lips felt perfect pressed against mine
I thought we could make it
I thought it was love
You could have been mine
But you were into guys
Now!
Baby
I have moved on it's the truth
This song is special
I wrote it for you
I'm trusting you with my bestfriends heart
And if
You break it
I'll tear you apart.
So, boys and girls that was "Changed your team" for obvious reasons. I would never actually tear Blaine apart, but I felt that it fit. I shall receive no hate for this! My heart wasn't broken merely my inspiration level rose. Tell Mr. Anderson I love him. And you too Kurt! I wonder how old this diary is now…
Anyway,
Thank you for reading this silly entry
I hoped you enjoyed my song
Sincerely,
Rachel Barbara Berry.