Willful Expressions 3

By: Female Heero Yuy

Disclaimer: I don't own Kuroshitsuji.

Alot of people are gonna either be mad at me or call me crazy. But I do see this as a possible yaoi coupling. LET ME HAVE MY THOUGHTS! XD

As stated, this is a Yaoi fic. If you do not like yaoi then please do not read. I have other fics that are not Yaoi that you may enjoy instead.

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He sighed as he lowered himself into the tub of steaming hot water. Which was just right for him. Finally being able to get a bath once things had slowed down in the manor. He'd gotten Finny to help him as he didn't want Bard anywhere near him for the moment. Staring at his leg that was proped on the pillow on the side of the tub for a moment before he growled. Though that didn't aggitate him nearly as much as Bard's stupidity had. Why did humans have to be so idiotic? He pondered. They did things on a whim with not so much as a single thought as to what could happen. His rear was still slightly sore from before. A painful reminder of his predicament. "How am I going to fix this?" he tapped his finger on his arm. "Bard is a rather stupid human. Perhaps I could trick him into releasing me as his mate." he thought aloud. "But how can I do it without him finding out what I am?" he tried to think some more. "The young master would not be pleased if it was discovered that I was a demon." he muttered. Ahh...another problem. How was he to keep this from the young master? If Bard were to have him do something before he were set free while in front of the young master his predicament would be known. He couldn't let him find out about it. It would be a worst case scenario.

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Once he was out of the tub, though he must admit he did enjoy getting an hour bath. He was back in his room. Sitting on his bed as he tried to contimplate what to do. Until there was a knock on his door. "Come in."

"Soo..." Ciel smirked at him as he poked his head into the room before completely walking in. "Is your leg any better yet?"

"Sorry young master, but it is not." he replied as he shifted on his bed to make some room should his master want to sit.

"Well I brought you something." his sly smile seemed to grow. "Something to keep you entertained."

This made him raise a brow as it dawned on him his master's hands were behind his back the whole time. After a moment he revealed the item by holding out infront of himself towards the demon. It looked like a cat plush. And after he saw it his eyes grew wide. Instantly grabbing it and hugging it. When it made a sound he pulled it away from himself in confusion. "Wha...?"

"It's a new product." Ciel replied. "I'm seeing if a squeeking plush would be work having in production. It's like a rubber duck. But not for a bath."

Sebastian squeezed it again. Making it squeek. As if he was trying to figure out if the toy was worth keeping or not. Or if it simply confused him.

"I want you to tell me your thoughts on this product. What you like and dislike about it, so we may improve it. I figured you'd be the best one for this task as you are the most suitable for animal toys."

"Animal toys...?" he looked at his master in disgust.

"Yes. I figure as a demon, you'd be the closest thing to a pet at the moment. I intend to make those for people's pets. Enjoy." he smirked. Getting up and leaving the room. Sebastian promptly threw the thing at the door. On impact it made a squeeking sound, and bounced on the floor a few times while making the squeeking sound with each bounce.

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Bard was cooking up a storm. He decided he was going to do his best to bake a cake for his dear Sebastian. Mixing the cream quickly, he hoped it would turn out right. He'd never baked before, so this was his first attempt. "I think this is about right." he inspected it for consistency.

"Bard!" Maylene shouted in surprise. "You made a cake! And the kitchen is still intact!" she was shocked.

Promptly he smacked Finni's hand with a wooden spoon, as the younger blond was attempting to get a taste. "Don't touch that! It's for Sebastian." he remarked. Suddenly having an understanding of how Sebastian felt whenever they tried to sneak food.

"Ah! I'm sorry!" he pouted. "Is there anything I can do to help?"

"Hmmmm..." he tried to think for a moment. "Nah, I think I got it." he started icing the cake. Feeling rather accomplished as he proceeded to do so.

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"Sebastian" Bard poked is head into the room. "Are you awake?"

The demon sighed as he closed the book he was reading. "Yes, i'm awake." he stated in annoyance. Hoping Bard would make his visit short.

"I made something for you." he came into the room with his hands behind his back. "Do you wanna see it?" he smiled.

"If I say yes, will you leave sooner?" he sighed again. Pressing against his temples as he already felt a headache coming on. When something was placed before his vision, he blinked several times.

"It's a cake. I made it myself. I hope you like it, cause you tend to use alot of strawberries when baking, so I figured a strawberry cake would suit your tastes." he beamed.

Hesitantly taking hold of the plate, he was wary of it. "It's not going to explode is it?"

"No. It's completely dynamite free." he scratched under his nose with a grin.

He sniffed at the confection for a moment to see if he were telling the truth. This made him utterably shocked. The cake smelled like a normal, gun powder free, cake. "And you made this yourself?"

"Indeed I did." his grin grew. "Go on. Try it! I think you'll like it."

Slowly picking up the fork he took a small piece. Looking at it for a moment before actually putting it in his mouth. His eyes grew wide. It actually tasted good. No where near his skills of course, but good enough to where he was sure even the young master would eat it. "It's very well done. I'm impressed Bard." he complimented.

That made Bard feel like a million pounds of gold. He never thought in his life he'd ever get a compliment out of Sebastian of all people. Especially not for food. He was feeling so elated, that it was actually kind of a turn on for him. Even as he watched the black haired man finish off the cake. "Sebastian..." he stated in a husky tone.

"Hmmm?" he hummed as he finished off the cake. He had to atleast pretend it was something he'd usually eat. Or else he'd make the man suspicious.

He licked his lips suggestively, "Can I have a taste?"

"Oh I apologize, it seems i've eatten it all." he stated as he placed the empty place beside his lamp. "When my leg is better i'll bake you a cake in return."

"No I mean, can I have a taste." he emphasized as he sat on the bed and put his face close to the demons. Looking at him expectantly.

'Ooooohhh...' he thought as it finally dawned on him what the man wanted. Without intending to he blushed. Cursing his luck as his body reacted to the man's want. On the inside he was thinking he should tell the blond to leave. Physically, he leaned in for a kiss. A very unwanted kiss. But he couldn't help but obey.

Bard deepened the kiss. Moaning in delight since the blackette had conceeded. Or so he thought. Lifting a hand to the back of his head to push him closer to himself. Slowly easing the man to the bed. He was hard with need. And couldn't contain himself any longer. While his lips were busy, he used his freehand to undo the knot to his apron. Once that was done he tossed it away and undid his pants. Parting from the kiss, he whispered. "I want you. Now."

Sebastian wanted so much to tell Bard to go away, to stop touching him. Instead he nodded to give him consent. Which made his stomach twist in knots. It was so unfair to have to fully obey him when he didn't want to. But until he could get the man to set him free, he had no choice. After a short time, Bard had entered him. Having prepared him while he was alone with his thoughts. He couldn't deny that it felt wonderful. Sex was apart of a demon's life. And he couldn't deny that the man was actually rather good at it. What seemed like an eternity, took only ten minutes before they both gained their release. Panting heavily, and feeling revolted with himself since he couldn't tell the man above him how he truly felt.

He pulled himself off the demon below him. Feeling rather good. "I should get back to work." he muttered. Not really wanting to leave.

"Yeah." he agreed.

"I'll come back later." he gave him a final peck on the lips. Cleaning himself off with a handkerchief before replacing himself in his pants and retying his apron. "Love you." he left the room hesitantly.

Sebastian growled in distaste. Now he was even more frustrated, and needed another bath.

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After his second bath for the day, he tapped his finger on his arm as he slouched in his bed in utter annoyance. It seemed Bard's things were already starting to slowly migrate to his room. A few shirts, some pants that looked like they needed to be mended, and a baseball. Bard walked into the room wearing his pajamas and drying his hair with a towel. "What's with you?" he asked as he noted the demon's annoyance.

He simply growled and he glared at the man. Somewhat hoping he'd be intimidated to end the rather one sided relationship.

Bard on the other hand simply shrugged and hung his towel over the chair by the desk. And climbed into the small bed. Pulling the demon so he'd lay down too he held him close and turned off the lamp. "Goodnight." he gave him a kiss on his forehead.

"Goodnight." he muttered under his breath.

"We should get a bigger bed, don't get me wrong I like being close to you, but I feel like i'm gonna fall off." Bard stated with some amusement.

"It's a single person bed. Of course two people won't fit well on it." he shifted. "And why would we need a bigger bed anyway?"

"Don't you want me to move in so we can share a room together?"

"Not really."

Bard was taken a back by that remark for a moment. But after he just smirked. "Oh I see, your still unsure with this aren't you? Or maybe you don't want the young master to find out because you'd need permission to be in a relationship?"

"Those things and more."

He raised a brow in confusion, "And more...?"

"Nevermind. Forget it."

"No tell me." he sat up. "I want to know."

"No you don't." he turned his back on the man. "Your selfish and greedy, you don't care about anyone other than yourself."

"What do you mean? Sebastian..." he reached over, but his hand was slapped away. "Sebastian..."

"Just go to sleep." he pulled the covers higher to himself.

Blinking a few times for a moment, he laid back down, looking at the darkened ceiling in deep thought as he tried to figure out what was going on. Briefly wondering if he was rushing things too much. And that maybe perhaps he was assuming that since Sebastian was such a looker that he assumed that he would be at the same page as him on the relationship. 'Maybe I need to slow things down. He probably feels like i'm forcing myself on him.' he thought. 'Maybe i'm intimidating him when it comes to sex?' he questioned. 'I don't want to intimidate him, i'll try to go slower.' he pouted. 'But it'll be so hard, he's so good in bed it's like doing a virgin each time.' he blushed. Then shook his head quickly. 'No, no! Stop it Bard, your turning yourself on! No sex for you tonight!' he scolded himself. After a few minutes, he noted he was failing miserably. "...I gotta go to the bathroom." he got up. Earning a confused look from the demon. He needed to alleviate the pressure that was making his pants tight.

After he was gone, Sebastian just stared at the door for a moment. "Well...that was weird." he stated to no one in particular. Then got comfortable in his bed to get some sleep.

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In the morning he woke up and saw that the blond was still sleeping. Scrunching his nose he noted the distinct scent of one who'd had a release. Doing a quick check of himself, he found he was still clean, and sighed in relief, for he feared Bard had had his way with him and he had slepted through it. He also noted there wasn't any stains on the sheets. Then it dawned on him about what the man had said last night about going to the bathroom. He couldn't help but giggled at the thought of the blond going to the bathroom to relieve himself. 'It seems i've slightly misjudged this human.' he thought. Thinking that whenever Bard had an erection he would go to him for sex without so much as a thought to his feelings on it.

Bard groaned and stretched as he woke up. "Good morning." he yawned.

"Good morning." he snickered.

"What's with you?" he asked as he sat up.

"It's nothing." he snickered for a moment longer.

"How's your leg?" he asked as he touched the cast.

"Healing."

"Does it hurt?"

He raised a brow on that one. "Of course it hurts, I was shot in the leg with a bullet."

"Right." he rolled his eyes as he propped Sebastian's leg on a pillow. "Well i'm gonna wash up and make us breakfast." he got off the bed. "Any requests?"

"Not really." he replied as Bard started to fluff his pillows.

"Do you want anything? A book? A drawing pad and pencils? Something?"

"Hmmmmmmm...I guess a book would be nice. Something that's not romantic." he stated as he was surprised that Bard had even taken the time to ask. "And bring me the sewing kit."

"Why the sewing kit?" he looked puzzled.

"Because you have a pair of pants that's in need of mending, and I won't have them stay unmended."

"Those are my favorite pants, you don't mend your favorite pants!"

He sighed, "Just get me the sewing kit you idiot!" he threw a nearby book at the man. "This isn't a negotiation!"

As much as the man whimpered, Sebastian simply got to work on mending the pants that looked as though they'd been through several wars. He started to wonder if the pants were even salvagable, but found the material was still good. Working on them slower than usual so he'd have something to do for a while. After a few hours, the pants looked just like new. And one wouldn't even be able to tell there was several holes in it before. Folding them he placed them beside him and started to clean up.

"Hey!" Bard picked up his pants. "They look great! I can't believe you got them back to their original state!"

"What would I do if I couldn't do something as simple as this?" he smirked.

"You really are amazing Sebastian! I was skeptical about it! But wow! Thank you so much!" he hugged his pants to himself.

"It's nothing. Really." he closed the sewing kit after everything was put in it's rightful place.

Bard jumped onto the bed and gave Sebastian the biggest kiss on the lips he could muster, surprising the demon as he wasn't expecting such a reaction. "I love you." he kissed him again. "I love you." he did a few more kisses. "I LOVE YOU!" he kissed him several more times before he let him go. "You have no idea how important these pants are to me! I love you! I love you! I love you!" he hugged him tightly.

"Uhh..I...uhhh..." he was stunned. Not really sure what to say. He'd never got such appreciation for something so small before.

"To repay you i'm gonna make you a tasty dinner and dessert!" he was still bouncing with joy. "Look forward to it!" he ran from the room with his pants in tow.

"Umm...okay..." he blinked. Wondering if all humans reacted the same way over things of that nature.

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Ciel was amazingly shocked when the food was presented to him at the dinner table. He'd been fully prepared to order food for dinner. Only to be presented with a plate of meatload, mashed potatos, and vegetables. And to top it off, not only was it all recognizable. It all actually looked delicious. What shocked him even more, was that Bard had cooked it himself.

"And for dessert I made a cherry pie." he grinned happily.

Ciel took a hesitant bite of the meatloaf, and his eyes grew wide. It was delicious! The meat was cooked just right, and had just the right amount of seasonings. "Did Sebastian help you?" he asked.

"Nope, he's been in his room all day for bed rest as per your order." came the response.

'What on earth could of happened to make Bard cook so well? Did Sebastian use some sort of demon power to make sure he couldn't burn things?' he pondered, but proceeded to eat his meal. "It's satisfactory." he dabbed his lips with his napkin.

This made Bard feel like he was on cloud nine, since he'd never gotten such a praise from the young master before.

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Sebastian himself had been shocked that the meal was entirely edible. Even more shocking was the pie was just as good. When bard had said it was going to be tasty, he was livid about it. He couldn't understand what had made the human go from burning everything, to actually making everything edible over the course of just a few days. But he was also not going to complain. It meant he didn't have to worry about his master not getting proper meals while he was ordered to bed rest.

"Mr. Sebastian, how are you feeling?" Tanaka asked as he came into the room with a tray.

"Very well."

"It's so stuffy in here, why don't we open the window." Tanaka smiled as he opened it to let some fresh air in. "It's such a lovely day."

"Indeed."

"Now then it's time for your medicine." he offered the demon some pills and a glass of water. They were painkillers and to ensure he wouldn't get an infection.

"Thank you Tanaka." he took the pills and took them even though they would do nothing for him. Once he was done, he handed the man the glass and smiled.

"I see your reading Shakespear. He's a fine playwrite."

"Indeed."

"Which of his works are you reading?"

"Romeo and Juliet." he replied. "To me it's a rather interesting if overly dramatic tale."

"Overly dramatic you say? How so?"

"Well it seems that it would be too much of a pain to go after someone who's family is against it."

"Ah...but when you love someone, you'll do anything to have them at your side." Tanaka smiled as he picked up all the dirty dishes. "I must be going back to work now. So enjoy your book." he left.

Sebastian on the other hand seemed confused by his statement. "...Do anything to have them at your side?...Huh.." he looked back to his book. Suddenly feeling a bit more interested in the story. And curious about how it would end.

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And that is all for now. Wow I sure did take a while to update this particular fic. I'm sorry. Honestly I was having some difficulty on this chapter. I don't want to rush things, but I also don't want things to move too slowly. Especially since this it's a day to day life fic ya know?

Right now I am on spring break. So i'm trying to update the fics that haven't been updated in a while. Though the fics with the longer chapters are gonna take me a bit. Probably even past spring break. Especially since i'm working on a painting that i'm going to enter into an art contest at my school. I have until March 28 to get it done. And i've already gotten it drawn on my canvas I just need to actually paint it now. I'm thinking about either starting it when I get home, or working on it tomorrow since I don't have work until 11 pm my time anyway. That'd give me time to get a pretty good amount done on it. And plus I wanna give it plenty of time to dry before I submit it. I honestly have no expectations to win. I just wanna be able to say that for once I entered an art contest with one or two of my works because i've never done so before. If I win, great, if not, atleast I can say that I tried, and hope that people enjoyed my submission. Though I keep saying submission, I honestly am going to try to submit 2 paintings. If I have the time to do the second one at any rate. You can submit a max of four works. So I might even submit my tree that I did in my art class last semester. Since it'd qualify by the date. Anything after March 2011 qualifies. But we'll see. I'd need a frame for my tree. Which wouldn't be a problem to get.

Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter. There was some information on it that's needed for later chapters. So even though this chapter may seem a tad boring. It was a necessary evil.

Reviews and comments appreciated! I will try not to take as long to update this fic. But if I do, I apologize. Life Drawing and Astronomy in the same semester isn't easy. X.x And if I pass them this semester, i'll be taking the second parts of those classes next semester as they would be the last 2 i'd need to get my associates. *falls over in exhaustion* And to top it off, I haven't even started my cosplays for AX. EEEPPP! *dies*