Day 3 – Three's a crowd
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As I walked away, I knew that someday I would see Guinevere again. I hoped that by then my feelings for her would have changed, for I cannot allow myself to love her when her heart belongs to another, and while another more noble man loves her. For as much as I care for her, I will not stand in the way of Prince Arthurs chances. My feelings do not matter. Gwen deserves more than I can ever even hope to give her, things which Arthur can and will bestow upon her. And while I knew she would be upset, I also knew that her heart would heal and that one day, she would stand alongside Arthur as his Queen. Maybe then I can see her again. Maybe then, my heart will belong to another. But until then, I will think of Guinevere often, and let her love guide me. For I can never be part of her life until then. Two may be company, but three is a crowd. And I cannot stand by and be the crowd to Arthur and Gwen's love.