I'm Sorry
Platonic Bruise
Dear Jay,
Hey.. How are you? Um, I've missed you. We've all missed you.
Its been uh... Kinda hard for the past few days...
Jay..
Have you ever thought about how your life would be like if you weren't succesful like you were?
Have you ever thought that if you weren't successful like you were, that you wouldn't have so many people who cared about you?
Have you ever thought of how many fans that cared about you were let down, because of you?
Have you ever thought that Nya would be at the hospital, trying to take her life, like you did?
I'm so sorry, Jay. I'm so goddamned sorry.
I've already had many friends taken away, I didn't want you to be taken away.
But God chose to take you away, anyway.
Partially, it's my fault.
I didn't see that your eyes never had the same spark of energy since the first time I met you. They never had the same sparkle whenever you "laughed". I didn't notice that you plastered on a fake smile, making it look so real. Honestly Jay, you could've been an actor, you were that great at hiding your emotions.
But now I'll never be able to talk to you again, and I can only look at the coffin you're in, the coffin open, you holding a bouquet of flowers, having the demons finally out of your head. Now I can only kneel beside it, crying as I think about all of my mistakes, trying to figure out what I went wrong.
Nya's been hospital for a long time, after learning about what you did. She couldn't bear it. She tried to take her life but we stopped her, almost too late. She got rushed to the hospital. I don't know how she's doing now, but I don't think it'll be easy for her to recover.
And... I just wanted to let you know.. That I care about you. I care about you so god damned much.
I promise I won't forget you. I will never forget you. Even if I do, I'll remember.
I'm so sorry.
Please forgive me.
I know I probably wasn't a good friend to you, but you were a good friend to me.
I will never forget you.
Love, Cole
Short story, sorry. What'd you think? :3