With a wink and 123 Chapter Three
Will do you feel like grabbing a bit of dinner or do you just want to go home?
We can grab a bit if you want.
Half way through dinner Will slowly got up and said excuse me Sonny I am going to the restroom I will be back in a bit.
OK Will do you need me to help you with anything Will softly said no your fine.
Will got to the rest room and stepped up and sat on the back of the toilet and he said out loud to himself I can not allow Sonny to get hurt. When they told me today that I have cancer then I knew that I cant allow him to get hurt I cant protect him or have his back and I am certainly not going to be looking like this for very long and he for certin would not want to be around me any way. This is something that I have to do on my o9wn just like always Will who has everyone's back and he cant even protect his own self from this this damn it I wish that Sonny did not ever come to help me maybe they would have killed me and then even though I love him it would hurt less than for him to see me just get sicker and sicker. I have to give up everything that I love my studio Sonny What else?
Well I guess that in some way I deserve it because I cant make anyone proud of me and Just because I am the man that I was born to be I am really ashamed of myself because because I am the person who I was born to be.
Sonny Started to get worried and so he went to the bathroom and he under the stalls and he saw no ones feet but he did overhear Will talking to himself he heard word for word what he had said about his neck and the cancer and that he was falling in love with Sonny and that because he had cancer he would not be able to protect Sonny or have his back Will said Damn it I just cant do that to him. I can't hurt Sonny
Like that. And he heard how broken hared Will was and the pain in his voice and he knew that Will was crying he could hear the soft cracked voice that Will was talking through.
Oh Will I am not going to let you push me away when you need me the most.
Sonny walked out of the rest room trying to collect himself and he called his boss and asked if the position at the lakeside bank was still available and he said it will be in a few months after the after finished with the remodel.
Boss could you transfer me to that bank on Lakedale once it is open?
I am sorry Sonny but they are not taking on any transferred they have their positions filled.
Are there any where close to there that I can be transferred to?
Sonny why do you want to transfer so bad?
Because I am going to move to that area and it just makes more sense.
Sonny I don't buy it what is the real reason?
OK my boyfriend just found out that he has cancer today and I need to be closer to him.
Sonny I am sorry.
You are sorry:?
Well you know you can keep your fake sympathy because I don't need it I quit.
Hey uncle BC I have a huge problem and I was wondering if you could do me a favor?
Sonny do you need a lawyer and a clean up crew an alibi?
No I am very serrious Uncle BC I need some help.
sonny I you are my only living relative and so just ask it is yours.
You have never asked me for anything before so yes whatever you need.
OK one I need a place to live near a guy by the name of William Horton as close to him as possible.,
Sonny is he your boyfriend?
Yes and uncle BC he has cancer he just found out today but he doesn't realize that I know about it and I have to be there for him I love him and he is not going to go through this alone.
Do you want new furniture or your stuff from there?
I am going to leave everything there only my clothes are coming with me plus I need a really good job because he will not be able to pay his hospital bills or anything when he starts chemo.
Plus I had to quit my job so I need a very good job to help him and myself.
Sonny you said his name is Will Horton?
Yes uncle BC.
Uncle BC I owe my life to him he was almost killed himself trying to protect me and I just cant let him go through this alone especially knowing the type of man he is as well as that woman who claims to be a mother to him.
Whats her Name Sami.
Sami Horton?
The druggie whore Sami Horton who used her son as her personal nurse when she came home drunk?
That would be one in the same.
Do you know them?
Yes Sonny I do know him and his family his father was a very mean abusive man and when his son came out it was a very bad scene all of the way around for him.
He was always trying to make his family proud but it seems nothing he would do was met with any thing other than what he could do for them Sonny he has never even has a boyfriend because he was always so ashamed of who he is and I am surprised that you guys are boyfriends.
Well to be honest with you he is my boyfriend but I am not his.
So you are the interested party and he dosent feel the same?
Uncle BC he said that he loves me and that he dose not want me to get hurt and so he is not going to show it.
Is there something that I can do?
Do you want him to know that you are doing it or do you want it to just happen anonymously?
I don't care Uncle BC.
He needs help and I have sworn to him that I have his back.
Sonny do you know that his mother had broken his neck in three places while she was high and she never took him to the doctor?
She slammed him against the bathroom wall when he was bent over holding her hair and trying to hold a cool cloth to her neck.
Sonny I am shocked that Will has servivied this long between his home life and everyone at school beating the crap out of him because of his parents. Sonny your dad was the principle of the school as you know and Will was only two years older than you.
You asked me to help you help him.
No You are not going have to do a thing except get a job and pay your own bills you know the deal that we have always had as par your wants. You know that you could have stayed here but you wanted to be your own person. You have always been very independent and never asked for help with anything and so you are now and yes with in two days you will have your own place near Will and a good paying job and do not worry about his medical care because he will have the best I will make sure of that not because you asked me too but also because he has never had anyone that has his back and now we do.
Thank you uncle BC I am going to go check on him he is in the bathroom still but thank you..
Sonny walked into the bathroom and Will was laying in the floor and Sonny ran to him and asked Will what happened Will did not say anything he just looked at Sonny and said just leave me its better this way.
Will did you do something to cause this?
Yes I did and no one can stop it just go so you can live in peace.
Will tell me now what you did to cause this?
I fell and it was my own fault so go get out now.
No Will I am not going anywhere we promised that we had each others back you had mine and now it is my turn.
You can try to push me away act like I mean nothing to you you can try to cause me to give up but William Horton you may not believe this but yes I love you too and I have your back no matter what.
Sonny I cant let you I would never want to hurt you but I have something to tell I was sitting on the back of the toilet and I fell as I was getting down because of the broken leg that is what I did and Sonny …
Will started to tear up but he turned his head but Sonny cupped it gently in his hand and he softly asked Will and what?
Will was crying and said but I have cancer and I don't want you to feel like you have to be with me to take care of me or to watch me become sicker and sicker and even die possibility.
So please just go and leave me here don't get hurt.
Will you must have rocks in your head to even think that you are going through this alone then you must have and like it or not I am going to take care of you in every way so you just try to get rid of me give it your best shot.
Trust me I am Greek and I am more stubborn than even you are and so William Horton you have no choice in the matter.
Now lets try this again do you need to go back to the hospital or can you get up on your own with my help?
Sonny?
Yes Will?
Sonny I do need you because I cant do this on my own.
Will I am right here for here and by weeks end I am going to be living really close to you and so I can be close enough to help you with anything.
Sonny there is not need for you to get a place.
William do not fight me on this one.
Sonny I am not fighting you I am saying that you can stay in my second bedroom. Will are you sure?
Yes Sonny because I do not know what is going to happen from now on and I am going to my lawyers office and give the power of atturny so that you can do what I cant. Will do you mind if I call my Uncle and you talk to him and tell him everything and he can help you do anything that you need. OK but first help me get off of this cold floor. Please.