"Matthew, if you don't spill it right now i will strangle you!" I said getting very frustrated with him being all quiet on me.

"Well," He said looking down at his feet. "I was walking in the hall and I overheard some things."

"Like what?" Chris asked before i could snap again.

"Randy and John were talking to each other." He let out a big sigh. "Basically Randy was telling John to leave you alone and let you be happy with your life and John just i don't know. He snapped i guess."

"What in the blue hell did he say?" I said standing up from the bench.

"He said that you didn't want him because you were screwing around with both Jeff and Chris."

This made me sink. I sat down on the bench and inhaled. What? John said that? No way, But Matt wouldn't lie to me. He would be to affraid of what i would do to him. I kept my gaze down to the ground. I could hear Jeff swearing under his breath and Chris was pacing.

"What in the hell is his problem? Just because he can't have her, he's going to go around and ruin her name. That assclown is going to get a piece of my mind." Chris ranted on.

"The damn fucker. I'm going to go over there and kick his damn ass. Goddamn his fucking ass time. Who in the hell does that mother fucker think he is?" Jeff said under his breathe.

I listened as the door opened and in walked two other people who just might cheer me up. With my state of mind right now maybe Matt shouldn't of said anything to me while i was here. Phil and Kofi was standing next to Matt trying to figure out what was happening. I stayed seated for a minute before i bolted for the door.

"Damn it," Chris said looking up. He grabbed my arm and tried to pull me back, but i wiggled free and ran down the hall.

"We have to go after her." Matt said.

"She's going to go find John and kick his ass." Jeff said.

"No she isn't." Chris said.

"What do you mean?" Phil asked.

"The last time she bolted from me like that i put her in rehab." Chris said sprinting his way down the hall after her.

"Does he really think she'll do that again?" Kofi asked.

"She's only been clean for three months." Jeff said. "Relasp totally suck and she could cave and use to much. Then we could be headed to her funeral instead of her hotel room."

"Dude," Phil said. "You think to much about this shit."

"I have been though it before."

"But do you think she'll stoop that low?" Kofi asked after a minute of silence.

"Maybe, she's not that strong when it comes to John and Chris." Matt said.

"I'll go help Chris look for her." Phil said headed down the same hallway Scarlet had taken off down not even five minutes earlier.

Not long after Phil turned the corner Kofi went the other way to see if she had doubled back or anything. Matt and Jeff went to the parking lot to see if they could find her.

'How could he?' that is all that i was thinking as i ran down the unfamiliar hallways. All these halls look the same to me. I slowed to a walk then stopped completely. I leaned against a nearby wall and slid down it until my butt was on the floor. I wrapped my arms around my legs and let the tears roll down my face.

"Well if it isn't Jericho Jr." One of the wrestlers said. I wasn't in the mood to see who it was. I layed my head against my knees. "Do you want some time before i call and tell Chris where you are?"

"Leave me alone." I moaned out.

"What happened? I mean i know that you are upset but it can't be that bad, can it?"

"You and John." I said. finally recongizing the voice.

"What about us?"

"Matt, heard what you said." I said with a hic-up escaping.

"Which part?"

"I was sleeping with Jeff and Chris." I said turning my head to look at Randy.

"Ah, that part." He said kneeling in front of me. "He was upset that's all."

"I don't care." I said sobbing.

"Well sweetie what do you want me to say?"

I just stared at him. There was nothing he could do about it. I was upset and that was all. After a minute of thinking i stood up and started to head down the hall but turned around.

"Which way to the parking lot?"

"I'll walk with you."

I just nodded my head. There was no way that i was going to argue with him. I couldn't just out rught and tell him hell no. I mean what good with that do me? We walked down the many hallways until we came out the back enterence to the back parking lot.

"What did you want to come out here for anyways?"

"I needed to find a place where i could be alone."

"Well that's not gonna happen."

"And why the hell not?"

"'Cause I'm gonna have a smoke." He said pulling out a pack of cigarettes. "Want one?"

"Nah, i've got something better."

"Have you found her?"

"Matt and I have looked in the front parking lot and catering, but nothing." Jeff repiled over the phone.

"We have got to find her. Call everyone you know."

"Dude you need to chill. We will find her."

"How can i chill. Jeff, she ran from ME. Do you know how hard that hurt. Watching her run from me again. The last time she did she went out and got high."

"I know man, just keep your eyes open and I'll call you if I find her."

"Alright." I said hanging up the phone.

We have been looking for Scarlet for about an hour now. Phil and Kofi was going to help look for her after their match. Jeff would be looking all night if so be it. As would I, Scarlet knowing what John had said was killing her and the only way that she could deal with it was drugs. The only problem that i had was that i didn't know if she had any or not.

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find Meaning

"Scarlet?" I know it's her because she added that ringtone to my phone. She said that it described her perfectly.

"Chris can you come get me?"

"Where are you and I'll come get you?"

"In the back parking lot."

"Alright I'm on my way."

I hung up the phone and ran to the back parking lot. I opened the door and stepped outside. Randy was standing there with her holding something. I walked over to them and just stared at Scarlet.

"What's going on?"

"Chris, she was going to smoke this." Randy said handing me the bag.

"Thanks," I said taking the bag from him and turned my attention back to Scarlet. "If Randy wasn't here would you have really smoked this?" i asked holding up the weed.

"I was going to do it with Randall here, but he had to be uptight about the damn thing i would be fucking high."

"Thanks for taking it from her." I said hold Scarlet's wrist.

"No problem. I don't have any issues with cigarettes but i have a major problem with weed."

"I know what you mean."

"Let me the fuck go Chris." Scarlet screamed.

"Hell no. I'm taking you back inside and you are going to be stop wanting to be high or so help me god i will place your ass back in rehab."

"You can't do that." Scarlet replied and stopped fighting. She let me lead her in with Randy behind us.

"I can and i will if it ends up at that. Or have you forgotten about that deal you signed when you were 19? It states that if for any reason that..." Scarlet cuts me off.

"If i happen to relasp and anyone sees me with any kind of drug all of my desicions are to be made by you." she said walking with me now. Randy looked very confused at the matter.

"Wait a minute." Randy stopped us making us turn to look at him. "Are you telling me that ever since the hosiptal you have been able to put her in rehab and you haven't done it?"

"Right, and that is becuase family is the only thing that can save Hope. Not the doctors or nurses but me and Jeff. Jeff's been through it and i made a promise to him that I would help Hope as best i could without rehab but if it comes down to it she'll have to go wheather she or Jeff likes it."

"That's something i thought i would never hear."

"Let's go to the locker room and tell everyone that you are found and you aren't MIA anymore." I said putting my arm around Hope's shoulders and leading her away from Randy. "See ya later Randy."

"I'm sorry." Hope whispered.

"Fuck Scar, do you know what this much weed would do to you?" Jeff screamed at me.

"Yes, FOR THE LAST DAMN TIME. I KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M DOING." I yelled back, making everyone in the room back up two steps.

"Hope we don't want you to hurt yourself that's all."

"THEN LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!"

"You need to get clean. And maybe you want be all moody." Phil said from the doorway.

"AND WHAT DOES THE ALL MIGHTY 'STRAIGHTEDGE' GOD KNOW?" i sat down on the chair that was behind me. I was getting fed up with everyone telling me what was right and wrong.

"Well i know that you aren't yourself when you want to get high and i also know that the clean and sober you is alot better than the high moody bitchy one is. And you my dear are a bitch right now."

"Fuck all of you." I whispered. I didn't feel like screaming anymore.

I was sitting in the locker room with Chris, Matt, Jeff, Phil and Kofi all telling me what to do. It was beyond stupid. I know what i'm doing to myself and that is all that matters. Everything would be a lot better if i was gone, then their lives could go on and that is all that matters. I need to end it and i need to end it now. That would make everyone feel better about poor old Scarlet Hope.

"Are you even listening to us?" Kofi asked.

"Not really. It's the same as always just this time it's with you and Phil."

"Then if your not listening then we can't do anything about that but what i can do is what i promised i wouldn't do." Chris looked over to Jeff and he nodded. "I am sorry Hopey but you are going to have go back to rehab."

I jumped up so fast i think the guys thought i was going to run cause they all moved a little closer to the door.

"You can't send me back there. That place will kill me."

"There is no other choice i have. You have to get clean and that's it. You are going to get on the plane tomorrow and that is that. I will tell Vince that i have an emergency to take care of and I am taking you there."

"I hate you." I said through my teeth. He knew this was going to kill me but does he care? Hell no. He only cares about his damn life. Well you know what. FUCK THEM ALL.

A/N: The ringtone is Broken by Lifehouse. Also i would like to thank to the reviews that i got. There's more to come i promise.

Next chapter: Time Jump, Four months later, Scarlet's in Rehab but is she getting better? And Jeff comes to Visit but he brings a gift. Scarlet may have Jeff's head in the end once she see's what he brought her.