BPov:
I wokeup to find myself in my room with Jasper sleeping right next to me. So it wasn't a dream? Last night's events came to me and I remembered I brought Jasper back here from the diner. I looked at him and he looked so peaceful in his sleep. I bet it was the first time he actually slept in days without over drinking till he was drunk. I got up and went to the bathroom quickly to pee. When I came back Jasper was still sleeping.
"Bella?" I looked to my right and saw Charlie there in his uniform.
"Morning dad, you leaving for the station already?"
"Yeah just wanted to say good morning to you and ask why Jasper Whitlock Cullen is in your bed?" I blushed out red and laughed hysterically.
"Its not what it seems dad, I just brought Jasper back from the diner last night because he was drunk and Sally called the station and I didn't want him to get arrested. You know were good friends and all." He nodded to me and looked at Jasper
"He's been through a lot lately. His twin sister died and Esme suffered a miscarriage a few months ago. We've had to have him at the station a few times already. I bailed him out a few times because it seems like Carlisle has given up with him. It doesn't seem like they care for him anymore. Im glad your trying to help him. Maybe now he'll change." I sighed and said bye to Charlie. I then started making breakfast when I heard footsteps coming down the stairs.
"Morning Jasper." He turned to me and frowned.
"You dont have to make breakfast for me. I don't need your pity." My heart broke a bit by that. Does he really think I have pity for him?
"I don't pity you Jasper, im just trying to help with you. You're my friend, I should have been there for you…."
"But you weren't! You were never there!" His shouting got me to tears. He looked at me with guilt in his eyes.
"I'm sorry but im here now, and im going to do whatever I can to help." I went closer to him as he just stared at me.
"I'm a lost case Bella, theres no way of fixing me. Its better for you to give up with me. I don't want to make you miserable as well." He opened the door and stepped out to his car I had retrieved for him last night. I wasn't going to let him leave though. Not now not ever.
"Jasper!" I ran out the door and grabbed his arm as he was trying to get inside his truck.
"Im not letting you leave, I don't care what happens to me but Im going to help patch you up. I care about you." Slowly our lips ended smashing against eachother in a passionate kiss that neither of us knew would happen. My arms wounded themselves around his neck and he deepened the kiss more. We then stopped and my eyes were focused on his.
"W-Wow…. That was that was…"
"That was nothing, it wont ever happen again."
"What do you mean nothing happened, Jasper we just kissed. It certainly didn't feel like nothing. You know very well just like me that that kiss meant more than anything to the both of us and that's why it even happened!"
"You don't get it do you? Even if you try and help me the Cullen's won't let you live in peace afterwards. They'll become your enemy as soon as possible. I don't want you hurt like me because of them." That pissed me off! I don't give a shit about the Cullen's and about my reputation.
"Jasper I don't care if they become my enemy, I'm going to be by your side even if you don't want me to." He hugged me, and I sighed happily.
"Thankyou Bella, thankyou."
JPov:
"Jasper! Jasper help me!" I saw Rosalie screaming my name as she tried to get control of her car as it crashed into the other car. Her blood splashed everywhere inside. Her head had a big gash and her throat had a shard of glass in it. I started crying as I saw the white clothe cover Rosalie's body as the ambulance took her and Emmett was bawling his eyes out and Carlisle tried to calm him down.
"This is your fault Jasper, your fault!" Everyone was infront of me.
"No I didn't want Rosalie to die! Its not my fault!" I woke up with sweat falling down my forehead. I looked around and noticed I wasn't in my room. Last night's events made me remember about Bella bringing me over to her house. Bella. I cant let her help me. Everyone would try and ruin her life just to get revenge against me. I don't want that happening. I got up and grabbed my stuff and exited her room.
"Morning Jasper." I looked at Bella and frowned.
"You dont have to make breakfast for me. I don't need your pity." I saw her eyes lose their shine and mentally kicked my ass for that.
"I don't pity you Jasper, im just trying to help with you. You're my friend, I should have been there for you…."
"But you weren't! You were never there!" Im sorry Bella im sorry!
"I'm sorry but im here now, and im going to do whatever I can to help." She came closer to me and I just stared at her.
"I'm a lost case Bella, theres no way of fixing me. Its better for you to give up with me. I don't want to make you miserable as well." I opened the door and left her there and went to my truck.
"Jasper!" She grabbed my arm as I was about to enter the driver seat.
"Im not letting you leave, I don't care what happens to me but Im going to help patch you up. I care about you." I didn't care anymore and kissed her. She kissed me back and wrapped her arms around me and I deepened the kiss more. Deep inside me I couldn't deny what I felt for Bella.
"W-Wow…. That was that was…"
"That was nothing, it wont ever happen again." Her heart broke a bit and I knew I shouldn't of said that.
"What do you mean nothing happened, Jasper we just kissed. It certainly didn't feel like nothing. You know very well just like me that that kiss meant more than anything to the both of us and that's why it even happened!"
"You don't get it do you? Even if you try and help me the Cullen's won't let you live in peace afterwards. They'll become your enemy as soon as possible. I don't want you hurt like me because of them." Please Bella just forget about me. Please!
"Jasper I don't care if they become my enemy, I'm going to be by your side even if you don't want me to." I hugged her, hopefully I would be able to save her.
"Thankyou Bella, thankyou." Thank you for caring!