As the teacher was talking about the class, and how we would learn various things about the Twili language and culture, I could not stop myself from staring at the inexplicable beautiful girl sitting at the front listening very attentively, even taking down notes. She was clearly a good student and by the look of her, she was very organized. That first day I missed her name, she was very distracting, so I was not able to find her on Facebook at all, I spent over two hours searching for her in the schools group, but nothing. I eventually gave up and went back to reading my books. I had always loved books.
The next day, I went to school about half an hour early, I hadn't slept very much the night before; I was too busy thinking of her. I had never felt like this about anyone before in my life, and it excited and terrified me at the same time. What would she think if I just randomly added her without her even knowing who I am? I figured I had two ways to do this, I could either introduce myself then ask what her name was, or I could take the coward way out and wait for attendance.
Now, no matter how I try, I cannot remember what happened during that week, all I can remember is seeing her beautiful face every morning, and finally knowing her name by the weekend. I feel as though I should remember how I learnt her name, but I can't, all I know is that I had never had such an amazing week at school, even if the "cool kids" did make fun of my pointy ears.
The reason I was the odd one out was because I had Hylian ears, there were very few Hylians left, and many people found them weird. There was surgery that could make my ears look exactly like a human's ear, but I thought 'Why should I? Why should I give these jackasses the satisfaction that they got to me with their childish bullying like I had so many times before in elementary school?' I was not about to give in, so I kept the ears as a way to say 'FUCK YOU!'
That weekend, I searched the name I knew so well, Midna. Her name is so beautiful, I smile every time I say it just out of the joy the person to whom the name belongs to gives me. I found her in just a few minutes, and I just sat there for 15 minutes staring at her display picture, she just looked so gorgeous. Eventually I became self-aware of how stalker-ish I must've have looked, so I added her and waited. I played some computer games while I waited, but I couldn't concentrate. Every five seconds I would pause, refresh, be disappointed, go back to playing and then repeat. This process went on for an hour or so until I finally say that little flag with a red 1 above it.
I clicked the little flag and a pop up window showed she had accepted me as a friend. I was so excited I didn't really know what to do 'Should I write on her wall? Send her a message? What would I say? We don't talk very much and when we do it's me joking about her being a rupee counterfeiter. What if she messages me? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HER! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! WHY DID I DO THIS, THIS WAS SO STUPID OF ME! AHHHHHHHHHHH.' That general thought process went through my head for a while. I resolved to message her, and I did, but I tried to be funny.
I joked about how she was counterfeiting rupees and if she could get me any. Obviously it wasn't funny to her, and she flat out asked me to just stop with the dumb joke because she thought when we talked that's all it was ever about. I said that was fine, she still wanted to talk, I was so thrilled. I asked for her e-mail, she gave it to me and we started talking on MSN, it felt so good to be able to talk to her both during the day and at night. For that first month, we had a completely normal friendship, with the exception of me loving her without her knowledge, I looked forward to going to school, but after that class, I hated the rest of the day. I only wish I had not been born with such a great tendency to ruin my own life, it is really like I enjoy my own pain.
A/N: sorry this took like a week, im new at writing stories and i didn't realize how stupid it is to just leave a chapter in the middle, the probably seems really out of place. sorry, i wasnt in the right mindset xD i'll try to write the chapters a bit faster from now on :P