The hand on the clock moved agonizingly slow as I sat in Trig, listening to Jessica's introduction, already tired of her voice. I couldn't really tell what she was saying, but I knew what she had said so I felt it was okay to zone out and think of what I would say to Edward in Biology.
Finally, after long hours of waiting, the bell rang, dismissing the students to lunch. All the students that ran down the hall would slow down to take a look at me and then whisper something in their friends ears. I never noticed how annoying it was. My actual first day of school was spent with my head down, looking at the floor.
When we entered the lunch room I was a little hesitant to look where I knew that Edward would be seated and actually listened to Jessica's mindless rambling about teachers she hated. I had to look now, I would die if I didn't. My heart skipped a beat and I thought that my heart would come flying out of my chest.
There, sitting together, was the Cullen family, and more importantly Edward. They weren't looking at each other and looking away. Their untouched food placed before them as a show. I laughed to my self and looked at Jessica who was staring at me with a confused expression.
"You look as if you know him." The never-ending voice of Jessica's announced in my ear. I had to frown at this. Though I knew that I did know him, he didn't know me. Jessica left me be.
Edwards topaz eyes slammed on me for a moment and I wanted to cry and did, a stray tear falling from my eyes. I wanted to look like I had always known him, to send the message through my eyes and he became perplexed. I knew that face, he wanted to know what I was thinking.
His eye's flashed away from me for a moment and he made one final glance before he followed the rest of his family out of the lunch room, Alice already gone some three minutes earlier.
Biology was my next class and I knew that it would be my hardest. I had to put up with the insatiable urge to reach out and touch his face. I walked into the class earlier and there he sat on the stool next to the one that I would soon sit on.
I walked up to the teacher and had him sign it and then, without really even thinking, sat down facing Edward. He didn't move, his hands turned into fists and he was leaning away from me like I smelled bad. I didn't know what to say.
"Hello," he nodded in response, his jaw clenched tight. "Edward, do you…" I didn't know how to complete my sentence. He turned unwillingly to glare at me.
"Do I what?" He said through his teeth. He was so perfect, even when he was mad. I was distracted. I changed the topic.
"Don't…don't run away because of me. Don't go north." That was all I could stutter out. His eyes seemed to narrow in question. I turned my head. I knew that he already thought me a mystery. I just had to open my mouth and say something like that! I already knew our future though. There wasn't anything to change that so long as I was alive.
The teaches words were a silent hum in my mind compared to the image of Edward that played in my head. How could he not know me? I knew him so well, it almost seemed unfair to him. He would have to go through that never ending string of questions and I would have to act like I had never heard the questions before.
When the bell rang, Edward didn't stride out of the room. I stood and he grabbed my arm and whirled me around to face him.
"How did you know what I was planning to do?" His voice was said through clenched teeth and I had to smile despite his situation. I would get to reveal what I knew to him.