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i know its been long but i tried to write long this time.

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Have you watched the first tvd ep guys? Delena looks so happy and im happy.

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Seriously? He dropped an information like that then he just ditch me? I told myself. Damon's been dodgin me eversince our viranda moment. When we are in one room together, he'll make an excuse to go out. He won't even look me in the eye when he lie. I know he's hiding something. I intend to find out when all he do is stay in his room with lock doors.

His room was the only one lock eversince I got back from the hospital 8 months ago. I asked Stefan about it but he told me its storage of unimportant things. That is one lie. It was Damons room all along. I called Jenna yesterday to ask her if she knew Stefan have a brother and she said yes. She told me the two have a strained relationship for a few years. Damon left town and vowed never to go back and she don't understand what made him go back. I told her what I heard, that Damon's back for a girl and that made Jenna curse. She even scold me for eavesdropping and made me promise to leave Damon alone, that he is bad business and a walking disaster. Everyone's against him in this town, even caroline told me to stay away from him.

It's been days since our last talk and I really needed to know more, why he left, why the whole town is against him and what happened between him and stefan.

I'm unloading groceries from the car when I finally saw him out of his room.

"Would you mind helping me out? There's still two bags in the trunk" I asked him from the kitchen as I put the other groceries in the fridge, he just nod and head out. Minutes later he came back with two bags in hand.

"those are heavy don't you think?" i smiled trying to engage him into a friendly conversation.

"What are these muscles for anyway" he flexed his elbow imitating body builders poster. He tried looking fierce and I laugh.

"Really, you call that muscles?" I teased and he smirked. Oh how I love that gesture of his.

He handed me the groceries while I stock the can goods in the cabinet.

"You cooking tonight?" he asked me.

"That's the plan, do you want to help?" I finished stocking and faced him smiling.

"depends on what you're cooking." he played along, grabbed another apron and put it on.

"Lasagna"

I saw him flinched and his eyes just turned away.

"If you don't like lasagna, we could cook something else" I quickly opened the fridge, and looked for something else to cook but he stopped me and smiled

"It's actually my favorite" he explained. He start slicing the tomatoes and I start heating the oven.

"my girlfriend loved cooking those for me when she'd done something wrong," he chuckled, he continued slicing the tomatoes while telling his tale. I don't interupt him since I bet he's only gonna be open this once.

"She grew up here in mystic falls, everybody loves her and when my family came here for a fresh start, we met. " he stopped what he's doing and looked at the fireplace like she's there. "I was a walking disaster, I was the prodigal son, but she brought out the best in me and I changed."

"why use a past tense?" I noticed. He looked at me finally and gave a sad smile

"She's gone now. She left."

"May I ask why?"

"Because I'm wrong for her" he whispered. Suddenly voices in my head started like flashbacks,

"it's not your choice to make" the girl shouted, her voice sounded just like mine.

"you know i'm wrong for you, the whole town knows it. You know it!" the man countered back.

"when do we start listening to them? we've been so much together. Don't throw that away." the voice sobbed. I could feel her pain.

"this is different. I won't drag you to this, this is my mess. Leave me now." he shouted, his voice pleading rather than mad.

"you need me here. You want me here." the girl cried.

" I don't." he answered. "stop coming here" he ordered.

"I love you, I'm not leaving you!"

"I don't love you anymore elena."

And the voices stopped, and I saw myself being craddled by Damon at the floor.

"wha...what happened?" i cried.

"you just froze a minute ago, then you started crying before you went on your knees" he explained. He's still holding me and I don't plan on letting go anytime soon. "what happened to you back there? You scared the shit out of me!"

"I heard voices" I explained. I could see he's not taking it.

"You're having an emotional breakdown again" he suggested. "have you been taking your meds?"

"how did you know about my panic attacks?" I tried to stand up but my knees falters so he helped straighten me up.

"It's not the how that's important, it's the have. "he countered. "have you been taking it?"

"I stopped few months ago, I never had my attacks for months so I thought I could ditch it." I explained. I opened the fridge and grabbed a water.

"You have to take them again. You're a mess . " he removed my apron and continued "I will cook tonight, leave this to the real chef in the house" he boasted.

"You can cook?" I am suprised to know that this perfect lookng guy who looks like a walking nuclear bomb can actually do household chores.

"You know I do" he whispered thinking I wouldn't hear him.

"Looks like you know me better than I do." I answered in a whisper He continued cooking while I just sat in the counter watching him. He looked so at ease in the kitchen. He frequently look at me and do his eye fucking seduction thing which totally gets to me every damn time.

Then all the magic ends when his cellphone rang he took the call and smiled at me.

"Hey" he greeted the caller. He looked at me and then went out of the kitchen. Looks like the call is not nine to hear, but who stopped me from eavesdropping before? So I followed hin outside and I saw him not on his phone but rather talking to a blondr girl I frequently see in the Grill, Rebekah Mikaelson. She must have told him to come out on the call.

I hide in the bushes near them and tried my hardest to listen

"She needs to know Damon" she pleaded. She took his arms and looks at him sincerely, "I miss my bestfriend Damon"

" No one told you to stay away from her bekah, it was your choice." Damon snarled at her

"You know I can't lie to her, I'm not like Caroline who agrees that she should be with him and we all knew she should be with you. " she countered she let go of his arm and is about to walk away but stopped.

"Don't let the whole town dictate what you should do Damon"

"You sounded just like her" damon smiled at her. She walked away and Damon went back inside the house. When I thought the coast is clear from where I am hiding, I get out of the bushes when I saw Rebekah is back, she must have left something

"You still haven't change have you elena? Still eavesdropping every now and then?" She laughed. She's very pretty and I bet she could have every guy she wants even Damon.

"Oh I know what you re thinking dearie. I'm not into Damon, we are only friends" she answered the question inside my head.

"I'm not thinking that!" I countered, trying to save my ass

"You sure are'" she teased. "Just tell Damon that the ball is coming, if he needs a partner I'll tell matt we three could go together. "When she saw me confused, she continued "Matt is my boyfriend, He and damon are best friends along with Alaric the owner of the grill."

"I saw you sometimes at the grill but you seem someone I couldn't talk to" I explained. I always thought she is a snob but then she smiled and answered;

"You were always with stefan and I don't like him very much" she honestly laid out. I am confused because the whole town love stefan, I never thought I'll meet someone who don't. "Don't get me wrong, Stefan's a good man, but he is a coward and I don't like that trait much." Then she glanced at the door where damon just went "And Damon is becoming one" she sadly smile..

Then the greatest shock of my life happens when she suddenly hug me. " I miss you " then she let me go and walk away just as I was about to talk.

Now I am beyond confused. I don't understand what the hell Is happening anymore .

So thats it for chapter three I always wanted a rebekah elena friendship. So back when they were on the trip in the show Im really hooked

So in this, Mabekah is happening. Caroline is their friends too but always is team stefan. Ill bring alaric soon also jereny and damin brotherly bond will happen

thank you guys!