Chapter Three
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I'm thinking of a time jump in a few chapters, but if you'd rather continue this way let me know!
Don't own Glee.
Warning: This may be graphic or whatever, it is a birth scene, it will only be my second time writing one..so be nice.
Kurt moaned and cried on the way to the hospital, only confirming to Blaine that he was glad that he didn't have to go through this. He knew Kurt wanted to, he had no idea why he wanted to be horribly tortured, but he did. So Blaine would do whatever he could to help him through this, and be supportive and hopefully calming to him. They quickly got Kurt in a room, hooked him up to the monitors, seeing both girls healthy they unhooked him. They told him to lay back so he could be checked and Blaine held his hand as his eyes squeezed shut and he whimpered.
"You're at a 7, you need to be at a 10 to deliver, so it shouldn't be long now. You can get up and walk or do whatever you need and we'll be back in an hour to check again. Of course if you feel the urge to push please page us obviously".
Kurt nodded and Blaine helped him off the bed, as soon as he was on his feet another contraction hit. Blaine had to hold him up as Kurt's legs almost gave out on him, Blaine tried to do the relaxation techniques, but Kurt was just too far gone.
"Oh God..it's not working..Oh God..shut up!" Kurt cried.
"Okay, what do you want me to do, tell me what and I'll do it okay?"
That's when Kurt started to cry, "I dont ...I don't..ow shit...I don't know. Just make it be over, I want this over Blaine...please please help me!"
Blaine held Kurt tighter, hiding the tears in his eyes, he'd never seen Kurt so broken and exhausted. He just wished he'd agree to an epidural, but even now he refused, so all Blaine could do was rub his back.
The doctor came back in an hour, and told Kurt it was fine if he wanted to stand she could still check him. Only this time Kurt wasn't so cooperative, and starting sobbing into Blaine's shoulder, trying to get away from the doctor's hand.
"Ow! Stop it! Stop it!" he cried.
Blaine just held him, whispering encouraging words in his ear, as the doctor announced he was now at 9.
"Thank God!" Kurt yelled.
The doctor leaned to Blaine and whispered in his ear, "this is about to be the most intense part aside from pushing as his body goes into transition, he's almost done..so just keep reminding him of that".
He nodded, hoping that this part will be fast, and all of this over quickly for Kurt.
They were left alone again after a quick check of the babies' heartbeats.
"It's almost over babe, I promise it's almost over".
"This is like way more painful than I thought..this sucks..it sucks..I hate it I hate it!"
"I know baby, I know".
"Ahh..owww..Oh God..do something Blaine please!"
"What I'll do it, name it.."
"Sing to me, help me relax..", Kurt said through clenched teeth.
Kurt buried his face in Blaine's neck as another horrific contraction wracked his body, all he could muster was groaning and moaning through them, he was so tired. He then heard Blaine's voice, and concentrated on that..trying to cancel out the pain in his mind.
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
Blaine felt Kurt tense in his arms, and sob against his neck as he worked through another contraction. He willed the tears away, he hated this as much as Kurt. He hated to see him in so much pain.
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
They didn't know that to surprise Kurt his parents had gotten a flight early, and had come to the hospital once Rachel called. Burt and Carole stood in the doorway, not interrupting the scene in front of them. Burt's heart constricted to hear his son cry in pain, begging for it to all be over.
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Burt walked over and kissed Kurt's head, telling him he was proud of him, and they'd see him after the babies were born. He patted Blaine on the back telling him to hang in there, and that he thought he was doing great. They left when the doctor came back in, Kurt telling Blaine to not stop singing, even when the doctor said he was at 10 finally and guided them back to the bed as they set up for the delivery. Blaine crawled up behind Kurt, laying his head on Blaine's shoulder, as he panted through the contractions trying not to push.
Thank you for loving me
"I can't do this Blaine, I'm too tired, I can't".
"Yes you can baby, you are the strongest person I know, this is what you said you wanted. You have been so brave and strong, you are my freaking hero babe. It's just a little bit more, and it'll all be over we can meet our girls and this will be a memory".
Kurt nodded, "keep singing please".
"Anything for you".
"Okay Kurt on the next contraction push".
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
Blaine was surprised by the silence from Kurt as he pushed, he expected him to scream. But looking at his face he saw it was in silent agony, Kurt wanted to scream but seemed unable to do so. That broke Blaine's heart, and he prayed Kurt pushed these babies out quickly.
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
"I see the head, curly brown hair, come on Kurt..just a couple more and she'll be out!"
That's when the damn broke, and Kurt's silence was broken, "Ow SHIT..oh God burn burn burn burn!"
"I know Kurt, shhh..I know..one more..and she'll be out", Blaine soothed.
Thank you for loving me
"She's out, she's out Kurt!"
Kurt fell back against Blaine, still panting, "I can't do it again...Blaine do it for me..I can't"
When Kurt felt the urge to push again he fell apart, "no no no no", he shook his head from side to side.
"You can do it, do it for her, come on baby..I know you can do it..then it's over. You will never have to do this again..ever".
Kurt sobbed as he started to push again, finally unable to hold it in anymore Blaine cried with him.
He let out a final scream as Blaine saw his daughter slide into the doctor's waiting arms.
He pulled Kurt back against him, as he cried in relief, "it's over baby it's all over. I'm am so incredibly proud of you..you did so so so good".
He kissed his cheek, and sang the last line into his ear.
Thank you for loving me
Kurt smiled, "thank you for being here for me, I love you so much".
"I love you too, and you're welcome..I'm always here for you".
The nurses walked over with two pink bundles, "they are both healthy, congratulations to both of you!"
Kurt cried again as he held his daughter, never imagining he'd ever be able to do that, he looked over at Blaine. He had the most awe look on his face while looking down at his daughter, who opened her eyes and he cried when he saw Kurt's beautiful eyes looking up at him. She had Kurt's features, but Blaine's hair, he smiled at Kurt with tears in his eyes.
"God they're beautiful", Kurt whispered.
They heard people walk in the room, and knew who it was when they heard Carole squeal. They both laughed, Burt walking over to his son's side, "let me see one of my grand babies". Kurt handed his father the little pink bundle, he saw the tears in his father's eyes, no doubt thinking about his own daughter he never got to bring home.
"She's beautiful Kurt, just stunning".
"Thanks dad".
"Wait, they're both girls!" Carole said excited.
Both boys laughed, "yeah twin girls".
"Can't ask for anything more than that, two healthy little girls", Burt said kissing the baby on the head, "who is it that I have?"
Kurt and Blaine looked at each other smiling, Kurt looked up at his father, "that's Elizabeth Caroline dad".
Kurt saw Carole's hand fly to her mouth and ran and wrapped her arms around Kurt, "thank you honey..I've never been more honored in my life".
Burt smiled, "what are you going to call her?"
"Ellie".
"I love it", his father said.
Blaine held up the other baby for Carole who took her gently, "and who is this?"
Blaine's mother came in the room then, "I got here as soon as I could, Kurt are you okay?"
She came over kissing both boys on the cheek, when she noticed both bundles were pink.
"Two girls! I'm so excited two little girls to spoil along with my little buddy!"
Blaine laughed, "mom meet Elizabeth Caroline, to be called Ellie", he said turning towards Carole, "she is Kaitlyn Anne".
Kurt watched his father's reaction, as he tried to stop a sob that came from his throat. Anne took the Ellie from Burt as he grabbed his son in a hug, hiding his tears from the others in the room. Anne hugged Blaine, "thank you honey, this means everything to me".
They all sat around, everyone laughing when Rachel brought Christopher in and he kissed both babies and crawled in bed with his daddies. Blaine looked over at Kurt, a question in his eyes, and Kurt nodded.
"Dad?"
Burt looked up from Katie, still feeding her, "yeah".
"We've thought about this a lot, and we've made a decision. We didn't make this lightly, but we knew in the end what was most important to us. This doesn't mean things change as far as our future, we both know what we want and how to do it. Dad, we want to come home".