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Chapter 4
We wandered over to investigate and the closer I got the more it looked like a stroller. It was a stroller, with a sleeping baby in it.
"Edward?" I asked confused.
"I have no idea." He replied, shocked. Apparently the sound of this voice startled the baby because she opened her eyes and started crying. My maternal instincts kicked in and I reached down to pick her up and cuddle her to my chest. As I was lifting her a piece of paper fell out onto the ground and Edward reached down to grab it. As soon as she touched my warm chest she quieted down and wiggled until she was comfy.
"Edward, we need to get her inside it's freezing out." I said gently.
"Of course, sorry,." He said putting his key into the lock to open the door. I walked through first while Edward pushed the stroller inside. I flipped the lights on in the living room and sat down on the couch moving her into the crook of my arm. I gently un-wrapped the neutral colored blanket out the way to see if she was a she or he. The little pink sleeper answered my question and I looked over at Edward and he was reading the note with his eyes wide.
"Edward?" I asked softly. He walked over and sat down next to me with the note clutched tightly. "What does it say?"
"She's mine apparently. Remember my ex I was telling you about Jessica? She doesn't want her." He said while handing me the note and putting his head in his hands.
Dear Edward,
I know this will shock you but this is your daughter. I her name is Sophia Cullen. I named you as the father on the birth certificate. She was born two months ago. I can't afford a child and to be honest I don't want her. She will be better off with you. Please tell her I'm sorry about this but I'm not a mother and I don't want to be. In the bag you will see her birth certificate.
Jessica.
"Okay then,." I whispered putting the paper on the coffee table. "Here, hold her for a minute while I look through her bag." I said while handing her to him.
"What if I break her?"
"You work with babies every day. You will be fine. I promise." I said gently while settling her in the crook of his arm. I pressed a light kiss to his lips and then walked to grab her things. As I sat back down next to them he pulled me to him with his free arm.
"What's in there?" He asked.
"I'm not sure. Hold on,." I said as I unzipped the bag. "Looks like two diapers, a pack of wipes, and a spare sleeper. There are no bottles, milk, blankets, or pacifiers. So we need all of that, more diapers, wipes, Tylenol, Destin, baby shampoo, baby wash, baby towels, washcloths, furniture, etc. We need tons more stuff,." I said with a sigh. "We need to go shopping."
"I want to get her checked out too while we are over that way,." He said moving her to lay on his chest as he reclined back a little into the corner of the sofa. She stretched out a little and I covered her over with the blanket, keeping her warm.
"Okay, but I need get my bag first,." I said while getting up.
"We are coming with you."
"Here let me take her. You can sort out the car seat and call the hospital. Check and see if they have time to look her over." I told him. I lifted Sophia into my arms and snuggled her into my chest.
"Alright, I'll see you in a few." I nodded at him as I walked out the door and headed to my house. I quickly headed upstairs and laid Sophia onto the middle of my bed. I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth, washed my face and using my fingers, brushed through my hair. Once I was done I headed back into the room and lifted up Sophia before grabbing my bag and heading downstairs and outside. Edward was pacing up and down, running his hands through his hair.
"I figured we could take your car, it's bigger and I think we are going to need the room." Edward said, I nodded and pulled the key out of my bag and unlocked the car.
"That's fine." I said as Edward secured the seat into the back. He took Sophia and secured her into the seat while I chucked the bag next to her on the seat.
"Do you think she is really mine?" Edward asked while staring at her.
"Yeah, I do. Some of her features are very similar to yours. Her lips especially, and look," I added, lifting her hat a little to reveal her dark blonde hair, "I reckon that's on its way to being the same color as yours." I told him, gently fingering her hair.
"Okay." He said as we stepped back, he closed the car door and turned to me, kissing me softly on the lips. "I called my dad, he said he is available in an hour and a half. I didn't tell him why I wanted to see him." He said, running his fingers through my hair gently.
"Okay, we better get going then." I said. He helped me into the car before climbing into the passenger seat.
"What are we getting again?" he asked as we set off.
"Umm everything." I laughed. "We need bottles, formula, water, diapers, wipes, bags, creams, bath lotion, shampoo, baby oil. We also need, body suits, sleep suits, maybe a few outfits to hold over until we can go shopping and some mittens, booties a coat, muslin, blankets and something for her to sleep in." I finished.
"That's a lot." He laughed as I pulled into a parking space outside the shop. We climbed out and grabbed Sophia, heading indoors. I carried Sophia while Edward pushed the buggy around.
We wandered around the baby section picking up everything that we needed to get us through until I could do some real shopping. We just picked up a playpen with the changing table and bassinet attached and a regular bassinet for his room. The last thing we grabbed was a new car seat for Sophia. After much looking and discussion we picked out a purple and black car seat.
"Do we have everything?" He asked.
"No, you need tons more but this will do for now." I said. "Let's go ahead and head to checkout so we can get to the hospital." He steered the buggy to the only checkout counter available and began to unload the stuff onto the conveyer belt. A few minutes later and a ridiculous amount of money later we were heading back to the car. He unloaded the stuff into the trunk while I got Sophia settled into her new car seat. She looked so perfect in the purple and black one we picked out, like it was made for her.
"Thank you." Edward said quietly as he drove along the dark streets.
"Why are you thanking me?" I asked, confused.
"You didn't run screaming when we found her. You stayed and there are not many girls who would have done that. You took control while I became useless. You knew just what she needed when you looked through her bag. It was like you didn't have to think." He said glancing at me quickly before looking back at the road.
"Edward, I'm with you for the long-haul. This won't scare me off. You have a child, so what. If, I didn't love children then I wouldn't be a teacher, plus, I've always wanted children. This just came a little sooner." I said lovingly.
"I think I'm falling in love with you." he whispered using the opportunity afforded by a red light to lean over and kiss me softly. I smiled and stroked his cheek before he pulled away and concentrated on getting us to the hospital. Truthfully I felt more for Edward now than I ever did for Jake. It might not be love but it's not far off, and I think seeing him with Sophia once everything has settled that it will only make me fall sooner. Watching a man with a baby kills me, it's amazing to watch a small defenseless baby being cradled lovingly by her father.
I was pulled out of my thoughts by us pulling up to the hospital. Edward turned off the car, came around to help me out, and then opened Sophia's door so he could grab her I grabbed her diaper bag just in case she got hungry or needed a change while we were in the hospital. Edward tangled our figures together while he held onto Sophia and lead up straight up to Pediatrics. As soon as we stepped off the elevator we ran into his father.
"Edward, Bella?" he asked flitting his eyes from us to the baby settled on Edward's chest.
"Hey dad, can we go to your office to talk?" Edward asked. His father nodded and led us to his office. We sat down and Edward explained everything, even getting out the letter so Carlisle could see it. Edward then asked if his father could look her over and check she was medically okay. His father obviously agreed but suggested Edward call his mother. Edward did that while Carlisle and I took Sophia into an examination room.
"Thank you for helping my son Bella. Something tells me he would have fallen apart without you." Carlisle said.
"To be honest I think he would still be standing on the front porch staring into the stroller." I laughed. He joined me as he slipped Sophia out of her sleeper and examined her fully. He gave her a perfect bill of health, grabbed a diaper from the cabinet, and allowed me to redress her while he went to his office.
"Hey, pretty girl." I said softly as I slipped her into a new diaper. "I know everything's a little confusing right now but it will all be okay. You're safe." I said, kissing her forehead before slipping her back into her pink sleeper. I lifted her up and into my arms before taking her back to Carlisle's office. Edward stood as we walked in and we walked over to him.
"My mother's on her way." Edward whispered. I nodded and sat down. "I'm going to run up to Peds. I need to speak to my supervisor. I'm going to have to take the next few days off." He said.
"Okay baby, I'll wait here with Sophia." I said tilting my head up to him. He kissed me softly before leaving.
"My son is in love with you." Carlisle stated from behind the desk once he had left.
"He sort of said as much in the car. Well he said he thinks he's falling in love with me." I said.
"And you?" he asked.
"Before I moved here I was in a seven year relationship and I already feel more for Edward than I ever did for him. I've already told Edward I'm in it for the long-haul and I really mean it." I said. "I'm at an age where I want to settle down and Edward is the man I see myself doing that with." I said.
"Well thank god." A voice said from behind me. "You're perfect for my son. Now let me see my grandbaby." Esme said. Carlisle and I laughed as I handed a sleeping Sophia to Esme who cooed over her gently as she slept. Carlisle joined his wife as she doted over the sleeping child. We re-explained the situation to her as she held Sophia.
"I always disliked Jessica Stanley but this is ridiculous. She left the baby on the door step, didn't she check to see if Edward was in?" she asked.
"Not that we know and if she had, she then left the baby knowing he wasn't in. Edward was at my house, the good news is that she could have only been out there for like half an hour maximum." I said.
"Well at least that's something but I can't believe Jessica could have been so stupid. She better not come around here again." Esme said darkly as Edward came back into the office with a bag full of supplies.
"Did you sort out everything?" I asked.
"Yeah, I explained the situation to Dr. Banner and he said to not come back and start at my new job whenever I'm scheduled too. He can get everything covered now so I have two weeks to sort everything." He said.
"That was nice. Should we get going? She's going to need to be fed soon."
"Yeah, let's go." Edward said grabbing Sophia and hugging each of this parents'. I gave them each a hug and followed Edward out to the car.
"Finally, homeward bound." Edward breathed out.
"Yep, homeward bound." I repeated.
"Will you stay the night with us? I don't know what to do when she wakes up." he said with a worried tone.
"I think you would be fine with her but if you want me to say then it's not a problem. I'll take her inside while you unload the car. I'll set up the bassinet first so she can lay in it then we can sort everything out. That okay with you?"
"Sound's great baby." he said nodding. We didn't talk anymore after that and pulled up into the driveway just a few minutes later. I grabbed Sophia and headed into Edwards house. It didn't take more than five minutes and he had the car unloaded. Edward and I set up the bassinet and set Sophia in it while I went into the kitchen to sterilize the bottles. While the bottles were I'm the sterilizer I unpacked the rest of the bags and put the stuff away in their assigned places.
"Do you want me to make up a bottle? She should be hungry." I said while walking into the living room.
"Yes, please." he said. I nodded and made up the bottle quickly, checking the temperature on my wrist.
"Here you go." I said handing him the bottle.
"Okay thank you." He said cradling her and giving her the bottle. She took it well and sucked away greedily.
"Thank you. I don't know what I would do without you baby." He said with a smile.
"Well thankfully you don't have to find out. Besides I'm sure there will be a time where I'll freak over something and you'll have to help me." I replied kissing him softly.
"You should sleep. She's going be up again soon." I said once she was asleep on Edward's legs.
"Sounds like a plan. I have a shirt you can sleep in and a spare toothbrush so you don't have to run home." He said.
"Thank god. I'm really sleepy and I didn't want to have to walk back over there." I said putting my head on his shoulder.
"Come on, let's go to bed." He said standing up and holding out his free hand. I grabbed it and followed him up the stairs. Once, we were in his room he laid Sophia down in her bassinet while I went to the bathroom to change. When I was done Edward had his clothes in his hand and went into the bathroom to take a quick shower.
"You're so lucky Sophia. You have the best daddy ever. He's a little out of sorts right now but once it all settles in he's going to be amazing. He loves you already and that will only grow. I'm sorry you don't have a mommy but I think daddy will make up for it." I whispered as I stroked her cheek. Edward came out of the bathroom a minute later smiling softly. I think he may have heard my conversation with his daughter. He kissed me softly, grabbed my hand, and led me to bed.
I crawled up the bed and under the covers, falling into his arms. He pressed soft kisses to my forehead while his hands ran along my back. We cuddled together in the dark room for a short amount of time before quickly falling asleep. We woke every four hours during the night for her feedings and eventually ended up sleeping with Sophia in the bed with us.
The next morning we dragged ourselves out of bed to get ready for the day. I ran home to shower and change while Edward made breakfast and tended to Sophia. When I was done with my shower I changed into my black skinny jeans and my floral vest top. It was nice outside so I could forgo the jacket. I brushed my hair and teeth before heading back over to Edward's.
When I opened his front door he was setting the pancakes on the table and had changed into some jeans and a grey button up.
"I changed Sophia into a clean onesie and fed her." He said as I scooped her up and smothered her with kisses. She laid in my arms as we ate and discussed the game plan for the day.
"We need to get her some more clothes and get her room together." he said.
"The mall should have everything we need. Do you want to paint her room or leave it the way it is? We'll need both cars because of the amount of stuff we will be getting." I said.
"Leave it the way it is. It's like a grey-ish color so if we buy white or cream color furniture it will go great with the room. Both cars got it." He said.
"Do you have the diaper bag packed? Or do I need to do it?"
"I think I have it packed right. Could you look over it?"
"Sure." I handed Sophia to him and went into the living room to look through the bag. He had packed some clothes, plenty of diapers, wipes, diaper cream, blankets, six bottles with two ounces poured in, two of the travel formula containers with the right amount of formula in each slot, changing pad, passies, and finally baby Tylenol. "You did great!"
"Really? That's awesome! Anyway, I hope we won't need more than what's in there."
"We won't. Trust me." I said throwing the bag over my shoulder. "Her base is in my car. Do you want me to swap it over to your car?"
"No, she can ride with you." He said while putting her in her car seat.
"Oh, the dishes, do you want me to put them up?"
"No, it's okay. Go ahead with Sophia and I'll meet you there." He said handing me the car seat and giving me a kiss goodbye.
"Okay, don't be too long." I said walking out the door. I walked over to my car and locked Sophia's car seat in the base and shut her door. I had just put the car in reverse when Edward came strolling out of the house and to his car. I gave him a quick wave, backed out, and started the drive to the mall. Twenty minutes later we were pulling into the parking lot and finding us a place to park, we finally found two side by side in the middle of one of the rows.
"I'm thinking we need to get the stroller first. She gets heavy after a while by just carrying the car seat." he said while getting Sophia out.
"I agree with you." I said grabbing her bag and locking up the car. We headed into the mall and found a place that sold strollers.
"This place sells nice ones." I said pulling him into the shop.
"This one is pricey but it should be the only one she ever needs. It converts and her new car seat fits on it." I said pointing out the purple Sola stroller.
"Money isn't an issue Bella. This is the best?" he asked.
"Yeah, it has really good ratings and will last her." I said.
"Okay, we can get this one." He said. He called over a staff member to tell them this was the one we wanted. Edward paid for it all before taking it out to the car. We set it up in the parking lot and Edward fitted the bassinet part so she could lay out comfortably. I layered it with some blankets from in her bag and then we laid her out in it.
"Now it's time to get started." I said as we walked back into the mall. Sophia was asleep and judging by last night we had half an hour before she would wake up to eat.
"I'm thinking Sears will have all our furniture needs." I said leading him that way.
"What color are you thinking?"
"Not pink. Well not overloaded with pink, maybe a neutral color." He said as we looked at wallpaper. I did, however, mange to convince him to get some wallpaper with pink print on it but he only agreed as long as we only put it on one wall. We picked out a white sleigh crib which would convert into a bed when she got older and it also came with a matching dresser and a storage unit. After, we sorted that out we picked out a comfy cream armchair to put in her room to have while we were feeding her. Finally, we were done with Sears and headed toward a café so we could feed Sophia.
"What's next?" Edward asked while feeding Sophia.
"Bedding and curtains." I said. "There is a cute fabrics boutique near here."
When he had finished feeding Sophia and I finished my milkshake, we headed over to the boutique. We picked out some bright pink curtains to add some color to the room along with some white and pink bedding. I found a cute pattered rug for the floor and I quickly talked Edward into it. We also got some little things to personalize the room. We forgot to get the changing mat at Sears so we lucked up and found one in the store to put on the dresser. As we were heading to the cashier to check out, I found some cute little baskets that would fit perfectly in the storage unit, as well as some framed pictures and shelves.
"Now onto clothes, let's take this stuff out to one of the cars and then start." I said looking at all the bags we already had.
"Here you wait here and I'll take them out." Edward said taking the bags from under the stroller and out of my hand.
"Sophia needs a diaper change so I'll do that while you deal with the shopping." I said pointing to the women's bathroom.
"Okay baby." He said leaning down to press his lips to mine. He went outside while I took Sophia to the bathroom to change her. I laid her on the mat and quickly got her out of the dirty diaper and into a fresh one while she looked around a little. I leaned over and kissed her forehead before redressing her in her sleeper. I decided to go wait for Edward in the café we had been at earlier as it had a view to the main doors. I ordered myself another milkshake and waited for Edward. He appeared a few minute later.
"Sorted?" I asked once he had kissed me.
"All packed away." He said gently stroking along Sophia's forehead.
"Well when you're done we can shop for clothes." I said. He nodded and scooted his chair next to mine and pulled me into his side. I rested my head on his shoulder while I drank my shake and pushed Sophia's stroller back and forth with my foot, it made me wonder what other people thought when they saw us. Did they see the fear in Edward's eyes? The exhaustion in mine? Or did they assume that we were a married couple with a new baby out for the day? The thought of that excited me and it shouldn't.
"Let's get this done." I said pushing away my shake.
"No, let's cuddle first. I haven't really been able to touch you since this all happened." He said lifting me into his lap. I laughed but rested my forehead against the side of his head.
"We slept in the same bed last night. You held me most of the night." I said.
"Don't care. Not enough." He whined. I gently pressed my lips to his, deepening the kiss for a minute before pulling away and resting my head on his chest.
"Right, we need to get working. I promise once this is done we can go home and cuddle all you want, once the nursery is done." I said. He groaned but let me up off his lap.
"Baby Gap will probably be our best bet." I said. Edward nodded and pushed the stroller to the shop. We went inside and I grabbed a buggy and went straight for the baby girl stuff. I grabbed onesies, sleepers, shirts, skirts, shorts, pants, and dresses. I made sure to get different sizes for when she grows, what I picked out should last until she's around nine months. Then, I went over to accessories and bought her all kinds of cute things to go with her new outfits.
"That's it, I can't handle anymore. We have enough for now." I said swapping places with Edward so he could carry the bags and I could push Sophia. We paid an extortionate amount of money before going out to the car. I put Sophia in her car seat while Edward put the bags in the trunk.
"I'll meet you at home." I said as his hands wrapped around my waist.
"Okay baby. See you there." he said pressing his lips to mine. We went our separate ways and met back at Edward's house. Once we had unpacked everything and got it indoors we took a break to have a quick bite to eat and feed and change Sophia before starting in the spare room. Luckily it was empty already.
"I didn't get past painting when I decorated." He explained.
"Well that makes this so much easier." I said happily. I was expecting to have to remove furniture before we could start.
"I'm going to put up the wallpaper." I decided.
"Knock yourself out. I'm going to throw something in the oven for us to have later." He said. I nodded and he went to the kitchen while I went to my house to grab the paste I had bought when I moved in. I got that and a brush and went back over to Edwards and into the nursery. I decided to do it on the same wall the crib would be on and started working. Edward came up as I was finishing and praised my work.
"It's perfect." He whispered against my lips. We worked to get the furniture together once I had put a load of the clothes in the washing machine. The crib went together first and I put the bedding in it and made it look pretty. Then the dresser was done and I started filling drawers with essentials.
"Done!" I said happily once we had put the rug and chair in the right place. The shelves were up and everything else was now done. Edward and I were lying on the bedroom floor.
A cry from downstairs reminded us we were far from done. I changed Sophia while Edward made her a bottle.
"I'm going to dish up some dinner." I told him.
"It's in the oven." He said. I nodded and pulled out the pasta bake he had made and dished up two plates. Edward ate while he fed Sophia and once we were done I cleaned away. Edward gave her a bath and then we dressed her in a new all in one ready for bed.
"What if we don't hear her?" Edward said as he fed her.
"Then why don't we keep her with us till she sleeps through?" I asked.
"I like that idea, I really like the us aspect." He said happily.
"I'm going to go and grab some stuff from my house. I'll be back soon." I said laughing as I bent to kiss him and Sophia. I quickly ran home and packed a bag with some essentials before flicking through my mail and running back. I went back inside and saw Edward had Sophia laying on his lap while he chatted to her.
"I really do love you sunshine. That's what I'm going to call you. Sunshine. I'm sorry I didn't know about you. I would have been there from the start if I had." He whispered. As quiet as I tried to be he heard me come in and looked up and smiled at me.
"Hi." He whispered.
"Hi." I said dropping my bag and working my way over to him. I dropped next to them and Edward tugged me so I was resting my head on his shoulder. Sophia was in a cute little cream all in one and had her 'princess' passy in her mouth.
"Why don't you go lay her down, we can go to bed after she eats one more time." I said.
"Alright, I'm going to try her in the crib to see how she handles it." He said.
"Remember to switch on the monitor and bring one back with you." I said as he stood. He nodded and pressed his lips to mine before I kissed Sophia's head and he took her upstairs. I went into the kitchen and looked in the fridge to see what he had in to drink. I felt him wrap his arms around me and look into the fridge with me.
"What are we looking for?" he asked.
"Something to drink." I said.
"Here, we have wine or coke?" he asked.
"I'm too tired for wine." I said, shaking my head instead reaching in for a can of coke. I passed one to Edward and we went back to the sofa.
"Thank you for today. There's no way everything we managed today would have been accomplished by me alone." He said.
"It's fine. I told you I'm happy to help you and I'll carry on helping you." I said snuggling into his neck.
"Thank you baby." He said kissing my head.
"So what's next?" I asked.
"I want to meet with a lawyer. I need to make sure I do everything I can to keep Jessica away. I don't want her to decide in five years' time that she wants Sophia back cause she isn't having her." He said determinedly.
"So we meet with a lawyer." I said.
"And something slightly more painful, we need to tell Alice, Jasper, Rose and Emmett." He grimaced. I laughed.
"Why don't we have everyone over for dinner?" I asked. He grinned and moved us so I was on my back with him hovering over me, grinning.
"We huh?" he asked with a smile.
"Well yeah." I said unsurely.
"Baby I love that you're using 'We'." He assured me.
"Okay." I whispered pressing my lips to his as we heard a cry from the monitor. A look at the clock showed it had been four hours since the last feed.
"You make the bottle I'll get the baby." I said. He nodded and climbed off of me, going into the kitchen while I went up to her bedroom.
"Hello sweetie. Are you hungry?" I cooed as I lifted her into my arms. I took her back downstairs and into the living room where Edward was waiting with the bottle.
"I'm going to go shower while you feed her." I said as I placed her in his arms.
"Once I'm done I'll bring her up and we can go to bed." He said tilting his head for a kiss. I acquiesced before grabbing my overnight bag and going upstairs. I quickly flicked on the shower and after stripping I climbed under the warm stream. I washed up using my plum and freesia shower gel and worked the shampoo and conditioner through my hair before climbing out. I massaged in the body butter which matches the shower gel before drying my hair and pulling on Edward's shirt from last night and some black panties. After brushing my teeth I went into the bedroom, pulling my hair into a messy bun on my head to see Edward laying Sophia in her Moses basket.
"Sorted?" I asked.
"Yeah she is fed, clean and sleeping" He said happily. "And she drank a little more this time so maybe she'll stay out longer." He said pulling me to him by my hips.
"Hopefully." I said going up on my toes to press my lips to his. He sighed and slowly deepened the kiss. The kiss ended as slowly as it started until it was merely a light brushing of lips.
"I'm going to shower." Edward said against my lips, "Make yourself comfy and I'll be in shortly." He finished.
"Okay baby." I replied pulling away. He went into the bathroom while I looked in on Sophia and then climbed into bed. The TV was on with the volume low so as not to disturb Sophia and I ended up half watching CSI and half listening to Edward move about in the bathroom. I heard the water shut off before his feet hit the tile, followed by the rustle of the towel. There was a squeak which I assumed to be him wiping the mirror and then the sink turn on. He moved around the bathroom a little while longer before the door opened and the light shut off.
He crawled up the bed and next to me, pulling me into his arms. His lips moved up and down my neck, spreading soft kisses before he pushed me down to lay and half laid over my body. His lips moved up to mine while his hands roamed over the shirt I was wearing and, after a moment's hesitation, under the shirt I was wearing. His hands skimmed up my thighs and toyed with the lace over my hips before moving up. They tickled and teased my torso before reaching my braless breasts. His fingers gently rested on the curve and once I didn't stop him they moved up. Our kisses were becoming frantic as his lips worked over mine and his hands continued in their roaming.
His thumbs were getting closer to my nipples as the circled along my smooth skin. They reached their destination and his fingers plucked and teased while his tongue danced around mine. His lips moved away from mine and started moving along my neck.
"Oh god." I panted quietly. His eyes flashed to mine and were filled with mischief. His lips skipped an entire section and jumped to the skin he had exposed. His lips slid across the skin of my breasts, his warm breath making the nipples tighten in anticipation before they engulfed the left one, making me moan quietly. He made sure to give each side equal attention before moving his lips lower.
"Ah, ah no." I said using the hand that had somehow tangled in his hair to guide him up to me.
"Why?" he whined.
"Because your daughter is in the room, I may be happy to fool around but no further tonight." I said. He sighed in resignation and instead opted to pull me into his arms.
"Sorry baby." I said kissing his chest gently.
"It's okay Bella. I got a little carried away." He admitted.
"When she is in her own room." I assured him. "Don't think that means I'll let you rush though!" I added. He chuckled lowly but nodded.
"Yeah I was thinking about maybe keeping her here till she is sleeping through the night or at least down to one feed a night." He said.
"That sounds like a good idea." I said. He nodded and snuggled me closer before we both fell asleep.
