AN: First chapter. Here goes.
Jacob's P.O.V. ~
I had woken up early today which is strange for me. You can ask anyone I who knows me how much I like to sleep in. Dad likes to tell this story about once when I was a kid and I wanted to stay up a few hours past bedtime during summer break. I was watching T.V. and dozed off I guess. When I woke up it was still dark outside and I saw my dad. He started laughing and told me i slept the whole day. I looked at the clock scared he was right and saw the time. 5:45. I was so scared I was going to be grounded I started crying. Then he told me I needed to learn to go to sleep on time and told me it was 5:45 AM the next day and he had left early the previous day and got home late from fishing. Ever since then I tried to go to go to bed on time, but most of the time I still wake up after noon.
I had gone over to the spot where my friends and I go to cliff dive. They weren't my friends at first, but after the change I did my best to warm up to them. I just wanted some time to get away and think. I have really enjoyed alone time lately. I turned on my heel and felt the change take over my body and I started to run back to my house where my dad was surely waiting with concern. Running through the forest as a werewolf was one of the craziest things I have ever experienced. Everything moves past so quickly, and yet I have no trouble keeping pace, dodging fallen trees and turned up roots. I made it back in two minutes flat which sounds like no big deal but we live 5 miles from the cliff I was just standing at. "New record for me." I say as I put my shorts back on at the edge of the forest and proceed to jog to my front door. I call out into the front room to let my dad know I was home. When I got there I turned for a brief moment and I noticed something. Bella's truck was parked in the front of my house looking rusty and beaten up as ever. Well, I guess I had to talk to her eventually I thought with annoyance. I walked in and yelled, "Dad! I'm back!" My dad rolled around the corner from the kitchen and came up to me. "You have a visitor?" He said with a questioning tone and concern clouding his features. Right as he said those words, as if on cue, she walked around the corner and looked over to me. She looked uncomfortable. Like she would rather be anywhere than here. She had her arms crossed and her pail hands were clutching onto her elbows. Her Straight brown hair framed her face and fell a little past her shoulders. She was biting her lip as she looked at me with sadness in her chocolate brown eyes. She wore the same thing she always wore, a brown jacket, jeans, and sneakers. She slowly walked closer to me, as if testing the waters and said, "I came to talk to you. Your dad told me you would be home soon. I was hoping that we could smooth some things over."
I looked back at her, a solemn expression on my face. Honestly I didn't want to talk to her. She upset me. No more than that. She wrecked me. Her choices have forced me into a very uncomfortable spot. I know she thinks I'm still mad at her for choosing Edward over me, but I'm not. I'm upset for her choosing Edward period. The first time I met Edward I knew he was my soul mate. I had imprinted on him. Imprinting for werewolves is something that cannot be chosen or controlled. I knew he was my soulmate but I can't love him. He is a vampire and a Cullen at that. My people have always hated the Cullen's. Everything about us is designed to want to destroy Vampires.. When I realized I had imprinted I knew it would be impossible for me to shield my thoughts and feelings if I was around him. It was so hard to shield my thoughts from him but I knew if I replaced them with ones that he could be distracted by he wouldn't want to read them. So I started thinking only of Bella when he was near. I knew that Edward didn't feel the same about me as I felt about him and I didn't want him to realize my feelings. Even knowing this it didn't stop the pure jealousy and rage that swept over me when they announced their engagement. I never wanted to talk to her again. I wanted to rip her apart and take him as my own, but I knew he could never love me. "Fine." I half growled half shouted at her. I walked ahead of her out back to the shed. I swung the door open and stomped in sitting down with a huff and looking at her with a frown on my face. I didn't care if I was being moody, I couldn't help it. It was everything I could do not to turn and chomp on her stupid little face... "Talk." I said to her without emotion. She took a deep breath, clearly shaky, and began. I definitely did not expect what she was about to say.
That's the end of my first chapter! I hope you liked it? Comment please?
