Thanks to everyone who's been reviewing.This is actually a little longer 8 pages yay me yep yep

Has anyone read twilight its roxs right I love the book so much cant wait for the movie.

who heard of the 17 again setback hell no that's what i say they cant do that well maybe they can so

who knows

yeah i own nada nothing except for Alyssa Faith and Lexi that's all i own

so heres the new chapter.

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''I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted,Surrender to nothing, or give up what I Started and stopped it''

Gabriella's eyes scanned her therapist's room,The desk held a bunch of pictures of the woman and her husband.The walls were covered with different awards she earned the couch she was sitting on was pure black leather along with the arm chair the therapist was gonna be sitting.The only thing that made this room different from all the other offices she's ever been in was the bulletin board on one of the walls. It was huge,bright blue and pictures of different kids were taped to the board.Angela was right next to her reading over a piece of paper She was holding Gabriella's hand tightly while Gabriella was trying to break free from her grip. The door opened as Angela stood up to greet her therapist but like always Gabriella stayed seated glancing down at her watch but she looked up in time to see Pamela Richards in an all white outfit her dark red locks were pinned back and she was wearing some sensible reading glasses that match her beautiful green eyes.But all Gabriella wanted to do was rip those pretty little glasses off of her face.

"Gabriella Nice to see you again" Pamela greeted her in a patient tone as Gabriella gave her a fake smile. Angela glared at her daughter as she looked back at the therapist a tight smile at her lips.

"Dr.Richards I wanted to make this appointment an hour longer because today I entered my daughters bathroom which was filled with blood and glass shards Im scared for her Doctor" Gabriella turned to look at her mother with a shocked expression as she rolled her eyes and once again went back to looking at her watch.She could feel Pamela's eyes on her but Gabriella ignored it like always she just wanted to get home and get to sleep.

"Fine Gabriella as you know part of the procedure is to check your eyes for dialation" Pamela told her as she took out her tiny flashlights. Gabriella looked at the light that flashed in her eyes as she gasped and closed her eyes once again.

The young girls eyes looked to her right as she gasped at the bright lights that were headed their way.She screamed out watch out to her dad and sister as they both looked to their right.But it was too late as the car collided with their car.The girl felt like she was flying in space or in the roller coaster as she heard the metal crunching and felt the car turning. She hit her head on the window as she screamed in pain she heard her father whisper an 'I love you' to both her and her sister. She felt herself losing conscious as she glanced at the front of the car to see her sister;s head bleeding along with her arm but she couldn't see her father.She whispered an I love you to her father as she closed her eyes.

Gabriella pulled back in shock and anger as she saw both Pamela and her mother staring at her.Gabriella pushed Pamela's hand out of her way leaning back in anger as she looked away hearing Pamela and her mother both talking to eachother in hushed tones.

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The house filled with shrieking cries of a young baby,As Troy Bolton sat up in his bed yawning looking over the small alarm clock by his bed.He sighed closing his eyes and rubbing them with his fist.He heard Alexa cries and Faith's singing voice.But then her voice was interrupted with a loud scream.

''Troy Alexander Bolton come downstairs and help me with Lexi" Faith yelled out as Troy stood up and made his way down the stairs to see Faith pacing the floor with Lexi in her arms she was singing in hush tones but she was still crying.

"Faith let me hold her maybe i could get her to quiet down" Faith surrendered as she handed Lexi to her brother. Troy held her in his arms with protectiveness as he rocked and sang her a song from one of the many Disney movies her and faith have seen. He took a seat on the couch as he continued to sing 'I can go the distance' from 'Hercules'.Faith glanced at them as she smiled at them she made her way towards them and took a seat next to her brother,resting her head on his shoulders and falling to sleep as he sang.Lexi was finally resting as Troy glanced down at both his sister.He yawned tired as he glanced at the clock by the fireplace.He still had 3 hours to sleep till he had to get up for school.He rested his head above Faith's as he whispered an I love you to both his sisters.

The sun shined from the window as Troy opened his eyes to the bright morning sun.He heard the sound of the door slaming as he glanced up at the door way to see his father back from his night shift at his 2nd job. Troy glanced down at Lexi and her peaceful face.He lifted his head carefully making sure not to wake up Faith who was still sleeping.

"Hey Son What are you three doing down here?'' Jack asked his son carefully as Troy smiled lightly at his dad.

"Lexi woke up earlier and we had to get her to sleep once again dad''

"well let me get her that way you can carry your sister up to her bed" Jack told him as he made his way over to Troy grabbing Lexi gently as Troy looked down at Faith who looked just as peaceful as Lexi did.He smiled at the vision of his sister as he tried to get up without waking her.He then grabbed her and scooped her up bridal style making his way to her room.

"Troy" Troy turned around to see his father with Lexi in his arms.

"Yeah Dad''

"I sometimes wish you and Faith could have normal teenage lives" Jack told his son as Troy shook his head.

"Dad we want to help your not forcing us" Troy told his dad as he turned around to take Faith to her room.

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Gabriella opened her eyes to the brightness of her room she looked over at her alarm clock to see 6:30 flashing at her. Gabriella stood up and looked at the full length mirror in front of her catching sight of how her face looked without all the eyeliner and mascara. She looked more younger and less broken than usual but she still felt broken. She sighed and glanced at her unruly hair.She sighed once again and walked towards her bathroom.The mirror was still shattered and a few specks of dry blood were still there. The floor and tub was scrubbed clean as Gabriella glanced down at her arms scars were all over her wrists new fresh ones but then their were the old ones. She sighed as she grabbed her tooth brush and tooth paste. It was another day living as though she should be alive.

Gabriella grabbed her book bag as she glanced once again at the full length mirror. She now had a ton of mascara and eyeliner on her choice of lipstick was a deep purple matching her outfit. She was wearing a long sleeved black top with a purple saying in the front her skinny's were a dark denim blue and she was wearing a black/purple converse as she walked out of her room. Gabriella caught sight of her older sister Alyssa who was wearing a matching top and skirt combination.She had her hair in a single braid and her eyes were painted lightly with eye shadow. Gabriella just shook her head and walked off glancing at her shoes every minute. Angela was at work early since their was no smell of pancakes or bacon she grabbed her keys as she made her way to her Audi.

"Gabriella wait up" she heard her sister yell out as Gabriella turned around and glanced at her perfect sister.

"what do you want?''

"I was gonna tell you that mom decided that you need to see your school counselor" Alyssa told her quietly scared of her reaction but Gabriella's eyes stayed dull and unemotional.

"well when are my meetings?'' Gabriella asked her with new found strength.

"Mondays and Wednesdays after school" Gabriella nodded her head slightly as she turned back to her car and got in.Gabriella was about to start the car until she caught her sisters gaze.

"Bye Alyssa" Gabriella told her as she put the car in drive and sped away. But Gabriella swore she heard her sister say 'Bye Gabs' a nickname her sister hasn't call her since the day their father died.The day her father died that was one thing Gabriella never mentioned to herself or to anyone as she closed her eyes.

The hospital room was painted white and pink,Roses were scattered around the room of various colors.As the young girl sat up and glanced around the room.She noticed all the machines she was attached to as she glanced up at the door that was opening.Her mother entered the room tears in her eyes as she glanced at her daughter.

"Gabi omg Gabi your awake your finally awake" She sobbed out as she ran towards Gabriella crushing her into a hug as Gabriella smiled feeling safe in her mothers arms.

"do you remember what happened Gabi?'' Her mother asked her gently as Gabriella glanced at her mother in confusion.

"No what happened? Angela let out another sob as she looked at Gabriella once again.Tears were now running down her cheeks as she sat down by Gabriella holding her hand gently.

"Gabi you Aly and your father got into a car crash a drunk driver ran a light and didn't see you guys crossing and he smashed into the left side of the car hunny"

"Oh Where's daddy and Aly?'' Angela couldn't hold it in as she started sobbing once again.She was crying more harder as she clutched her free hand over her heart.Gabriella looked at her mother scared as she gently squeezed her mom's hand.

"Mommy where's daddy and Aly? tell me" Gabriella asked her a little louder and rougher as Angela glanced up at her daughter.


"Aly is fine she just has a concussion but Gabi daddy is..." Angela sobbing wouldn't allow her to speak as she tried again.


"Daddy is dead Gabi he died sweetie" Gabriella's eyes widen as she tried not to cry but that led to a panic attack. Gabriella's breathing was unsteady as she cried out.Angela looked over her daughter as she called out for help.But Gabriella Panic attack continued as she cried out harder.


"Your lying your lying Daddy where are you?...Dad...I ne...ed y...ou" Gabriella screamed out tears running down her cheeks as the doctors came in.The screaming continued as Angela cried along with her daughter.

Gabriella continued driving as she glanced at her reflection seeing the mascara running down her cheeks as she wiped her eyes in anger.

"I do not show emotion" Gabriella told herself as she drove faster.

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Ok I have a big writers block so yeah thank you to all the reviews please review and critize me nicely though the song used in the begging was

attack by 30 seconds to mars a personal fave of mine love that song.