Surrounded, by nothing but suffocating darkness.
Thrown in at an age of light.
Only my memory to keep me from drowning, in that pain and terror.
So many years, spent there. whether I was alone or not, there was still darkness.
My friends saw light, and maybe my world really did get a bit brighter. But when one is in the dark, it's hard to tell the difference at a slight change.
But then there was you.
Your light, blinding like the sun. you were warmth and compassion. . . and you were love.
But as you tried your hardest to bring me into your light. I had refused.
I was so scared that there would be more pain. More suffocation. More fear and anxiousness.
More darkness.
I was so afraid of the dark, that it seemed your light dimmed.
I told you to just leave me be, but you kept at what you were doing.
in that cold, cold place, you gave me your warmth.
When I felt pain, you gave me your joy.
Whenever I was scared, you made everything better, and held me until I felt safe.
You gave me love in an empty place.
And when I finally gave in. . .You filled my world with your light.
Thank you, my dearest love, for your light known as love.
Now, let me show you my light.
A/N: I would attempt to explain myself, but it would hurt my brain. This is about Marcus, read this and remember it when you read things or look at my stuff.
Also, the other day I decided to scroll down when I was reading some other fanfics on my Ipod and realised instead of saying "Misaki is adopted" I said Marcus.
I FLIPPED OUT.
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
and now. . . I have solved it, maybe thats why people weren't reading it?
anyways, I apologize for my own stupidness. (And for not realising it sooner)