I decided to call Tori and Tristan to see if they could keep me company but they both had plans that night "Guess its only me and you hoot", I stare at my owl and wrap him in my arms.
"Maya" ….." Maya can you hear me please speak to me I miss you"
"Did I just hear what I think I did, cam where are you I miss you to". Just then as I look at the foot of my bed he's there. I stare in amazement and scared to do or say anything don't want him to disappear. "Wow I must be going crazy but its worth it oh cam I miss you so much". As tears slid down my face.
"Oh Maya I'm so sorry look what I've done to you". His hand slowly slides gracefully around my check wiping my tears away.
I can't help but be stuck in the moment as my thoughts turn into mush all the questions I wanted to ask and when I get the chance I cant real smooth. Just then hundreds of questions fly out my mouth… cam how are u here? Why did you break up with me? Why did u kill yourself? …
Just then cam grabs my hand and places his lips on mine. He kisses me like never before his lips were so hard against mine. As much as I want this to continue I had so many questions and I needed a break. I pull back … "cam can you answer my questions?"
"Maya its complicated u deserve better I'm no good for you".
Just then it was me stopping him from continuing I place my lips on his and kiss him slowly yet passionately. I push him against my bed and climb onto of him. He pulls away and sighs he grabs my hand that's way making its way to his shirt.
"Maya we can't I don't have a lot of answers for you right now, truth I don't remember anything but you". "The last thing I remember was being in the green house crying. I have to go now I love you Maya Maltin".
"Nooo please don't go,"I go to reach to him and he's gone."Cam" no no, as I grab my hair in frustration I scream. I can't take this anymore; I'm falling apart is this how cam felt before he committed suicide.
As the door slams open," Maya are you ok I heard you scream". She runs up to me and wraps her arms around me. What's wrong Maya?
Katie get off me, nothings wrong I think.
Im in the writing mood next chapter going to be today after I eat dinner lol . Also if anyone has any ideas for my next chapter hit me up gladly put them into the story and give you a shout out.