~Hi guys! :D Realized haven't really addressed anything since I started uploading this. So This is a little project I started for fun. I have the first few chapters but may slow down a bit since I am working on another story that will be uploaded soon as well. This chapter is going to have the equivalent of sex for monsters in it and that along with Sans' dirty dirty mouth is why I decided to rate this T. No actual sex in this story though thus why I am not rating it M. If this bothers anyone just message me and I can always change it. Also feel free to just message me with any suggestions or request. Thanks for reading. Here is Chapter 3.~
(Sans Perspective)
"Frisk!" I called out catching the human again. She was burning up now. I kicked myself for not realizing sooner that they wouldn't have been used to the cold. I wrapped them in a blanket and went downstairs to the kitchen. Unfortunately Papyrus happened to walk in right as I was putting ice in a bowl to add water to. I turned not sure what to tell him. I couldn't let Undyne or Asgore find out about the human. I needed to find out what was going on first.
"Hey Paps. You are home early," I tried to act normal. Unfortunately it didn't work. I could tell that Paps know something was up. He strode over to me.
"You weren't at your post! That is normal but you are also at home! What are you doing!?" He scolded me. Most people I think assumed I was the younger one from the way Paps always acted. I just walked off getting water for the bowl and a rag. "Sans are you listening to me!?"
"Yea, just follow me. I can't explain it and no freaking out." I knew this was a bad idea but the human would have to stay with us until I got answers. Then we would do whatever had to be done. Papyrus followed me into my room. He looked a little shocked. I couldn't blame him. I usually kept my door locked and no one came in. In return I never went into his room though he didn't mind if I did enter with permission.
I could hear his breath catch the second he saw them. He ran over and looked from them to me.
"Sans, you brought a human here? But you know what would happen... you want this to be a secret don't you? Sans we can't keep this from Undyne. She will find out one way or another and then what?"
"No skin off my back," I joked. I had to calm him down. He didn't need to wake them. I was still too on edge when they were awake to deal with them and Paps.
"Sans!" He yelled exasperated. I winced as the human stirred but didn't wake. I held a finger to my teeth to remind him to be quiet. He sighed and shook his head. "Let me handle the healing. I can use green magic and..." I cut him off with a look. He sighed more exasperated and left the room. Green magic. The one I was the leat attuned to. I could do it but it would be difficult. I placed the cold rag on their head. Their skin was so soft. They felt a lot like a doll. A small silken doll.
I Shook my head feeling myself blush a bit. I really hadn't been close to enough people since the resets started. I took a deep breath and started thinking of the best times I had ever had. Of Paps learning to talk. Of us cooking together. Of parties at Grillby's. Of her smiling at me...
I pulled away at that last though and slid down to the floor. Need to get out and talk to people more. That was all. That and I was losing my mind from all the resets and having to kill that kid. The kid that wasn't a kid now. Wasn't acting the same. Wasn't that kid... I held my head not sure what to do. After a moment I looked at them. They looked calm and no longer in pain. The flush of their face finally gone. At least that was done. Now to deal with Paps
I walked down and stood looking at my brother. He was sitting on the sofa worried. I couldn't blame him. It was the first time I had not told him what was going on instantly. I walked over leaning over the sofa's arm thinking. I kept my smile on though. I needed to keep hi calm. Keep him from asking too much.
"Paps we need to keep them here. We need to keep them safe. I can't really explain but I made a promise to someone so please." I didn't understand it but I felt my voice fall. Was I worried he wouldn't listen. Was I worried he would get them killed? Wasn't that the end goal?
"I trust you brother. I will keep quiet. You just have to promise me something too. Promise to stay safe. You worried me a lot those few years ago. I don't want to see you like that." I smiled at him and hugged him. I wouldn't let that thing hurt him. Not ever again. never... again. I felt the world start to spin. I fell closing my eyes. Paps tried to come to me but I held up my hand. I moved to the sofa laying down.
"I just used green magic. It took more out of me than I care to admit," I told him. Last time I had tried it I was out for weeks. This time seemed to go better. I didn't want to think why it had worked. The image of that smile. The softness of their skin. Her skin. I groaned shaking my head. What the hell was wrong with me? 'Besides everything?' I heard the voice in my head remind me.
When I opened my eyes Paps was cooking. I smiled and pulled a blanket from under the cushions. A short nap wouldn't hurt. I yawned getting comfortable and letting the darkness take over.
(Frisk pov)
I woke again feeling much better. I knew right away I owed Sans a thanks. I opened my eyes at the sound of the door opening. Another skeleton had entered the room. He wore a red cape. He was much taller. He was looking at me suspiciously. I pulled away a little.
"No! Do not worry human! I brought you some spaghetti!" He strode over now with a smile. He handed me a late of something resembling spaghetti. I took it anyways and looked at him with a smile.
"Thank you very much. It looks... um... neat" I tried to complement him as I take a bite. It wasn't good but it wasn't bad. I kept eating.
"I'm Papyrus. I'm Sans' younger brother. I need you to listen well to me human. My brother is lazy and never really gets anything done... However he is a good be nice to him." I looked at him and giggled. I gave him a small nod.
"I would never be mean to Sans. He has been nothing but kind to me. Mr Papyrus... I'm sorry if I am a problem. I just wanted to make more friends and see more of the world than the ruins." He looked at him a little shocked before rushing over and holding me. I smiled and hugged him back.
"Little human, you aren't a problem. We will protect you. I promise and The Great Papyrus does not break a promise!" He declared as the door opened again. I once more felt that raw magic. Papyrus obviously did as well quickly turning. Sans stood in the door. His left eye glowing a vibrant blue.
"Sans! Please stop. Calm down!" I cried out. I wasn't sure why. I wasn't even sure why he was angry. I felt my heart flutter. Felt that dark voice in my head. 'Kill him. Kill them both while they are so trusting.' I shook my head and closed my eyes. I heard the padding of Sans' slippers as he suddenly embraced me. I leaned into his warmth and the voice retreated. His magic really was pure. He soon let me go backing away again.
I opened my eyes looking at him a little sad to lose the warmth. Papyrus looked nervous his gaze going from his brother to me and back. Sans motioned Papyrus to leave. His brother nodded leaving. Sans pulled his jacket from the floor and put it on my shoulders laughing a bit.
"That thing is huge on you. So kid... I'm sorry. I'm messed up. It is hard to talk about and I can't talk about it right now. Just put up with this old ple of bones for now okay?" He sounded sad. He smiled even through it. I felt my heart hurt a little for him. I leaned over and held him. He tensed for a second and his face turned a light blue. Was he blushing? I smiled. It was cute.
"Sans, thanks for healing me. You used green magic right? I can tell it isn't much of your element. Seems like Papyrus may be more suited for it," he tensed again. Why was it bothering him? What happened? I ignored it and just rested next to him. He would tell me if he wanted. I could wait. For now I would put my trust in my friend.
(Sans pov)
I let them lay on me. Let her. She was soft and what was wrong with me? My body felt tight. My soul was burning making my magic unstable. I took deep breaths but it wasn't stopping. I looked at her and stroked her hair. She didn't seem to mind. I moved my hand to her cheek. She was kind of attractive... for a human. NO! What was I thinking? I really needed to get out more. I needed something besides this suddenly happening.
I lay back figuring they would move but instead they lay their head on my chest. Just above where my soul sat. They smiled. I felt my face flush. Make this stop. I pulled out my pack of cigarettes. I lit it up with some fire magic inhaling deeply. I needed to become numb. I had to before i tried something I would regret. 'You already killed her before? How would this be worse?' She would be alive to remember it and giver her more reason to hate me. For me to hate myself again.
I got pulled out of my thoughts when I heard her cough. I blinked and quickly put the cigarette out.
"Sorry sweety," That made them give me a strange look. I couldn't blame them. I was feeling that I needed her to try and stay away from me. 'But you couldn't even let your own brother touch her without freaking out.' The voices reminded me. What the fucking hell was wrong with me? They were still watching me questioningly. I couldn't answer them. It was too much of a pain to try and feel anything. It was too much of a question for myself.
"Sans you are strange. Don't worry. If you call me something strange or say something mean or strange I won't ask. If you want to tell me I know you will. Because we are friends," My soul sparked again at her words and my body burned more. She was not that thing that attacked everyone. I didn't know why they changed though. 'Maybe her body could tell you. Maybe you could settle some answers and settle your bones.' I winced at the thought. I needed help but fat chance of that anytime soon. I sighed and sat up again.
Frisk sat up with me. I moved away but she grabbed my arm. No, I had to distance her from me for now. She wouldn't understand though. I doubt she could. She was innocent. She didn't know the darkness of the world yet. How could I explain this?
"Kiddo I need you to keep away from me. Not like away away. I am going to protect you but I... you shouldn't trust me. I can't explain it. I really can't..." She shook her head. She scooted closer to me and leaned her head on me again. My soul flared up more. I closed my eyes losing myself in it. Fuck it felt nice though. Would it feel nicer if she touched my soul? Would it feel nice for her if I touched her soul. What would she say if I asked.
"Okay since you aren't listening to mewant to see a trick?" She looked at me curiously. She looked cute there. Looking up at me in my jacket. She gave me a nod. I sighed and puled my soul out. It flared up as a vivid blue. She looked at it with wide eyes. I should stop her. She didn't know what it would mean. What I was doing. "You can touch it if you want. Just e gentle..."
'You are so fucked up.' The voice in my head laughed. I knew that. I didn't tell her more. I just let her reach up and stroke the magic of my soul. I let out a soft sigh. It felt so nice. She looked nervous. I smiled at her knowing I probably looked high.
"It is fine. It doesn't hurt. I'm just going to rest my bones a bit," I layed back as the heart floated over my chest. She stroked it a few more times. I let a moan escape. I hadn't ment to. She looked at me suddenly. Her face was a bright red. Damn she looked cute now. I couldn't focus. My soul was still sparking. It wanted more. I wanted more. I should have stopped her. I should have just walked out. I didn't. Instead I pulled her closer.
"Sorry sweet, I couldn't help it. Please, just don't stop yet." She blushed more obviously feeling that she should stop. Or that is what I thought she should do. My mind was clouded. She reached out again and cupped my soul in her hands. I smiled. It felt nice. not like stroking but it felt warm. I closed my eyes for only a second to enjoy the feeling before opening them to see her lean down and kissed the little blue flame. I had to focus to keep from shaking. It felt amazing but I knew then if I didn't stop this I would regret it and she would hate me. 'Why do you care?' That nagging voice asked. I wasn't even sure but I focused and the soul disappeared. i felt it in my chest again.
Frisk looked at me worried. She had a look f a kid who wasn't sure if they had done something bad. I mentally kicked myself and held her to me. She relaxed. I stroked her hair lost in though. My mind still in jumbles from the kiss. I needed to distance myself from this kid. I needed to keep her safe. Safe from me.
"Frisk I'm not mad. It felt amazing but... gods I shouldn't have let you do that. I am probably the worst person for you to be around right now. Do you understand what a soul is?" I decided to teach her. Protect her from this happening again.
"It is your being right? Like all your magic and life?" So she understood that. "I... um... almost had sex with you didn't i?" Now this was interesting. She was blushing and looking away. She knew what she was doing. 'You don't give her enough credit.' The voice in my head sounded smug. I just gave her a nod. She looked at the floor. Did she hate me? Would she ever forgive me for asking her to do this? "I... It didn't feel bad. I feel like I'm close to you Sans. I feel like I have known you for a longtime. I listened to you talk to mom through the door and, well, I feel like maybe we have met somewhere before. Listen this may sound crazy but I get flashes of what appear to be other worlds. I see things. I have seen you and Papyrus. It is always fuzzy though. Almost like I'm looking through a fog. Sorry I probably sound crazy now."
She remembered the resets. She wasn't the one killing people. I could tell that but she had memories. She was like me. Well, not exactly like me but this changed things. I may be able to talk to her. To explain why I was like this now. I felt my soul flare with a spark of hope. That and maybe still wanting her to touch it again. Just because I could explain the past didn't mean I wasn't still a fucking mess.
"Before you ask me to recall them it is a bad idea. If I try too hard I just end up passing out. Like it is too much for me. I'm so sorry Sans. I..." She broke down and started crying. I panicked for a second. She was saying sorry to me? After I just had her do something without explaining the implications? Without letting her know why I sometimes got angry around her for no reason? Without her knowing anything?
"No, no shh. It's okay Frisky," I tried to calm her. I held her but she kept crying. I wasn't sure what to do. Damn this kid was bad for my mind. Yet, I wanted to keep her here. What the hell was that about? I barely knew this kid. She wasn't the one I had killed over and over. She was a completely different soul. She was kind, and legitimately seemed to want me to be happy. Why did I seem to keep hurting her too? I actually wasn't trying to this time. Why the hell was life so hard?
She slowly calmed down. She looked worn out. I couldn't blame her. I was too. 'You need to rest. You used too much magic today and you know it.' Yea I did and that was the reason I had to sleep as often as I did. I lay down again but didn't close my eyes. I kept my eyes open. She gt up and smiled taking my jacket off and trying to hand it to me. I shook my head.
"Keep it Frisky. You need it more than me for now. Go see if Paps will take you clothes shopping. In fact here," I made a small coin purse appear in the pocket of my jacket. She took it out and gasped. It was a lot. It was the least I could do today.
She ran and hugged me and kissed my teeth. I blushed looking away but felt my soul flutter. This kid really was something. I watched her walk out and let myself fall asleep knowing I would have some strange dreams.
