Thanks to my amazing beta nfanpepsi for putting more detail into this chapter! She's awesome!

I called Alice over to come over and tell her everything that happened. She always knew how to help with my ranting. She always said the oh's and ah's at the appropriate times. My pointless ranting going on till I was out of breath.

I fell back in my seat with a sigh and long sip of my coffee. Setting it down on the table I looked up to see Alice's facial expression. Her soft pink lips were in tight line together and her perfectly plucked eyebrows were arched above her brown eyes.

I sound pretty stupid, don't I.

"What an asshole." she spoke out the words in disbelief. Rolling her eyes she reached for her own drink and took a sip.

"I know!" I exclaimed choking on my drink.

We both sat there quietly staring at each other for a few seconds.

Then we both bust out laughing sounding like two dumb blondes.

"If My mom was here she would of helped me" I whispered quietly. My fingers were curled around the cup in my hands.

Silence..

"Maybe if I hadn't have got pregnant at 19, maybe I would of been able to feel loved for a second. Maybe I wouldn't have to hurt so much, Alice."

Tears started to fall down my cheeks.

I found myself in her embrace. My tears spilling down my face onto her blouse. I was imagining how much I was crying and that her shirt must have been soaked.

Knowing Alice she would be using this as an excuse to go shopping this weekend.

Why did It have to be the most self-less person in the world?

Renee was a klutz. But she was my mom. She picked me up whenever I fell. People say your parents won't always be there for you, that sooner or later they'd have to let you go. But I wasn't ready to be let go. I wasn't at all.

I woke up and I heard clanging coming from the kitchen. I slipped into my slippers and walked sleepily towards the sounds.

"Good morning!" Alice sang at the top of her lungs. She was dancing around the kitchen making food that would soon be devoured by myself.

"God damn. Tone it down pixie." I muttered

"Gosh, I was just trying to brighten your spirits." she smiled and turned back to continuing cooking. Or was she baking?

"What the hell are you trying to cook?" I asked still groggy.

"Muffins"

Baking. Or attempting to anyway.

Grabbing a pan she poured the entire bag of muffin mix into it. I shook my head but kept my mouth shut.

Some things will never change.

I watched her for a while entertained by her slowness, but eager to get everything done. I left her alone with a thumbs up.

I headed down to the living room picking up some of William's toys as I went. I didn't bother cleaning up because I still had until tomorrow afternoon. And by the time Alice left, there would be an even bigger mess.

I sat down on the couch and made myself comfortable and began to let my mind wander.

One day absent from work. It didn't hurt. I've already worked hard enough. There isn't anything to do while bar tending except to flirt while serving the customers.

I thought about what I would buy William for Christmas. Well in my case One-day-late-Christmas. Edward, why are you being such a dick?

Alice entered the room with two big white fluffy things that looked like...er..

"Bon-Ape-TITTY!" She said bursting out into her tinkling laugh.

I couldn't help but join in. Titty shaped cupcakes? Not even a top chef could top that!

We ate the tittyuffins and recalled funny moments in our past.

"That time in high school, junior year when Demetri happened to not have on underwear when we pulled down his pants!" I recalled.

We both started laughing like crazy. I think I was even crying a little remembering all the happy times.

My cell phone rang interrupting our laughter. My eyebrows pulled together looking at the caller id.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Bella we need you to rush to the hospital quick!" Said a familiar voice. Esme. Edward's mom.

"Why? What happened?" I was starting to panic just a little. I was rushing upstairs to find my keys as she told me why.

"It's William. He got hurt and we had to call an ambulance Bella! He won't wake up!" I could tell Esme was crying.

"I'm on my way!" I yelled into my phone and closed it shut.

I rushed past Alice yelling "Meet me at the hospital!"

The same words rang in my head.

He won't wake up!

Thats the -more-detailed-chapter-3 that my cool-beans beta nfanpepsi did! Hoped you liked it.