Chapter Three
Cliff Diving
I phased back into my human form. After the shock of finally finding the right person for me was over I felt a different emotion go through me. It was like anger but had too much power; it surged through me, ripping me in every direction. I held in the urge to scream because mum was inside with Seth. I ran into the bushes to phase. When I was in my wolf form again I headed for the Quileutes dive.
Embry, Sam, Jacob and Jared were keeping their guard for the night.
"Leah, where are you going?"Sam interrogated me.
"What's it to you? You're not alpha, stay out of my business. " I replied coldly.
"Leah, I know your angry but-" he stopped in shock hearing my thoughts. Then he was gone and I could still feel the shock in everyone's head. I was still heading towards Quileutes dive. I reached it and went to the highest point where I could jump. Jumping would help clear my head and even tho I have never jumped from this high, what could go wrong? If I could take on vampires then this would be a piece of cake. I was at the top when I heard Sam phase again, and then he started yelling.
"Leah, don't jump!" he yelled like he cared.
"Why shouldn't I, I've done it before" I answered rudely.
"Because you have imprinted and you're weak!" he yelled again, this time with more persuasion. He thought I was weak! What a dog!
"I've never heard that lie before. When did you make it up?" I said coldly.
"It's not a lie. I know...." he trailed off. "Just please wait and I'll explain everything."
I considered it and then answered. "I'm waiting Sam, but this better be good."
I phased and waited for him to come. It wasn't long until he came around the corner in his human form. He looked, well he looked sad. As in burning sad.
"Leah, this might hurt a little to hear but I have to say it. Do you remember when we were happy together?" he asked without meeting my eyes. "Of course how could I forget?"
"Well I loved you I really did and I know you did too. But when I met Emily everything wasn't the same anymore. I didn't love her I needed her. She is my life and always will be. But when I imprinted on her I was angry because she hated me for screwing you over and I knew you were to. So I had to get away, I had to feel alive again. So I went to this same cliff face and jumped...." He looked at me with pain and agony in his eyes. "I landed in the water on the rocky side, I smashed my head on the rock and got knocked out. Next thing I know I'm in my room with a bandage wrapped around my head and my family sitting beside me. It didn't take me long to recover but longer than usual. I know this sounds weird to you but when you are in love with someone and then you imprint you get weaker. But in time you will get your strength back like I did and Jacob did also. You can phase but not for as long and your strength will be about half to what it used to be."
I stood there trying to believe what he said, and then I had a question. "Will I be able to have babies?" I asked. He looked at me with a grin that could have won me over any other day. "That's the best part you can have as many as you want before you get you strength back." "How long do I have?" I asked unsure of the answer. "You'll have 3 years but if you don't have kids it's only about 1 and a half" I looked at him in astonishment and happiness. I could have children! My dream, my goal was to become a mum and have a husband to share it with.
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