Chapter 2- "Please, Its all I want"
2 MONTHS LATER
sexxiiXchickX signed on at 12:00 PM
LionsDen1918 signed on at 12:31 PM
sexxiiXchickX: hey honey
LionsDen1918: *sigh* hey
sexxiiXchickX: Hon, what's wrong?
LionsDen1918: Long day at work, I want to strangle almost all of my students right now, but you didn't hear that from me.
sexxiiXchickX: What's going on?
LionsDen1918: Don't worry about it babe. *laying down beside where you're sitting*
sexxiiXchickX: wait! Why are you online if you're still at work? Shouldn't you be teaching or something? lol
LionsDen1918: I'm on my laptop and my students are taking a test. I'm enjoying the silence lol so I figured you were out of class already and online.
sexxiiXchickX: well you figured right. I'm beat. *lying down beside you with my arm across my stomach* I had my animation class today.
LionsDen1918: I thought you liked your animation class? *staring into your eyes*
sexxiiXchickX: I do, I do, but I'm getting bored with it. We had this crazy assignment that I can't even describe. *wrapping my arms around your waist and laying my head on your chest*
LionsDen1918: Good news
LionsDen1918: Did I tell u?LionsDen1918: I'm not going to die
LionsDen1918: Seriously
LionsDen1918: I got my test results back
LionsDen1918: I don't have cancer *looking down at you*
sexxiiXchickX: OMG! You never told me that you were even getting tested *smacking your stomach and pushing myself off of you*
sexxiiXchickX: jeez
LionsDen1918: Well I got tested over the summer and it came back and it was ok.
LionsDen1918: But I got another spot and they were real worried because it came back so fast so they tested this new area and it took them near 4 months.
LionsDen1918: It was really scary.
LionsDen1918: I didn't tell anyone; not my family, not my friends, anyone. I kept it to myself till I knew for sure.
LionsDen1918: They figured that if I did have skin cancer it was gonna spread real fast like it did...and I probably would not have long to live *sitting up while stroking your hair*
LionsDen1918: Even with treatment
LionsDen1918: but I was ready to fight *kissing the top of your forehead*
sexxiiXchickX: baby, I wish you had told me. What if it came back positive? *kissing your lips*
LionsDen1918: Then I would have told you, but there was no need to. Anyway, I don't feel like talking about this any longer. Class is almost finished. *checking watch*
sexxiiXchickX: Shit! I forgot about your class, I'm sorry.
LionsDen1918: haha, babe, it's ok. I just have to go and collect the test, but I'll be right back. *kissing your cheek*
sexxiiXchickX: ok, I'll be here *looking into your eyes*
6 MINUTES LATERLionsDen1918: Back. My next class has an assembly so they won't be coming in for class, therefor I have a free period.
sexxiiXchickX: …*sigh* that's cool
LionsDen1918: babe, what's the matter?
sexxiiXchickX: Nothing…but I think that when you get home later that we should talk. There's something that's been on my mind lately.
LionsDen1918: Why don't you just tell me now? Like I said, I'm free this period.
sexxiiXchickX: No, I have a class to get to anyway. I'll talk to you later. Bye
sexxiiXchickX signed off at 1:43PM.
LionsDen1918: …bye? *sighing*B PovI can't stand it anymore. I don't know what to do, I'm falling in love with a man I have never even met before, and this is a problem.
I know that he doesn't feel the same, but I can't help it. Tonight, I need to tell him that I want to meet, I mean, I know that he works in Forks and he knows that I'm in Seattle. I'm surprised he hasn't figured out that my dad is the police chief, it was kind of obvious when we were talking about our families and stuff, but oh well.
What would Charlie say if he found out about this? That I'm falling for the man, I cyber with. Or what about the fact that he's 10 years older than I am. Charlie will murder me. When I had moved with my dad, we never got into great discussion about anything really, our lives were simple. I spent my time away, making plans for college and he was always working, we rarely ever saw each other. I remember when I left last summer, dad was making a big deal about some big hotshot teacher that was taking over 10th grade English. I left before I could ever find out who it was. Well, now I know.
I walked over to building B for my photography class. It was sometimes hard having a double major but I make it work. Photography and writing go hand and hand. After I met Edward, knowing we had writing in common made me feel somewhat closer to him.
I finally made my way through the building and took a seat all the way in the back, not really paying attention when the professor walked in. When we all had our first class, we were told that the professor had some kind of emergency and would not be in for a few months and that today was the day. I had also completely spaced out what today was.
I put my phone into my bag and turned to face forward and that is when I got the first look at the professor. I gasped.
This couldn't be, could it? I mean, how could he be my professor? This would be a very awkward year. I just couldn't face it so I grabbed my purse and got up. I made it to the door when I heard him calling my name. His voice sounded like he was in shock but I never heard anything else because I ran to my car. I slammed on the gas pedal and flew out of the parking lot. I didn't know where to go so I just drove around. I didn't want to go home. I needed to go somewhere to get my mind off of him.
I went to the lake that was about 15 minutes from the university. I took my camera and sat on the grass in front of the water and just admired the way the water ran through so calmly and so serene. I remembered why this was my favorite place to get away. Because I could be myself. I took my camera in my hand and started taking pictures of the water, the trees, the flowers and everything else around me. Once I was tired, I decided I should go back home. It was already 3:53.
I walked into my apartment and walked right to my bedroom and turned on my laptop. I checked my messages and knew that Edward would probably be waiting to talk to me about today. But I wasn't ready to talk to anyone right now with the way that my day has been going, but then again, I had to face everything with Edward first.
I decided to take my laptop into the bathroom and set it to the side of my tub. I slowly lowered myself into the tub and relaxed my muscles before I looked towards my computer. I signed onto my aim and wasn't surprised at all when I saw that LionsDen1918 was signed on.
sexxiiXchickX: …Hello
LionsDen1918: Hi..
LionsDen1918: Are you ok? Will you please tell me now what you were talking about before? I've been worried since you signed off like that.
sexxiiXchickX: I know, I'm sorry.
sexxiiXchickX: there's a few things that I need to say, so can I just let it all out before you say anything, please?
LionsDen1918: ok, my fingers are away from the keyboard right now.. =/
sexxiiXchickX: ok
sexxiiXchickX: well first, I want to meet, I don't think I can stand this any more. I feel like if I don't get to see you or touch you, I'm going to die or something.
sexxiiXchickX: and…Edward…
sexxiiXchickX: I really do think that… I love you… I know we're 10 years apart and I know that you don't see me like that, but I just wanted you to know.
sexxiiXchickX: I know I sound crazy to you because we hardly know each other, but I don't know.
LionsDen1918: Bella…
LionsDen1918: I feel the same way
LionsDen1918: I think I love you too…I didn't know how to tell you, but I've felt it for a while. *smiling at you*
LionsDen1918: *kisses you* I love you Isabella ;)
sexxiiXchickX: God… I love you too. *I kiss you back* ugh, I can't wait to finally get to do that for real.
LionsDen1918: How about I drive up to Seattle this weekend? I don't think I can go any longer without seeing you in person.
sexxiiXchickX: XD
LionsDen1918: so you really love me?
sexxiiXchickX: mhm
LionsDen1918: Bella! You know what the little "mhm" does to me.
sexxiiXchickX: mhm, I do
LionsDen1918: Want to play a game with me?
sexxiiXchickX: What kind of game?
LionsDen1918: We've played it before. I know that you'll catch on.
sexxiiXchickX:….ok, I trust you
LionsDen1918: I would strip you down with my teeth and let you know how much I love you with my mouth.
sexxiiXchickX: *smirking* What if I ripped your clothes off, pushed you into my shower, made the water nice and warm, then pushed you against the wall and rubbed myself all over you?
LionsDen1918: mmm… I would lick your nipples till they get hard and take bite on them until you begged me to take you right then.
sexxiiXchickX: …I'd bite you all over and tease you just a little bit before you get what you really want and I'd take all of you in my hot little mouth and make you cum over and over again.
LionsDen1918: Shit. I would cum all over you everywhere and make another girl lick it off of you while I watched. ;)
sexxiiXchickX: mmm. I'd have you lay down and have you eat her out while I got on top of you and fucked you nice and hard.
LionsDen1918: After you were done, I would strap you down and eat you out and then fuck you nice and soft to get you to want it more, then I would fuck you so hard your mom would fucking feel it.
sexxiiXchickX: Edward, I can't beat that. You win
LionsDen1918: No, you can keep going. (cum) on. hehe
sexxiiXchickX: umm… I'd pull you down on top of me, wrap my legs around you and let you show me how hard you like to fuck me.
LionsDen1918: mmm baby, I want to hear you screaming.
sexxiiXchickX: mmmm Edward, oh fuck, yes, mmm, don't stop, fuck me harder. Is that what you want to hear babe?
LionsDen1918: Fuck, I'm getting so horny, you win.. I can't keep going but I want you to. Keep talking baby.
sexxiiXchickX: I'd love to have you stick your fingers inside of me while you fucked me in the ass.
LionsDen1918: damn baby, I want to fuck that tight little ass of yours.
sexxiiXchickX: I would sit you in a chair and sit so I was straddling you and roll my hips just the right way to make you cum fast, making me orgasm right after you.
LionsDen1918: keep going Bells
sexxiiXchickX: Getting down on all fours with my legs spread wide open and having you fuck me from behind, feeling you hit spots deep inside me.. mmm shit.
LionsDen1918: My cock is so fucking hard.
sexxiiXchickX: My favorite thing to do with you is to take you to a mall and drag you to the photo booth and have you fuck me inside of it, while it's taking pictures. Hearing us scream each others names, knowing that everyone is hearing us.
LionsDen1918: I'm almost there, I'm so fucking close to cumming.
sexxiiXchickX: I can't take anymore. Just imagine me there with you right now.
sexxiiXchickX: Cum for me, let it all go. Relax. Cum on.
LionsDnen1918: mmmm fuuckk I'm cummmming
sexxiiXchickX: *sighing* I love you.. I don't want to wait for the weekend
LionsDen1918: …baby, we have no choice. You can't come down to Forks any earlier, you have class.
sexxiiXchickX: Edward…don't worry about it, just meet me at the main entrance to the high school at 8 tomorrow night.
LionsDen1918: Bella…are you sure?
sexxiiXchickX: I want to talk to you on the phone…please? It'll make it easier for me.
LionsDen1918: Ok, I'm in for anything to make you feel more comfortable.
LionsDen1918: You have my number
sexxiiXchickX: Can I call you now?
LionsDen1918: sure
sexxiiXchickX signed off at 6:48 PM.
B PovI got out of the bathroom and I got my phone out from my purse and went into my contacts and searched until the familiar number was facing right in front of me. Edward. I hit send.
"Hello?" He answered on the first ring. His voice was that of angels. I could hear that voice for the rest of my life and never complain for a single second.
"Hi Edward," was all I could manage to say.
"Bella." I could hear the love in his voice.
"I love you." I couldn't refrain myself from just saying it. I tried to say it with as much passion as I could.
"Oh baby, I love you too." I smiled at his words.
I was getting myself ready to lie down in bed. I knew I had to go to bed soon to be able to wake up early for class and then drive down to Forks, but I would talk to my love for as long as I could manage.
"Are you getting into bed?" I could hear him moving around in the background. I think I heard a door closing, but I couldn't really be sure.
"Yes I am, why?"
"I should really let you go. The drive is going to take you a while tomorrow and you need all the sleep you can get, plus, I have work in the morning."
I sighed; I really didn't feel like getting off the phone with him just yet, I just got him. "If that's what you want. Ok…I love you Edward"
"Oh Bella, I love you too. Soo much. I hope you have good dreams tonight. I wish I could hold you while you slept, I bet you are the most beautiful creature when you're sleeping. Not that you already aren't."
"Goodnight." I couldn't find it in me to stand to say anything more, I could almost feel the water works coming, and I honestly don't know why I was feeling this way.
"Goodnight my angel." I slammed my phone shut as soon as he said goodnight.
That night I fell into the deepest and most comfortable sleep I've had for a while.
Wow, I know that this chapter is short, but it took me forever to write (I can't write long chapters, that's my greatest weakness haha). Mainly because my life is so hectic, but I hope you guys enjoyed it. This will not be a long story by any means. I know I'm the worst when it comes to updating but I hoping to be able to update at least once a month, and I know that's not much, but it probably is the best I can do. I'm sorry.
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