So i finished this way earlier than i had planned to and was just yoo excited to post it so Chapter three is here :) I will still be posting our reguraly scheduled update on Friday though, no worries.
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Kurt finished off his dinner quickly and went to the restroom to freshen up; he had just under ten minutes until Sebastian said he would arrive. He fixed his coiff and made sure he didn't have any visible blemishes then stopped, why am I primping for this guy? It's not like I'm interested in him. I'm only telling him about the baby because dad thinks I should. Kurt rolled his curculean eyes to himself and quirked an eye brow at his reflection. On the outside there was absolutely nothing noticeable to inducted his changing inside, but he could feel it. He was exhausted, his pants were fitting more snug around the waist than usual (due to bloating, he wouldn't have a true baby bump for months.) And he had the worst heart burn, mostly at night. He felt different emotionally too, where he would normally be enthralled by the late gossip around school he now found himself bored. The juvenile things like gossip and even the social activity of glee club now frustrated him. He had bigger things to worry about than any of his friends; he needed to find a job, figure out which nearby school he should attend and what he should get a degree in. Will I be able to do all of that? Have a job, go tk school and raise my baby? Maybe I shouldn't bother with college. The seventeen year old shook himself out of his thoughs, he would worry about all of that later. Sebastian would be here any moment.
Burt Hummel sat on the couch and awaited the arrival of Sebastian Smythe. In truth he wanted to rip the kids throat out. Make no mistake he was in full papa bear mode, but he knew that wasn't what Kurt needed right now. And he was in no way trying to play match maker, he really didn't want the two dating, but he did want the baby to have both of its parents. Burt grew up with just his mother, who like Kurt had been a teen herself when having Burt. Burt saw the struggles of a single parent first hand, he'd heard her crying because she had no one to help with him, the days she had to miss work because the sitter cancelled which in turn reduced their food money. And while Kurt had the support of his family, unlike Bethany Hummel, it was still a long journey to face alone. Burt didn't want that for his son, or his grand baby. And if that meant playing nice with the kid that got him pregnant then that is what Burt was going to do. Now if this Sebastian guy turned out to be a dead beat, then Burt would take care of things from there. Burt was brought out of his musings by a rap on the front door, he watched Kurt come out of the bathroom and open the door. The guy on the other side was, and at the same time wasn't what Burt was expecting.
Anyone could see the guy was attractive, and Burt knew he was exactly the look that Kurt fell for. The kids build suggested he was an athlete of some kind, but not a football player. He didn't have the rough look that Burt knew majority of football players to have. Whatever sport he played involved a lot of running. His hair was neat and clean, his clothing was from one of those stores in the mall that smelled really strongly of cologne and was always really dark inside. Burt watched the two awkwardly greet eachother before Kurt looked over to him,
"You two can talk in your room. Finn is in the basement on video games so your door stays open." Kurt nodded and gestured for Sebastian to follow him. Sebastian gave a wave to Burt as he passed but Burt simply turned back to the TV; what he really wanted to see was how Sebastian would act after finding out about the baby.
The walk to his room felt like he was walking to an execution. Kurt wanted to run. He wanted to lie and make up some excuse for why he wanted to talk, he would rather be getting a cavity filled with no anesthesia.
They reached his room and Kurt sat on his bed,
"Have a seat anywhere." Sebadtian nodded, this wasn't the same guy he had sex with, the guy he'd fucked was witty, sassy and so put together. This guy seemed like he was waiting for the sky to fall. He was timid, reserved and Sebastian could tell the blue eyed boy wanted him to not be here,
"I can go if-"
"I'm pregnant." Cutting people off was starting to become a nasty habit of his. Kurt watched Sebastians face for any look of disgust, contempt or even remorse. But he got nothing. Sebastian was silent for a while, watching Kurt like he had the answers for how Sebastian should be feeling, because Sebastian himself had no idea. Kurt was beginning to worry that his company was bin shock,
"You're sure it's mine?" Kurt wanted to feel offended, he really did. But the fact was all that this guy knew about him was thay he cheated on Blaine with him. Kurt would be skeptical too.
"One hundred percent." The two boys watched eachother, neither knowing what to say to the other. Kurt, who had been bottling up his emotions all week, felt himself start to crumble. He tried to hold back the tears that were stinging his eyes but as the first one fell he knew he was done. Kurt wrapped his arms around his middle and began to sob. Only a few cries came out before he felt Sebastian sit behind him on the bed and wrap him in his arms.
"Shh. It's okay." Sebastian felt Kurt squirm so he loosened his arms, thinking he may have overstepped, but Kurt turned his body and buried his face into Sebastians chest,
"What am I going to do? I have no plan. No future." Sebastian rubbed Kurts back, and slowly shifted them so they were laying on their sides, Kurt still clinging to his torso. Sebastian didn't know what to do from here, and he didn't exactly know what he was doing at the moment. He wasn't the comforting type; he was fuck and run, never say you're sorry, it's him against the world. But he felt something for Kurt; not love. But it was stronger than friendship. He felt tied to the boy; but not in the suffocating 'I need to get out' way. He felt a responsibility to him, after all he was the dumb ass that took advantage of a drunk, underage virgin and didn't use protection.
"Well what do you want to do?" Sebastian hoped he wouldn't say give the baby up for adoption, he'd never forgive himself.
"I was planning to raise it on my own. I'm not gonna force you to stick around." Sebastian figured Kurt was an incredibly independant person who likely did not like feeling like he needed to lean on anyone. But this was Sebastians kid, and even though he had no clue what he was doing and part of him was screaming to take the out and run like hell so he could continue to live his life as a free man; he just couldn't do it.
"You don't have to do it alone Kurt. You won't do it alone. I want to be part of his or her life." Kurt, who had now calmed down shifted out of Sebastians embrace and sat up. Kurt looked at him in disbelief, Is this guy serious? I'm giving you the chance to walk away, why won't you take it? Sebastian couldn't help but notice the intense azure of the youngers eyes, enhanced by the fact the whites of his eyes were now a webby red.
"What if you change your mind?" I don't trust you. You're going to realize you don't want this and run.
"I wont. I promise."
Sebastian was the worst friend in the world. He'd been dodging Blaine all week, giving him lame excuse after lame excuse. He couldn't look the shorter teen in the eye while he talked about how much he wanted Kurt back. Not that Sebastian blamed him, Kurt was a catch. They'd spent a few days together that past week and Sebastian was learning a lot about him. Kurt was a Senior at McKinley highschool, he was only two months younger than Sebastian himself. He was an honors student and took part in his schools Glee club the New Directions; the two had shared an immature laugh at the fact it sounds like Nude Erections if you're not careful when saying it.
Sebadtian learned that Kurt was enthralled with fashion, often designing and making his own clothing. He had hoped to go to New York after graduation, though it now seemed unlikely, and he wasn't sure he would want to be away from his family for that long anyway. Kurt and his Dad were very close and Sebastian learned that it was only with the other mans urging that Kurt told him about the baby; which prompted Sebastian to sit down with the older Hummel before leaving and express his thanks, and also his appologies.
"Mr. Hummel, sir?" This was without A doubt the most terrifying moment of Sebastians life - and he'd been kicked out of military school- This man was the father of the guy Sebastian got pregnant, this man probably knew that Kurt had been drunk and most likely had figured out it had just been a quick fuck for Sebastian, just another notch in his belt.
The man in the baseball cap turned to him with a look that could put the fear of God into Charles Darwin himself. Burt Hummel looked him up and down, sizing him up, though Sebastian knew it wasn't for any good reasons, probably just figuring out how big of a hole he would need to hide Sebastians body -assuming he kept it all in one peice.-
"Yes?" Sebastian swallowed the bile in his throat,
"I just wanted to say I'm sorry. A - and yes I said this to Kurt as well. I should have known he wasn't in the right state of mind. And I should have used protection." Burt kept his glare steady,
"Is my kid at risk for any diseases? I'm sure they'll test him at his first baby appointment, but I want to know your history." Sebastian had to take a moment to square himself,
"My history?" He really did not like where this conversation was going.
"How many partners have you had? Do you never use condoms?" Sebastian sighed and gestured to the chair opposite Burt,
"May I sit?" Burt nodded and took a long swig of his beer,
"Sir I'm a lot of things, but I'm not a liar. I promise to tell you the truth about my history, and I know I have no right to ask this of you, but Kurt and I are just getting to know eachother and building trust. I can't say I ever intend to date your son, he and I will probably always just co-parent. I'm not a good boyfriend. But I ask that the number of partners I've had stays between you and I for now. I will tell Kurt soon, but it's not that easy to bring up, I want to be the one to tell him though."
Burt watched Sebastian as he spoke, searching for any hint at dishonesty, but the boy looked genuinely upset.
"Youre right. You have no right to ask that of me," Sebastians shoulders drooped and Burt sighed, "but as you said, you and my son are not dating, so as far as I'm concerned, as long as you don't sleep with him again he has no need to know how many men you've been with -assuming you were safe with them."
"I was, Sir. Honestly I don't know why I wasn't with Kurt. I have no excuse. But to answer your questions, no he is not as risk for any diseases. He was the first guy since my first -and last- monogamous relationship that I haven't used a condom with. Also I get tested reguraly just to be on the safe side." Burt nodded and looked to the basement where Kurt was chatting with Finn,
"So how many men have you been with, not including my son." Sebastian groaned, this was the hard part and he was likely to be punched in the face.
"To be totally honest with you, I don't know the exact number. But just going off of my habits and math I would say it's around seventy." He couldn't read the look Burt was giving him, but he prepared himself for the names he was accustomed to. His mother's favorite was tramp, though Sebadtian was unsure where she had the right to cast stones at him seeing as he was only home one night a week. At least she'd stopped bringing them around the house.
"Thats a lot of Men." Sebastian nodded,
"Do you still want me around your son?"
"To be honest, I didn't want you around before I even met you. But I've seen what it's like for a single parent. I wanted Kurt to at least have a chance to have someone to do this with. I don't think you're a bad guy Sebastian, I think you've just made some really shitty choices."
"Thank you sir. I won't make you regret this. I won't make Kurt regret this. I know I'm not boyfriend material, I'm way too damaged, but I'm going to try my hardest to be a good father."
Sebastian was serious about being a father, and that fact truly suprised him; he didn't picture himself as the kind of guy that would choose to stay, especially when given the chance to walk away. It was out of character for him to give half a shit about anyone other than himself, he didn't ever see the reason in caring for others, you always just ended up hurt.
Sebastian decided that he would be Kurts friend, and the other father to his child, but he didn't need to change his lifestyle to do that. He was going out tonight like he did every Friday, and he was going to do what he did best, With a condom this time. Maybe I'll pick up some of that spermicidal Lube too. Just to be safe.
Oh I know you guys are craving that Kurtbastian love, but be warned this story's plot is so full of couple drama I should be writing for Ryan Murphey.