Author's Note: So sorry that it's been this long since I last updated. As a way of giving my deepest apologies, I now present you an extra long chapter. This will be the Kogan segment of the story, along with some Kendall/Jo. Also, just for the heck of it I'm making Jo's hometown to be in Maine, because I can do that. (I really don't remember where she is originally from nor do I care.)
The Perfect Gift: Kogan
"What do you mean you're not in Hollywood?" He heard Kendall ask through the walls of apartment 2J.
"Wait! You're not even in the STATE?"Kendall's voice rose slightly as he continued reading.
"That's all the way across the COUNTRY!" He could clearly hear the anger in Kendall's voice.
"FORGET IT! HAVE FUN IN MAINE!" He jumped a little as he heard Kendall scream into the phone before he heard a crash.
Logan couldn't believe what he was hearing, Kendall actually yelling at Jo and not in a playful fashion. He placed his encyclopedia of modern medicine on his desk before venturing into the living room where Kendall was arguing with Jo on the phone. From what he gathered, Jo returned to Maine to visit her family for the holidays. Logan found Kendall seething with anger and pacing around in an attempt to quell his rage. Logan could tell it wasn't working so as he began cleaning up the mess Kendall caused he began asking Kendall if he was okay.
"DO YOU THINK I'M OKAY?" Kendall roared causing Logan to flinch before he resumed picking up the bits of shattered glass and cell phone parts. As soon as he cleaned up the mess and placed the salvageable items on the counter he turned to Kendall.
"Once you realize that directing your anger at someone who is only trying to help is inappropriate, come find me. And if you were paying attention a week ago, Jo mentioned her trip back home." Logan, while calm and measured, still managed to cause Kendall to shiver with fear. He never raised his voice; he didn't have to because the look Logan gave Kendall was more than enough.
Logan calmly walked out of the apartment and wandered around the Palmwood's park before walking into the nearby Wal-Mart. He wandered through the aisles of Christmas ornaments hoping the bright colors would make him forget about what he said earlier. Kendall was his best friend and Logan couldn't help but notice how every time the blonde was around his heart began to beat faster and his mouth went dry.
He picked up a package of ornate ornaments before smiling at them. Each one represented each of the members in a weird way. The first one looked like a three year old designed it, there was a lot of glitter, intricate designs and it looked crazy with its bright yellow color. Right next to it there was a shiny blue ball, no glitter or anything. Below the yellow mess was a green ornament, it looked like a light bulb but it wasn't, it was hard to describe. Finally, the last ornament was red and looked like a heart but there was a huge crack in it with a red bandage over it.
Logan kept the package while he wandered around the store, looking for presents for his friends. It was a week until Christmas and he only bought gifts for his family back in Minnesota. He bought the gifts and ornaments before walking back to the Palmwoods; he hoped nobody would be home because he didn't want anyone to ruin the surprise.
Luckily when Logan returned to their apartment nobody was there, not even Kendall. He quickly stashed the presents in his suitcase underneath his bed and placed the ornaments on the dining room table.
After Logan opened the fridge to find something to make for dinner because he knew once everyone got back they wouldn't want to cook, he heard the front door open.
"Logan?" a familiar voice asked. It was Kendall. Logan groaned inwardly because he didn't feel like dealing with Kendall while he cooked.
"Yes. What would you like for dinner?" Logan asked while staring into the fridge as if it would make Kendall disappear for a while.
"Well, Katie and Mom are going Christmas shopping so they won't be here to eat. James and Carlos are off who knows where and I don't know when they will be back, so I guess it's just the two of us. And whatever you choose is fine. I'm not that hungry anyway." Kendall explained standing awkwardly in the living room before sitting on the bright orange couch watching as Logan began making dinner.
Kendall didn't know what Logan was making because the bar was in the way but he could smell it and it smelled delicious. He heard his stomach growl and he hoped Logan didn't hear it but the smirk on Logan's face said otherwise. After a couple more growls, Logan said that dinner would be ready in five minutes. Kendall got off the couch and walked to the kitchen before grabbing two plates and sets of silverware before placing them on the table.
Logan made Kendall's favorite dinner from scratch, orange chicken and fried rice. Kendall wolfed it down and grabbed more before Logan even finished one third of his plate. They ate in relatively comfortable silence until Kendall met Logan's eyes. Logan just stared into them wishing that this could last forever before he noticed Kendall leaning forward. He didn't have time to react because Kendall captured Logan's lips with his own.
"No. I am not the other person in your affair. It's not fair to Jo or me." Logan said before grabbing his plate and locking himself in his room. Kendall just sat there staring at the space Logan used to occupy wishing that he didn't do what he just did.
Logan finished the plate of chicken and rice before waiting until he heard Kendall shut the door to his room. He quickly left the safety of his room and placed the plate in the sink and ran back shutting the door with a soft thud. He didn't lock it because he knew that Carlos would be home soon and would want to enter his room.
Instead he played his Metro Station CD and silently cried into his pillow, pleading to whatever higher being existed to undo everything that happened today. He knew it wouldn't happen because he was a man of reason and logic, but it felt like it was the only option he had.
Christmas Morning
Carlos decided it was a good idea to wake everyone up at the crack of dawn to open presents. Everyone grumbled and yawned and watched Carlos jump around like a kid with too much sugar coursing through his veins. Mrs. Knight placed some cinnamon rolls on a cookie sheet before placing them in the oven. It was a tradition in the Knight household to eat cinnamon rolls after they opened their presents. Logan smiled at the ornaments that were on the tree until he saw Kendall's then his smile fell flat.
They acted as they would have before the kiss but whenever Logan was alone he would cry. He knew there wasn't a reason for these tears but he couldn't care. His heart was hurting and nobody noticed his unusual choice of clothing.
For the last few days Logan wore black, or various shades of black and grey. Nobody wanted to ask Logan what was with the new clothes because they weren't new. Carlos, James and Mrs. Knight knew that Logan was upset over something but whenever this happened before Logan never gave a straight answer. He would always say he felt stressed and that he needed some time. However Logan wore these clothes because they were long enough to completely cover his arm. In fact the shirts and sweaters were so long that they went over his hands. He began cutting himself in the shower and only one person noticed and it was the one person that he didn't want to, Kendall.
After opening presents but before the cinnamon rolls were done cooking, Kendall dragged Logan into the shorter teen's room. Kendall shut the door before Logan began asking why he dragged him in here.
"I got you a present. I wanted to give it to you in person." Kendall said innocently holding out a box. Logan looked between the box and the boy who broke his heart. Kendall just nodded before smiling and grabbing Logan's hand and placing the box in it.
"I don't want anything you could have gotten me. Now if you would please excuse me, I would like to get back to my friends." Logan's voice dripped venom as he dropped the box but Kendall didn't flinch. Instead he blocked Logan from reaching the door.
"Fine. I guess I will open it." Logan sighed picking the box up off the floor and tore the paper off it. He took the lid off the cardboard box and looked confused. Inside the box were two items, the first was an exact duplicate of the red heart ornament that Logan bought the week before, the other was a post it with the words, 'You will never be second in my heart.'
"Kendall. You have three seconds to explain yourself before I scream for the others. I don't want to be here." Logan said staring at the gift hoping it would vanish.
"I broke up with Jo because…. Well because I love you Logan. And I know you feel the same way." Kendall grabbed Logan's hand and watched as Logan fought back a smile.
"You're an idiot Kendall." Kendall's expression fell when Logan said that, "But I love you and your stupid plans." Kendall smile returned when Logan looked at him. The gift was forgotten on the floor as Logan found his lips captured with Kendall's.
Kendall began grinding against Logan before the smaller teen pulled away causing Kendall to pout. Logan quickly locked the door before tackling Kendall onto his bed and resuming the kiss. Kendall's hands roamed Logan's back before grabbing his ass which caused Logan to moan. Since Logan had Kendall pinned beneath him, Logan began sucking on his neck while unbuttoning the jeans that the blonde had on.
Kendall's moans grew louder as Logan began playing with the nine inch cock that was leaking against his hand. Logan moved south and instantly began sucking Kendall's member enjoying the sounds that were emanating from the boy beneath him. One of Kendall's hands gripped the bedspread while the other had Logan's hair in between its knuckles.
Within a few moments after Logan began giving Kendall a blow job, he felt Kendall arch his back and groan. He could hear that Kendall mentioned being close and within a few seconds Logan felt the first rope of cum hit the back of his throat. Several seconds later he heard Kendall hiss in pain and Logan instantly shot up, hoping that he hadn't hurt the taller boy.
"Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" Logan looked so concerned that Kendall couldn't help but laugh.
"I'm fine, just I get really sensitive after I cum. It wasn't that you did it, I should have warned you." Kendall leaned in to kiss Logan before they heard a knock on the door. Both boys instantly shot up and made themselves decent. Logan grabbed the gift off the floor and hid it underneath his pillow when Kendall opened the door to reveal Carlos, James and Katie outside the door with huge grins on their faces.
A/N: I am sorry that this isn't the fluffy chapter that I mentioned in chapter 1. But I wanted to write a Kogan and here it is. So the next chapter will be pure fluff. And due to two exited requests (you know who you are) that I write a Jagan and Kenlos, I have decided to write them. Now you must decide which should be the fluff and the other would be the smut. Or if you want to have them both to be smut or fluff then you can vote for that too. Please vote because if you don't then I will choose and I am not sure that everyone will agree with my choice. Thanks for reading and possibly voting, the Jarlos will be up tomorrow or later today lol.
Happy holidays and Seasons Greetings!
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