3 A day! Help another day!

Your prayers, oh passerbyer!

From such a common ball as this

Might date a victory!

From marshalling as simple as

The flags of nation swang.

Steady- my soul: what issues

Upon thine arrows.

Emily dickinson

After about an half in hour of reading his pocket edition of Emily Dickinson, he decided to take a look at the map.

He decided to start by heading to a cafe called 'Lucille's cafe' . he thought about calling Jason but he really didn't want to be a bother.

'Afterall' he thought to himself 'it's only a little ways away'.

He started walking, it currently was a cloudy afternoon which it looked like it might rain.

Suddenly his head started to swim with the memories of that god awful night.

He cleared his mind trying to think of better things 'Percy' he thought immediately.

He thought of the warm feeling in his stomach when the brunette kissed him.

As he walked on through the massive crowd. He kept on walking even though the images of the friends he lost kept on appearing when he saw something that reminded him of them.

The images hurt his hurt as much as the day everything that mattered most to him was taken.

'Relax I just gotta get some food… That'll help me forget'.

But he couldn't just forget, every step he found himself constantly looking back...

He couldn't stand still...he couldn't relax...he couldn't just forget.

After about fifteen minutes magnus found himself completely lost. He spent another five minutes of self loathing and wanting to die, finally he called Jason.

"Hey I was wondering if you wanted to hang out?" magnus asked trying not to seem distressed. Surprisingly Jason didn't notice anything.

"That sounds great! We can meet up with my friend leo"

"Okay where do I need to go?"

"Do you know how to find Marceline' and princess Gumball's cheesecake factory?"

"um yeah" Magnus just barely made it before finding Jason and then a boy with short curly hair, Jason waved him over to the table.

"This is Leo" Jason gestured to the boy next to him. "Sup!" leo said maybe a little too cheerfully.

"Nice to meet you"

They ended up having lunch for about an hour and then they just walked around.

Leo and Jason were showing Magnus all their favorite spots and for once in what felt like an eternity Magnus was at peace.

It was about 5 o'clock when they finally got back to Percy's apartment.

"Hey thanks by way, it's been hard for me to settle in so this really helps me feel at ease" Magnus looks towards the two boys embarrassed that he just said that.

Jason reassuringly puts his hand on magnus's shoulder "it's no problem we're here for you" behind him Leo just nods in agreement.

A wave of nausea hit him the moment he entered the empty house, before he knew it he found himself in the bathroom; vomiting.

He couldn't tell how long he'd been there by the time he heard the door unlock, he heard what could only be described as the most calming voice.

"Magnus are you ok?" Percy called out in a loud but calm voice.

"I-I...I need you" mustering all the strength he had "I'm in the bathroom" Another wave of nausea hit him; he vomited again.

Before he knew it Percy was right there keeping him from falling; breathing heavily.

For the life of him Magnus couldn't tell what Percy was to him but good gods he didn't want him to let go of him.

"Do you think you can go to bed?" magnus nodded not trusting himself to speak, Percy gently picked Magnus who buried his face in Percy's chest.

Percy as gently as he could laid Magnus on his bed, about to leave Magnus alone so he could sleep but a hand reaches out and weakly grabs one of his wrists.

"Don't leave me… Please"

"I'm right here" Percy said calmly as he wrapped his arm around his blonde lover.

For the first in a week Magnus had completely slept through the night, he looked around only to notice that Percy wasn't there.

It was too good to be true, it seemed like a dream but it felt to real to be a dream surely he couldn't dream up something this good.