Hey guys this is a harry's depressed and he self harms and smokes fanfiction. emo harry potter slytherin harry abused harry enjoy light side bashing
"Speaking"
~hissing~
Enjoy not beta'd all mistakes are entirely mine

All harry's pov


finally a new chapter i will now be posting regularly. i missed my regular reveiwers


The great Hall becomes deathly silent at my confession and I take more pleasure than I should from the stunned expression on Dumbledore's face.

Before dumblefuck can try to convince my to change my mind I place the sorting hat on top of my head.

"hello Harry Potter or should I say Harry potter-black-gryffindor-slytherin."

"hello"I say replying to the hats voice In my head.

"have you finally decided to go to be placed in your rightful house?" it questions me and I nod forgetting that I should verbally reply.

"you still have greatness to be fulfilled young hogwarts hear." the hat finishes.

"maybe.."I reply finishing the already short conversation.

"SLYTHERIN." the hat yells and I gracefully pull the hat off of my head and flatten my hair.

I take a look around the room and try to suppress my giggles, everyone is looking at me in disbelief and even Dumbledore looks like he's about to have a heart attack.

I look up and down the slytherin table hoping that Draco and his friends aren't to angry at me and I'm a little surprised when I see draco give me an inviting smile and make a hand movement to summon me towards him.

I hope of the stool, my long legs carrying me gracefully across the room and I make my way towards my new house.

When I get close enough Draco removes his hand and stops patting the seat beside him leaving me a space to sit down which I gracefully accept.

"surprise" i end up saying loud enough for the whole table to hear me which snaps them all out of their stunned silence and they immediately start talking to each other in hushed voices.

I turn my body so I am facing Draco and I bite my lip trying to think about how I should start a conversation with him But I end up suppressing a smirk as I see his eyes on my lips. I slowly swipe my tongue against my bottom lip making it seem like I'm doing it unconsciously but I watch as Draco's face flushes and he shifts his leg under the table trying to hide his slowly growing election.

Before I can continue dumbledorks starts his beginning of the year speech which I barely pay attention to as I'm to lost in my thoughts. I guess I zoned out longer than I thought because I see blase snapping his fingers infront of my face trying to get my attention.

"uhh hello" i say as I grab the salad from in front of me and grab an apple tart.

"so… Harry potter" pansy says in between bites.

"well it's actually Harry evans-potter but I preference Harry evans" i say.

Draco finally opens his mouth and I'm surprised that he doesn't have an ounce of anger in his voice "so Harry I guess you're going to be sleeping with me as I'm the only one that isn't sharing are room."

"I guess so" I say trying to keep my voice calm as I think about how I'm so not going to be able to hide my crush if I'm basically living with this guy.

We end up talking throughout dinner and I find myself greatly enjoying the conversations I'm apart of and I'm really happy I decided to change houses.

Hallway through dinner I look towards the gryffindor and am met with three glares from my ex best friends and Ron's sister. I realize that i had unconsciously flinched at the stares as I feel Draco's arms snake around my waist and possessively pulling my closer.

I stay like that for the rest of dinner and when we are all finished eating I am pulled by draco towards the slithering dorms and find myself in a room that has a blue bed that is obviously Dracos and a black bed that has splatters of neon green all over it. I see my belongings at the end of my bed so I quickly open it and pull out my band posters. I pull out my wand from my pant leg and stick the all around my bed with magic. I am completely satisfied when I see all of the walls covered and my side of the room looks awesome.

I sit cross legend on my bed watching draco as he organises his books and places them on a shelf. After watching him do that for what I guess for more than 5 minutes I whine Draco's name and his eyes find my side of the room and go impossibly wider as he sees all of the poster with guys covered in tattoos and war paint and he rolls his eyes as he looks at my face and sees me pouting at him.

"I'm bored" I say with a slight whine.

"the find somthing to do" draco the prat says with a slight joking tone.

My features light up and I quickly run towards my trunk and pull out a deck of muggle playing cards that I stole from dudley that have batman on them.

Before draco can protest I'm pulling him toward my bed so he's sitting cross legged in front of me.

"what do you want?" he asks raising his left eyebrow and I can hear the amused tone in his voice.

"I'm going to teach you how to play cards" I say while shuffling the deck and placing 8 cards in front of each of us.

I spend the rest of the night teaching him how to play games like crazy 8s to games like president and we both end up falling asleep on top of my bed with playing cards covering us