I'm back again and thanks for the review Evanesense, so shall I start? Well the answer suppose to be "of course" XD
How is my life? I don't know when time will bring me onto another world with full of change, every second of my life I always have the same thing I usually do and my friends always get something new instead. I have too much to think of this, all about my life that comparing with anyone else sometimes good and sometimes not good. It's time for my own voice to talk to decide something I really want without lying and I must not let my desire taking over me, I have to let my heart walk on its way in the matter of my soul.
I only got 2 hours of sleep last night, now the lights already shone over my face through the window's glass. Even how tired I am I still can keep doing something in a day; I rub my eyes and sit on my bed for looking around my room first then I wash my face and clean up my self but I didn't say I take a bath yet. I just walk around my garden and while I got nothing to do I try to relax by swinging on a wheel that hung up from an old tree of ours.
"Today, I'm gonna learn something new at least one" I slowly start to swing the wheel back and forth and my hair goes a little flow
"For the first time I'm not attempting to go fight, running around the town doing mindless things or anything in action…" my purplish-pink lips smile, my eyes are calming in a meantime I swung harder but somebody greets me in not the time I want to
"Need a push?" a deep voice spoke, I startled and my swinging begin to slowdown so I look back to find the voice, not the person I expected but it was the guy I met last night in the alley
"You were stalking me last night? What a dirty sly you are!" I glared and grunting while both of my hands gripping the rope hard like it wants to squeeze him like a piece of paper
"Can you replace the word stalk with follow? I just want to know where you live, didn't mean anything dirty at all" the boy answered, his face showing me an innocent one and I can't resist that -_-
"Never mind but please I don't wanna be disturb right now, you can just go anywhere besides here" and again I swing a little continuing to relax but he won't listen to me, he still stood there with that nice and friendly being smile of his
"What do you want?" since I'm easily get impatient so I just directly ask what in the hell he want, then it's done
"Not minding you but if you wanna come with me for a little walk, now it's the time if…you want" Zeke asking me to go with him just for a little walk, I bet he wants a refreshing or something
"As long it's relaxing and refreshing I go with you, I don't want anything happen besides that!" some in a few times I could get pride of myself or proud of being and I don't understand myself in a certain times, I'm not stable
"I'm right behind you, ladies first" he acts really well for such things but unfortunately I'm not a kind of girl who likes to see someone overacting on purpose
"Ugh…" I just groan and get off from my swing, walked passed him and try to ignore everything non-sense during time
We walk out from the area, passing the fields and my mom's flower shop. After we're out of the farm fresh style town/complex we then start to begin a little conversation as you know
"So…your mom is a florist? That's nice" thought he's smiling at me but I ignore it and not smiling back, whoa…bad mood I guess
"Yeah…thanks, maybe if you need something with flowers or posies you can go to my mom's shop" no where else to go but just straight to talk with him, this is only a while what could have been worse?
"I suppose so and I heard that this town is famous by the woofoo warriors, can you show me?" I got numb, my eyes open wide and I bite my lip in concern because knowing my friends always curious if I near a guy, they'll think I'm trying it…oh no they won't
"Hum…maybe next time, I just want to relax now but you can ask someone else" I wrapped my hands behind my back and looking away to the road instead of him
"Why? I already met one here, which is you" wait, he knew already? This guy is really an unsolved puzzle riddle
"You knew?" I just expressing a 'I don't know' face and pretend for being pointless to involving this conversation out off
"I heard from mouth to mouth and clearly from an old friend that I met him days ago, that include the whole woofoo armies…but I didn't know them yet-" Zeke keeps bragging, my eyes just confuse and my pupils grew shrink, when I'm looking forward I saw Lena and Yin are walking to my way then now I'm nervous
"Uh…er…Z-zeke?" my voice trembling and I look white like a ghost, they still talking to each other but I have to get rid of him before they see us
"Is there something wrong? Why the heck you look scared?" he glanced to them and notices something, can this situation gone any worse? I hope not!
"Please do me a favor, you better hide now before they see me and don't show up until I signal you…" I'm pleading so badly; don't want Lena or neither Yin getting into this farther
"Are they friends of yours? Oh…I know that pink bunny somewhere, she's Yin a twin from the blue bunny Yang right? Rumors coming handy sometimes" Zeke knew her but he doesn't know Lena yet and I push him a little to sign him to hide
"Please Zeke, hide I'll explain later about it but now…go hide and pretend not knowing me" I sound really vain, almost near to selfish but there's an exact reason for that so selfish neither vain couldn't describe me right
"Okay" he replied with a little offend I guess, finally at the right time Yin and Lena meet me alone
"Hey Yin, hey Lena, what's up? You guys rarely hang out together" I still nervous and got sweat all over my forehead but I wiped it
"So…do you change your mind? I wish you could come with us to the prom" Lena grinned but her voice got soft and a little disappointed even this already been through
"Yup! We both didn't mean to offend neither irritated you last time, we just want to see you with a guy once because you're the only girl in here who never seem to love your opposite" Yin welded, she has some point that right but I can't tolerate that however just because of my own desire
"Sorry, but I'm not changing my mind guys and maybe next time we can go together, I promised" my hands crossing on my chest and my face stay calm after I forgot about Zeke, don't know where he is but glad he understand my words
"I don't know what you're thinking, but if you want to find a better way…try to feel and listen to what your heart said instead of your desire or self pride" my best friend Lena, some in the times she gave me a useful advice although notice that it hurts me in the inside since I can't take it
"Lena is right, we can't always follow our desire all the time and sometimes we have to be somebody else newer, so what are you doing now?" Yin added more and I'm not an opinion disclaimer so every opinion through my ears I always take its advantage for good
"I…uh…I just walking around try to relax and not try to fight for a day the reason why is because I want to try something new" when I finish my talk I widely grinned and their eyes staring at me in confusion
"Hmm okay? I need to go to the mall with Lena to buy new dresses and ball gowns for the party, see you!" both girls walking away to the mall and I still standing there sigh in relief, then Zeke come out at last
"What was that all about?" the guy curious, I just admit everything especially the date things
"Nothing, only discussing about the prom that held in V-day…you know about it?" I giggled and lose attention to him, my mind going somewhere else but no longer have it come back to realistic
"Oh the prom, I know and I've got the ticket too *wondering* so are you going?" he seems to be happy with it but I'm not, my face frowned in a second
"No, I decide not to come because I don't have a date and I don't want one…and that's why I told you to hide so my friends won't see you with me, they'll think I'm trying to get one, you won't understand such things" my eyes rolled down and I just keep looking at the grey ground on my shadow
"I see…you don't like romance and don't want it yet do you? I know that, but go to the prom for a night with a date doesn't mean have to be a real couple date's-" I cut him off, my gaze turn on him emotionless and my flaming eyes staring back
"Says who? It's useless to find a date who doesn't like each other, it's the same with foe and one thing I also wanna say…I already promise my self to get a guy after my sweet 16th, it's enough for me to feel it" not this again, huh…so tired to keep bragging about this…my promise blah blah blah whatever
"Oh that's too bad, I also don't have a date to go too even I want it but maybe if I got a luck" whoa whoa whoa hang on a sec, is he aiming for something? He's words sound a little familiar or I ever heard it somewhere…hmm…
I think something pop in my mind; I could guess what he means alright! He also acted awkward from the first time we met but now I know
"You? Don't have a date? Is that an option? Even how much I think you're annoying but, not a single girl has asked you? *chuckling*" I usually taunt or tease people if they discussed something silly or just fun to made off, I saw he's blushing back there but he tries to hide it
"Er…anything is p-possible f-fo-for the fa-fact! Are you saying that even the most lame and dorky person who lives here can do better than me?" he stammered and now he glared at me but instead of frowning I just smiled back and my smile showing another taunting
"Well, the proof is right behind you-" when I said that, he looks back and it's true also right on time XD that Coop and Dave are with someone else or with the girls they've asked
"*growling* fine! You win this time, then to proof it I better find one but how about your self? Why is a tomboyish girl like you afraid enough with dating? Is it that necessary to be scared and…pretty tough on the outside but not so sure in the inside" oh no, he said what? It's all backfire on me and I can't let him continue for saying something like that about me, he know nothing!
"Once again you say anything like that to me *mumbling* we'll fight fire against fire" my freaky smirk shows up, man how long I kept it in a while? So much better now I can show it to someone…obviously
"Just admit it Claire, you have dating-phobia before you'd got experienced" ugh! He replied my smirk back with his mischievous face, I hate when someone get over me, I ignore him this time and walk away to the other direction…this is actually frustrating me and not refreshing, he started it first, another sucking day of mine!
"Talking about date to date so may me?" weird tones, is he asking permission on me? That's his thing not mine by the way
"Of course you may, it's your thing…and why are you asking?" I stopped my feet and turn around to face him again but his face remain calm or did I see reddish bubbles on his face?
"I mean with you, since you're the only girl I knew more than anyone here" I guess my suspect was right, he does have something with his weird attitude lately and it's about now he spoke
"Wait, you're expecting me to go with you? Hmm…" I think, I can't choose between yes or no and since I rather have this dating hatred I kind of hesitate
"Well it doesn't matter with the word 'date' in it, just consider that as friends thing like we just hang out" Zeke still blushing a bit but he got the point, date doesn't have to be as couple all the time but it could also be fellowship as we like hang out somewhere…but what will I say about that?
"Let me think…*finger tapping* to tell you the truth I do really want to go to the prom once since I haven't before so…" a speech bubble popping out from my head while I imagining what will happen next after or during the party, but I've been shock by a voice that I know from behind.
Crappy chapter, I know…
So Claire kind of hesitate by Zeke O_o how could this happen? Well don't look at me 'cause I know nothing about XD (lol, how did the creator unknown her own OC's feeling?) so…TTFN 'Ta Ta For Now' :D