Title: The Forgotten Whisper

Note / Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha nor any of the original characters from the manga or anime. I do however own this plot, story and additional characters I may add on. Please enjoy.

Summary:

I wasn't unique or anything. I was just your average sixteen-year-old girl. I wasn't perfect; I had my flaws just like everyone else. I had my "boy problems," I got B's and C's for grads, I wasn't amazing at sports but still good at them, and I couldn't cook that well. Yet even though I wasn't good at singing or dancing, I still did both of them. The only thing about me that was different was that I saw my mother die right in front of me. But like most people, I had someone to help me get over it. I had my rock, my best friend, my savior, my lover... I had him. So with me just being an average teenager, why did this happen to me? Why now? My only mistake in life was falling in love with him and forgetting, for a second, what was real and what wasn't. But was this really the price to pay for losing my way? If it wasn't... then why am I now dead?

Part Three:

Maybe that's what my flaw was all along... listening.

But what teenager or child... or just a human being in general, has ever been good at that?

It was because of me not listening that my mother had died and so did I.

I almost gave up on life more than once. But a song saved my life, literally.

"She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life. Each day she goes on is a day that she's brave, fighting the lie that giving up is the way. Each moment of courage, her own life she saves... When she throws the pills out a hero is made."

I remember when I had first found that song... I had connected so much with it, having cut myself as well.

After losing my mom, I had honestly given up all hope in life.

I would stay up late at night and think to myself, "What's the point of being alive... when the only one that kept you sane, left you all alone?"

Do I still feel this way?

No... I had wanted so badly to know what it was like to die, how painful it was, if you really did see your life flash before your eyes... but you don't.

All you can think of when it's happening is, "Why me? Why is this happening now? I don't really want to die... Please... Don't let me die. I want to live... I really do."

When I had tried killing myself and failed, twice... I had started doing drugs... then I met him.

He was my best friend... and I fell for him... I fell for him hard.

But he wasn't mine to have...

Even when his girlfriend told him to stop talking to me, that I would pull him into the wrong crowd... Inuyasha would never listen.

He would always stick with me, even until the end.

I remember him calling me at two in the morning...

He was calling to tell me that he and his girlfriend had broken up.

She had left him because he wouldn't listen to her about me.

He should have though...

I am exactly everything that she said I was and made me out to be...

May 5th, 2012

"Kagome, come on! We're going to be late!"

Inuyasha said as he waved his friend over.

He moved his head slightly and flipped his bangs from his face.

Smiling, the teenage girl ran towards him before they walked to class together.

On the way there though, trouble began for the teens once again.

"Oh, well if it isn't the little loser."

The friends stopped in front of their classroom door, the boy clenching his fist and the girl looking down at the ground with blank eyes.

"What? No comeback? Cat got your tongue?"

Still, nothing was said. Just a sigh could be heard.

"I see... if you're not going to say anything and just be a roadblock then move."

Kagome was pushed roughly by the taller female who whispered snidely into her ear. Too low for Inuyasha to hear.

"You're such a waste of space, even your own mother couldn't stand to be around you anymore and she just left you here... all... alone..."