«She's pregnant Bell. Clarke is pregnant»
«What? How? »
«Are you seriously asking how? » replied Raven
«Oh my god! Why didn't you tell me? »
«Because she just found out dumbass! »
«I need a minute alone with Bellamy»
So Octavia and Raven walked out of the room and closed the door. I couldn't look in Bellamy's eyes. I was ashamed of myself. I didn't only ruined my life but his too.
«If you don't want to be involved in all this and you want to just back off from this, or even end our relationship, I totally get it»
«What the hell are you talking about? I won't give up on you and this baby. Clarke I love and I'll love this baby too. Why would you think I would give up? »
«I don't know. Maybe because it's the easiest thing to do in this situation»
«Come on Princess, you know me better than that! »
I smiled. I didn't expect him to react this way. I though he'll totally freak out, just like I did and that he wouldn't want to be a father. I know that he practically raised Octavia but imagining Bell with a baby. That just doesn't makes sense. I'll have to get used to that though now. I just can't believe it. I'm having a baby.
«You want to do something today? »
«Not really. I still feel sick»
«Yeah but doing something might take your mind of this baby that makes you feel sick»
«Fine. Let's do something. You choose»
So we finally decided to go for a walk in the woods. So we went and told Octavia and Raven to not wait for us to dinner. So we left Camp Jaha, and we were trying to decide a name for a baby.
«Do you think it's going to be a girl or a boy? » I asked
«Well I would prefer a boy, but if it's a girl it's fine too»
«Well I want a girl»
«We'll see who was right in eight months then»
«I guess we'll see. So what would you like to name it if it would be a boy? »
«Uhm… it's hard. Probably Liam. Yeah, I like Liam»
«What about if it's a girl? »
«Oh my god. Katherine. I really like this name»
«Yeah me too. But I prefer the one that I chose»
«Which is? »
«For a boy, I like Liam so we'll keep that but for a girl, I prefer Marlene»
«Yeah, that's actually really nice. But I prefer Katherine»
«Fine, we'll ask Octavia and Raven which one they like better»
So we went back to the cave and asked the girls which one they liked better.
«Do you prefer for a girl, Marlene or Katherine? »
«Marlene! » said Octavia
«Marlene! It's more unique! If you name her Katherine, well it's boring» replied Raven
«Damn it! Why do you always have to win? »
«Because I'm better than you! And because Marlene is prettier than Katherine! »
«Did you decide how to name it if it's a boy? »
«Yeah, we chose Liam»
So as the weeks went by, I was getting bigger and bigger. I can't even see my toes anymore and I'm in the last month of pregnancy. I'm totally freaking out to the idea of giving birth. Besides, the baby can come any minute, so I'm constantly stressed and I screw up everything I do. At the same moment, an arrow flew by my head. Which made me scream and I recognized the guy that wanted to kill me a few months ago, getting out of his hiding place and coming running towards me. I couldn't do anything else but scream so Bell and Raven came out of the cave running and when they saw that guy, they pulled out their knives and started fighting him. Octavia practically dragged me inside the cave and then I felt it. My water broke.
«Oh my god! I think my water just broke! »
«What? Now? It's really not a good moment Clarke! »
«I didn't choose the moment! »
At the same moment, I felt a huge pain going through my whole body and I started to scream. Octavia got up and went outside of the cave.
«Bell! Clarke's water just broke! She's going to give birth! »
«Right now? It's not a good time! And this guy is pretty strong so I don't know if I can get him off me! »
«Well try harder! Clarke needs you right now and I won't let you not be there for her! »
Just as Bellamy was fighting with the guy, Raven jumped and stabbed him in the head. He was dead. So all three of them ran in the cave, to find Clarke laying on the ground and screaming to death. So Bell went next to her and started talking to her.
«Hey Princess! You can do this! Stay strong! »
I just wanted to die right there. I wanted to give up and stop the pain. But then it wouldn't be fair for Bell and this baby. Besides, I wanted to know if it's a girl or a boy. So I kept screaming and crying. I didn't even know what the hell was going on until I heard someone else cry and then the pain stopped. And I fainted. When I woke up, I saw Bellamy with a baby in his arms. Raven and Octavia where standing next to him and they were talking. I couldn't hear what they were saying and everything was blurry.
«Well looks who's coming back! »
So I forced myself to wake up completely and get back to reality. I was feeling really sick but I still forced myself to talk to them.
«How are you feeling Clarke? »
«Bad. Really bad. I feel really dizzy and I can't move»
«Well you just had a baby so I get it. Do you want to know if it's a girl or a boy? »
I nodded and saw Bellamy coming towards me and putting my baby in my arms.
«Clarke, meet Marlene»
I stared at my daughter, not believing it. She's so beautiful.