Disclaimer: Twilight and all characters are owned by Stephanie Meyer
Chapter 3:
"Anyway, I think its your turn" he implied huskily...
I gasped as his long big fingers crawled down my stomach finally settling between my legs. He began rubbing me through the thin lace, I couldn't help but buck in to his hand, it felt so good, so much better then when I did it but it wasn't enough. I grasped my panties in my left hand and tugged them down my thighs before kicking them off at the foot of the bed. I moved back to Jakes face but he was immobile, frozen like a statue.
"Jake? Are you OK? What's wrong?" It was only then that I realised he's eyes were trained on the small strip of dark hair between my legs.
"Jake?" I blushed. He's head shot up to mine like I had pulled him out of a dream, a grin began to spread across his cheeks, so big it looked like it should hurt. His fingers went back to where I wanted them most, his fingers were long and big and I couldn't help but realise that all of him was this way. His fingers parted my lips as I spread my legs for him, he moved so he was on top of me watching his ministrations while simultaneously watching my expressions. I bit my lip and held back a whimper as his finger slid over my sensitive nub. I was partly embarrassed about how wet I was, what if he thought it was gross? I just couldn't help it, he done this to me, he made me feel this way and the excitement that fluttered in my stomach at the thought of him touching me in anyway was growing stronger. His fingers made quick work of my clit, it was like he knew what he was doing although he said he had never done this before. I let out a loud moan as he inserted one finger inside me. His eyes darting to mine as a smirk grew more pronounce on his beautiful face. Thrusting his finger in and out of me his thumb rubbed my nub continuously.
"Jake... don't stop, so good baby." Both our breaths became laboured, as he inserted another finger.
"Is this OK?" He asked nervously when he had trouble fitting them both inside me. I just nodded silently as the pleasure rolled over me, although my nerves were increasing at the thought of him putting his huge member in me after he could just about fit two fingers.
"Bells" he panted, "so tight and warm." My screams increased as he quickened his movements, his fingers plunging harder and deeper within me.
"Come on Bella, cum for me" he croaked. That was all it took for me to clench around his fingers, I let out a loud scream as my climax took over. My body shivered as my orgasm rolled over my entire body, my toes curled and I threw my head back. I felt him remove his hand from my core as he wiped his fingers on his sheets but I couldn't move. That was the most powerful orgasm I have ever had and Jake, Jacob Black, gave it to me. My chest puffed in quick secessions as my heart pounded deep in my chest. I felt the mattress dip as he laid beside me, wrapping his arm around my naked form.
"Jake that was... amazing, thank you" I blushed, cupping his face in my small palm.
"Believe me, it was my pleasure" he chortled. I let out a little giggle before our eyes connected and suddenly the silence was deafening. The current that was running through my body increased as he's eyes bore in to mine. His face, the picture of seriousness, mixed with love and lust.
"Bella" he rasped as his face inched closer to mine, I sucked in a deep breath as I waited for his lips to touch mine. Closing my eyes, I sought out his soft lips, finding them instantly so close to my face. Our lips moved in synch as I wound my fingers in his short ragged hair. He shifted so he was on top of me, his knees resting between my parted legs, his huge hands encased my wrists and pushed them above my head, pinning me to the bed. I let out a whimper at the restraints, it was surprisingly erotic not being able to move, being ready for whatever Jacob wanted of me. Focusing our eyes on each other once more he flickered his eyes down to his already erect member that was inches away from my core. Obviously hinting at his next move. My breathing hitched as I imagined him inside me and it was then I knew exactly what I wanted.
"Jake..." I whispered, biting on my lip, a nervous habit I could never shake. "Make love to me?" It came out more as a question, even though I knew this is what Jacob wanted. I watched him nod vigorously as he tried to suppress the eager grin that was pulling at the corner of his lips. He lowered himself on top of me, resting on his forearms.
"Jake" I panicked. His attention shifted from our increasingly close bodies to my face, his expression the picture of questioning. "Condom?" I choked out as a blush filled my cheeks.
"Oh! Shit yeah hang on..." I smirked at the fact that Jake was flustered, I never thought that was possible. He slid his hands from mine and leant over to rummage through the top drawer of his bedside cabinet. I could hear him mumbling profanities as he struggled to find what he was looking for. "I swear I had some.." he muttered to himself.
"Planning this were you?" I snickered, raising an eyebrow.
"No!" He shouted "no, no I... I..." he stuttered. I let out a loud laugh at his reaction.
"It's OK Jake, it's just... we can't do this without a..."
"I know! Shit, I know!" He paused, looking deep in thought. "Give me a sec!" He burst, jumping up and sprinting from the room taking his cut off's with him. I lay there not really knowing what I was supposed to do, the house was quiet and I wondered what he was doing.
"Jake?" I shouted. No answer. "Jake?" I shouted again, worry lacing my tone. I went to get up but was greeted by Jacob racing back in to the room, condom in hand. Placing it in his teeth he quickly unbuttoned his pants, dropping them to the floor, before sliding back under the sheet. He lay back next to me as he ripped the foil packet open and slid the condom on in one motion.
"Impatient are we?" I giggled.
"I have been waiting years for this moment Isabella Swan" he smirked, climbing back on top of me. "Your sure?" He checked once more, I could detect the hint of worry in his voice that I would say no.
"Absolutely" I declared cupping his face with one hand and wrapping my other arm around his broad shoulders. He nodded and let out a gush of air before his grabbed his member lining it up with my centre and with that he slowly began to push forward. He hissed as I surrounded him but I couldn't help but gasp at the feeling. I felt myself stretching to accommodate his massive size and I winced in pain. His eyes shot open and searched my face.
"Bella? Are you okay?" I nodded, squeezing my eyes shut. "Bella, if its too much...?"
"No it's bearable just give me a second."
"I'm sorry baby" he apologised, nuzzling his face in my neck. I let out a deep breath before thrusting my hips to meet his, a silent signal to continue. He immediately understood and started moving his hips to meet mine. My breath hitched as my eyes met with his, I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms held tightly to his neck. His pace increased as I let out a moan. The pain was subsiding and it was starting to feel good. Really good. He grunted in my ear, his breaths becoming laboured, his left hand gripped my thigh as he pounded in to me.
"Bella, Jesus, so tight!" He howled. I recognised the tightening in my stomach immediately. I heard that your first time was not suppose to be pleasurable at all but this felt amazing, Jake was amazing. I gripped his broad shoulders, my legs secured around his muscular waist as I dug my heels harder against his firm behind. There was something so masculine about him, everything about him screamed man and not boy. My groans turned in to high pitched grunts as he drove his huge member in to me over and over, his pace increasing, his thrusts becoming harder and broken as his own pleasure began to overtake him.
"Bella, I'm sorry I can't... hold out!" He breathed.
"It's OK I'm close, so close!" I moaned. With those words Jake quickly moved his hand to circle my sensitive nub once more, rubbing hard and fast. It was too much and took me over the edge with him. As I clamped down around him, I felt him shake above me.
"Fuck bells!" He roared, his frantic movements slowing down as he released. His arms holding him up, began to shake before he collapsed on top of me in exhaustion. Our sweaty bodies lay tangled together, neither of us wanting to move. I don't know if it was exhaustion or we were just to content where we were. It wasn't until my air supply started to run out I realised we had to move.
"Jake" I whimpered as I pushed his expansive chest. I just got a grunt in response, I knew he was as comfortable as me, well as me a couple of minutes ago, but he had to move if he didn't want me to suffocate. "Jake" I whined "Can't breath!"
"Oh shit sorry bells!" He spluttered his form rising above mine as I sucked in a much needed breath. The rush of oxygen to my lungs instantly relieved my constricted chest. As he held huge form above me I smiled lazily in a way only pure pleasure could conjure. He let out a little chuckle at my relaxed expression before nuzzling his face in the crook of my neck. I laid there as he placed chaste kisses down my throat before moving back up and continuing to my ear. Without realising what I was saying the words fell from my lips before I had time to stop them.
"I love you" I whispered. I felt his whole form freeze before slowly pulling back to look at my face.
"What?" He spluttered.
"I... err..." My face turned crimson as my words sunk in. I had just told Jake I loved him and I realised in that moment that I meant it. A breath whooshed from my lips as I took the meaning of that in. I loved Jake! Of course I did, how did I not see it before? I had just asked him to make LOVE to me, how was I so blind? At that moment Edwards face appeared behind my eyes and a stabbing pain shot through my entire body. Edward. Of course I still loved him, there was no way I could deny it but as a I lay here with Jake, his body encased around my own, I realised that my love for Edward was no longer an all powerful blazing fire that consumed my entire being, it was more a flickering heat imprisoned in a corner of my heart. He wasn't coming back, I had to move on, I had a life and I wasn't going to waste it on someone who never loved me back. Jacob was my future, he was kind, loving, caring and loyal. He made me feel like a beautiful princess and a sexy temptress all at the same time. I loved Jacob black.
"Bella..." his husky voice brought me back to the present. "Don't say it unless you mean it..." He uttered with a hint of pain lacing his tone. I turned my whole attention to the beautiful man above me, searching his eyes for the answer to his pain. He didn't believe I meant it and that hurt me in return but I realised he had every reason to doubt me. I had never shown romantic feelings for him before and even though we had just shared an intimate act of love, I think he believed that for me it was just sex, but he wasn't going to turn that chance down. I knew I had to convince him of my new found knowledge and explain to him why I let him make love to me, because it was always him! It should have been him, but Edward just delayed our union.
"Jake!" I whimpered "I mean it, I love you, I don't know how I didn't see it before, I love you!" I whined. A breathtaking smile spread over his beautiful face before he captured lips in his. His hands gripped my head, holding me to him for dear life. I reciprocated enthusiastically, throwing myself in to the deep kiss. Our bodies melted together once more as his arms wrapped around my waist, hooking my leg around his hip I pushed against him. He got the hint and flipped over on to his back taking me with him, my legs straddling his waist. Wrapping my arms around his neck he sat up and griped on to my backside. I felt him harden between my thighs once more. I smirked in to the kiss as we rolled over once more and we started where we left off.
Hey guys, sorry it took so long, I have been in holiday and got stuck in Germany so I have been really busy catching up with everything! Soooo sorry! I have decided to do an epilogue for this one so hopefully should be up soon. Hope you liked it, please review, I need your feedback to make the stories better for you to read :)
