I've become so numb
'Blair?'
Serena had only seen Blair drunk a few times
But never as drunk
Serena didn't expect to find her in a bar when she returned home
Her early return was mostly out of guilt
After 2 nights she was dying from it
Sure she told Nate it was because she needed to get some things
And return soon after but
She just needed to check on her best friend
Hoping to see Blair
The bitch
Not the drunk
So you can understand her surprise walking into a bar and seeing her best friend giving a guy a lap dance.
Blair didn't give lap dances.
That was Serena's sort of thing
She stood in shock for a minute
All she wanted was a drink
And what she got was a drunken best friend
After a minute Blair spotted her
'Serena!' She squealed jumping of the random guys lap
Getting boos in return from him and the crowd watching
'Blair,' She says grabbing her friend before she fell.
'What are you doing here?' She asks
'Oh, nothing,' she giggles. 'Just having some fun.' Winking at a random guy, she replies
'Oh yeah giving a guy a lap dance, fun.'
'Come on lets do shots!' She sequels trying to drag her best friend to the bar
'No,' Serena argued trying to stop being pulled.
'Please?' Blair pouted.
Normally Serena couldn't say no to Blair pout
But this time she had to
'Blair, time to go home,' she commands
'No,' Blair tries to pull away
Serena knows better then to let her go.
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You're an island and my ship is running ground
Serena could only wonder how many times Blair had did this for her
Without any complaints
Because it was what best friends did for each other
Blair would have been a fun drunk
If she didn't look so broken
Normally Serena would have cut loose with her
But tonight wasn't about Serena
It was about Blair
The girl she had clung to her
For the whole cab ride
She had some how convinced the driver to turn on the radio
Singing the whole ride home
Well at least to the hotel
Serena didn't want to leave her alone
In that big empty house
So she had brought her to her home
Once they had made it to her bedroom Blair had remembered something
'Doesn't Chuck live next door?' Blair asked sitting on Serena's bed her eyes fluttering around
'Shit.' Serena spoke.
It was too late to go to Blair's
They would just have to stay very quiet
But with a drunk Blair that turned out to be very difficult
'I'm hungry,' Blair whined playing with Serena's hair
The one she longed to have
The light golden locks
Scrimmaging through her purse Serena pulled up a second best
'Want a tick tack?'
By that time Blair was already on the phone
'Yes.' She sounded exhausted. 'Pancakes, lots!' she squeals.
'Please.' She whined into the phone. 'No I want it now!' She pouted managing to keep the phone out of Serena's reach
'I'll make it worth you're while,' She says seductively into the phone.
Serena gasps at that
Blair would never
Would she?
Obviously this wasn't her best friend.
No it was
Just the drunken one
She really needed to repay Blair some way
For taking care of her all those nights
She just hoped it wouldn't be returning the same favor
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'Sis.' She heard as she opened the door only to find him standing there
'Ordering pancakes?' He says with a smirk on his face. 'Some one trying to sober up?'
'Is he cute?' He heard a voice on the other side of the door.
He visibly tensed
This didn't go unnoticed by Serena whose eyebrow arched in suspision
'Cause if I have to make it worth his while for pancakes….' She says cutting off once she saw who was outside.
Immediately sobering up turning to her best friend
'What's he doing here?' Serena asks still standing in front of her best friend
Trying to guard her from the thing that is Chuck Bass
And what that thing does to her
'I think you forgot that it is my hotel sis.' He smirks at a fuming Serena. 'If you two were going to have a party you might of let me get rid of my guest'
It takes no time for Serena's hand to reach it's destination
His face
He realizes his mistake at that moment.
But a Bass doesn't show emotion
But maybe he did when it came to a Waldorf
'Ouch sis.' He says raising his hand to his burning check.
Serena pushes Blair inside who is still in shock
She gently closes the door before pushing Chuck up to the wall.
'Stay. Away. From. Blair.' She hisses.
Serena isn't afraid of Chuck
Maybe Chuck is a little afraid of Serena
But only when it comes to Blair
He tries to make a strike back but he nods a little but Serena knows
Because they were the same
Were
'Grow up Chuck.' She says before realizing her hold on him.
'Take care of her.' He says knowing Serena will do just that.
'I will.' A silent agreement
Chuck stays away
Serena fixes her
'I loved him.' He hears a sob before leaving
Hoping Serena can fix it.
'I loved you.' He hears before seeing a glass fly by and shatter in front of him.
He turns around to see Serena holding a sobbing Blair
'I fucking loved you!' She says taking the vase from the cart and chucking it at him.
It breaks into a hundred pieces in front of him.
Serena sends him a glare before winning the fight with Blair and dragging her inside
In front of him he can only see the shattered pieces.
Because he sees the same thing in Blair's face
And even though Serena wants to
Even though he wants her too
She can't
Even though Blair doesn't want him too
She needs him too
And they both know it