I stood there for a second looking at the back of his head. I didnt know what to say to him I didnt know how react, so I just stood there. I dont know how long I lost track of time. After a few minutes though I finally took a deep breath and went to tap him on the shoulder. "Dont touch me. Dont you dare touch me."

"Edward I am sorry, I cant express how sorry I am." For a second he just stood there. He finally turned around. I could see the hurt and confusion on his face, it nearly broke my heart.

"You left seven years ago, and forever I couldnt think of why. We were happy I thought. We had plans to make a life together. Seven years ago I would have never thought that it was because you were pregnant with my baby." He took a deep breath. "But now seven years later here you are with a seven year old boy that is my son."

"Edward."

"No let me speak. You took my choice away from me and threw out the window, you didnt even tell me, let me know what was going on with you. That week before you just vanished you were acting so weird, I knew something was up. Everyone thought I was paranoid. Then you were gone. Your parents didnt know where you went, no one did. You kept my child from me Isabella, you kept a part of me away." We stood there forever as tears streemed down my face. He took another deep breath. "You broke me, you destroyed me Bella. I didnt know what to do with myself for a very long time."

"I didnt know what to do Edward, I was eighteen years old I was scared. On top of that I had to think about how this would have hurt your goals and dreams. Edward you wanted to go to Harvard and become a doctor. I couldnt let me being pregnant ruin that. I loved you so much, I couldnt let your high school girl friend ruin your life no matter if we planned a life together. I didnt know if we would ever actually do that." He stared at with wide eyes and his mouth open.

"Are you being serious right now? I mean honestly being serious? You didnt know what to do? High school girl friend? Ruin my goals and dreams? I thought you were so much smarter than that! You took my choices away from me, you didnt even let me turn you down if i wanted to! Now you come here for what exactly?"

"Gabriel wanted to meet his family. He wanted to know his grandparents, to meet the father I didnt allow him to know. I know I messed up Edward, but dont hurt Gabriel because of my mistake. I want him to know you to have a father. Thats all I am asking from you." He looked at me for a second then picked his jacket from the groud put it on and started to walk.

"He is my son, of course I wouldnt hurt him because his mother is so stupid. I will have him this weekend." Then he walked off leaving me in the meadow. I sat down in the grass jsut breaking down. I didnt know what I was going to do. The man I have loved for my entire life hated me. Of course I knew thats how it would be. But I think deep down I was hoping he would be here waiting for me with open arms. Of course that was a stupid thought.

I pulled myself together walked to my car and headed back to the Cullens. I pulled up to the drive way and headed for the door. I walked in hearing laughing and screaming. I smiled and headed for the living room where I assumed everyone was at. I paused at the doorway and watched the Cullens play with my son. I smiled to myself until I caught Alices eye. She said something to Gabe then jumped and walked over to me.

"How did it go?" She whispered. I sighed. "That bad huh?"

"I guess I was so stupid to think that I could come back and him be waiting for me with open arms. I dont blame him for being so angry with me. But that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt." she nodded her head and wrapped an arm around.

"He will get over it Bells."

"No I dont think he will Ali, you should have seen and heard how angry he was. I've never seen him like this before." She sighed.

"Just let him cool off things will be fine, he just needs a few days." I nooded maybe she was right. She took my hand and walked me into the room. I came to sit by Gabe and smiled as everyone included me in their game of uno. We use to play this every friday night after we had dinner, it was a Cullen Swan tradition.

I couldnt help but think of all the things I lost leaving like I did. Seven years of so many memories I could have had, had I not been so stupid. After a few more games we said good bye to the Cullens and headed back to my parents place.

"Mom Uncle Emmett is so awesome! He wants to take me out to meet his friends on the reservation tomorrow!" Gabe said as we walked up the stairs to our bedroom.

"Sounds like an awesome plan! I am going to check out the spot for my book store tomorrow so I guess you can go while I am doing that." He smiled up at me. "Go get your PJs on." He ran to the bed where both our bags sat and started to go through it. "So, did you enjoy your birthday?"

"Yes best birthday ever! Grandma Esme said she and Alice were going to throw me a party this weekend." I smiled of course they did. "And Grandpa Charlie said he wanted to get me a fishing pole for my birthday!"

"Wow, thats awesome. I guess you dont want my present then." I looked at me as I held out his big box. He ran to me and snatched it out of my hand. He tore all the paper off and just sat there for a second then looked up at me then back to the gift. "Do you like it?"

"Mom you got me a computer!" He said excitedly.

"Yea, well I figured you needed for projects and what not. Plus to keep in touch with your friends back in Arizona." He put the computer down and came to hug me.

"Your the best mom in the world!" He said squeezing me. I couldnt help but laugh.

"Thanks kiddo, your a pretty awesome son." He let me go and ran back to his computer taking it out of the box, boosting it up and playing around with it. Thats something he also got from his father his knack of electronics. "Alright, it sounds like you have a long day ahead of you tomorrow, so its time for bed." He huffed and puffed but finally put his gift away jumped into bed next me and fell asleep.

Tomorrow is going to be a new day, where we start our lives here in Forks surounded with family who loved us and welcomed us with open arms. Tomorrow was also the day I would start to make Edward Cullen fall back in love with me. Screw his fience. Or so I thought.

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