We walk back to camp in silence exchanging looks now and again. It wasn't an awkward silence it was a calm silence. I could feel the wind blow past me up into the trees which were swaying gently back and forth. when we reached the gates we stood for a second preparing ourselves for the drama and the stress within. "Craig" Bellamy shouts hoping that Craig would open the gates, he popped his head over the top then opened it with 3 other helpers. As we walked in it was a difference atmosphere then what it was when we left and that's when Bel and I knew there was something people knew and it wasn't good. we first went to the weapon keepers to see if there was anything wrong there.
"Max!" I shout from the outside of the store and within seconds max appears from inside
"we have a problem" he says holding his clipboard "We have two weapons missing and we know who has them" He slows down at the end and looks at Bellamy
"and... who are they?" He says
"Octavia and Lincoln" there was a pause "yesterday morning they took out two weapons and said they would be back for tea, it says here they were going out to hunt" He stops waiting for a reaction from both of us, I look up at Bellamy and he has completely zoned out but max carries on knowing I'm still listening "now look, I not saying they took the food but with the weapons gone and them, I doubt its a coincidence"
"what about any other weapons?" I ask taking the clipboard and looking through the sheets of paper
"just you two took some out today and your back but apart from that we have them all except the two from O and Lincoln"
I hand back the clipboard and our weapons "thank you Max" I say as I pull Bellamy away to his tent
"why would they do this" he says slowly "I trusted them, she's my sister" I help him sit in the chair "I should've known she was a grounder"
"hey look, we don't know the story, maybe they haven't gone to the grounders"
"where else would they go and need that much food though like we worked so hard for all that" he puts his head in his hands
"I need to talk to them" I say not really sure how my plan is going to turn out
"talk to who" Bellamy looks up looking for some sort of hope
"the grounders"
"are you fucking crazy" Bellamy stands up in shock "you will die or something will happen to you"
"well if I stay here and do nothing we are all going to die"
"Clarke" he steps forward and puts his hands on my shoulders "I cant loose you, not know"
"I have to go, see if we can get some food or even become allies so we don't have to worry about them attacking us"
"at least let me come with you"
"we need someone here to keep everything going"
"Raven can do that, she has done that before and she was great"
"I know but its going to be a long time Bel" I give him a hug and of course he hugs back
"guys" Monty bursts through the tent which makes us both jump "I'm sorry but you have to come see this" he says with a massive smile on his face and runs out the tent back to the technicians tent and we obviously follow. when we get to the tent Raven is sitting in front of the broken radio which doesn't look that broken anymore
"we fixed it" Monty says with his smile from ear to ear. I walk over to it
"so like we can talk with the ark"
"yes" raven says turning it on which makes a crackling sound "hello, any body there. we are the 100 trying to reach the ark, hello?" no body answers and Monty's smile fades and we keep trying and trying till we are about to give up when we hear a voice from the other side
"hello?" raven says as fast as she could
"hello, Is this the 100 on ground" the voice says very crackly and weak "you were too late"
"what do you mean we are too late" Bellamy buts in
"we are all dying here" you could hear him try and get a gasp of air "i'm sorry"
we all stay silent, not really wanting the voice to be real
"Where is my mum, I'm Clarke" I say getting an awful worry feeling in my stomach. there was some rustling coming from the radio and then my Mums voice
"Clarke" she says so weakly which breaks my heart
"mum" I say my voice breaking as I'm about to be in tears
"I'm sorry darling, there is only 9 of us left breathing and it wont be for long, all of you got to keep going strong and create and community and start a new life"
"but you cant die, its okay to breathe here its safe" I say not giving up
"I know, but that's why you guys cant screw it up again, make earth a place where humans can live once again"
"I'm sorry Mum" I say
there was no answer
"mum?" still no answer
"mum!" I shout louder
"MUM" I scream into the radio and I cant hold back the tears any more and I feel Bellamy taking me away
"Nooo!" I scream wanting to wait at the radio to see if there is an answer, I look at Monty who also has tears falling down his face along with raven
my vision is so blurred I'm not quite sure where Bellamy is taking me but probably a tent, when we reach the tent he lets go of me and I collapse to the ground and I cant help but cry. Bellamy joins me on the ground and gives me a hug and doesn't say anything.
"they are all gone" I say with my head at his chest
"I know, I know" he says while stroking my hair
"I cant do this without her. I need my Mum"
Bellamy continues to say nothing and just hugs me but I like it like that.
Time goes past, I'm not sure how much but it pasted. When I was ready I got up and went out the tent. As soon as I did I regretted it. I saw people grieving, people weren't at their posts and most had tears streaming down their faces. I walked trough the camp looking at the people who wouldn't look up from the ground or the people who just stared into open space, the people who even had the slightest bit of hope lost and the people who lost their families. Now. Now we are on our own. with no one.
"Raven, you okay" I ask as I walk into the tent and raven has not moved and inch since the radio went silent, she looked at me and her eyes were red and poofy "its gunna be okay" I say as I make my way over to her "we will get through this together" I say slowly as I give her a hug and when I do I'm glad cause she needed one.