Based on a true story.

… Being sick sucks. Sorry I've been gone, I'm not gonna give you any excuses, but I haven't been well. I'm so sorry.

Thanks for the reviews.

I hope this chapter explains a little more of what's going on.

I don't own Twilight … only in my dreams *sigh*

EPOV

"Thanks." I said to the cab driver handing him a hefty tip. I stepped out of the cab, and slowly walked toward the—my school. I walked toward a dully colored sign, pointing out the way toward the main building. As I toddled into the building I passed a vibrant mural, of several students. Maybe this school wouldn't be that bad, it can't be much different from my old school, even if it was a private all boy's school. My parents believed woman, would be a distraction, but I was prepared. I knew everything there was to know about the female anatomy. I took an after school course a few years ago; I believe they called it "Pink Parts". Plus I knew enough from my mother to keep my away during their pre-menstrual cycle. I didn't think it would ever come in handy, but I guess it was better to learn then, than now.

All of a sudden someone bumped into me, pulling me out of my thoughts. I turned to look at him and stopped in my tracks. "Holy shit." I said staring at his now scowling face. But that's not what shocked me; every part of his face had a piercing or some type of fiery or skull tattoo.

"You staring at something?" he asked flexing his muscles for affect, silently telling me to back off. I quickly looked him, up and down. He looked like an oversized bag full of meat. Is that normal?

"Not at all," I said putting my hands up in defense. "Just looking for the main office...?" I said like a question, hoping for some help.

He just chuckled and walked by towards the parking lot. Confused, I kept walking until I came by double, oak doors. I slowly wandered into the unfamiliar pleasantly friendly room, there were several posters, scattered around the room, encouraging reading, helping the environment, and other multi-colored ones that's subject's were questionable. I walked up to the unnaturally sand colored, faux wood desk. There was a name plate on the desk that read, Ms. Cope. "Hello? Ms. Cope?" I called, leaning slightly over the desk searching for assistance.

"One minute, I'll be right with you!" A woman called from, what looked to be a faculty lounge. I waited a few minutes a heavyset woman emerged from the lounge. "May I help you?" She asked perching herself on the seat behind the desk, smiling courteously.

"Yes, I'm new. My name's Edward Mason, I was told to come here to get a map of the school."

"Yes! You're the new boy, from Alaska, right?" She said enthusiastically. I nodded smiling politely. She shuffled some files before handing me a paper, of what I could only guess was a hand drawn map of the school. I quickly looked over it; four buildings, over a hundred rooms in each building, and one parking lot. Ugh… They can't possibly need so many rooms. I thought worriedly to myself.

Ms. Cope must have seen my worried expression, because she asked, "Don't worry, you'll feel right at home in no time." I nodded doubtingly.

"Thanks." I said before walking out of the office. When I reached the front doors I took out my schedule. AP Calculus – Mr. Anderson –Room 3)309B. Room: 3)309B. I reread it a few times trying to figure out the system they used. Room 3)309B. I walked toward the first hallway I saw. 617. I looked down the next hall across from it, Room 239. I groaned, this was going to take all day. I started wandering down the second hall, peeking through the windows. After looking through a few classrooms I finally gave up.

I began just walking aimlessly staring at the patterns on the ground. I stopped when I saw the shape of my best friend, Marcus's face in the dull colored tiles. I looked up, tired of torturing myself and pulled out the map again. The longer I looked at it the more it looked like gibberish to me. I studied it, looking for something that resembled my schedule. I was so lost. Maybe I could go back to the office…but Ms. Cope was probably busy. I squinted at the map trying to separate the rooms, when I felt someone tap my shoulder. "Excuse me? Do you need help?" Someone whispered. Finally, maybe this would be easier now.

"Yeah, could you tell me where AP Calculus is?" I asked looking at a smudge on the papers. I looked up to see the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She had smooth silk hair and a pale delicate face. I wanted to reach out and stroke her face, to see if it felt as smooth as it looked. Were all girls like this? Maybe this public school wouldn't be so bad. Then I realized she had been talking I quickly tried to listen to everything she was saying.

"… but I'm not sure." She finished. I shouldn't have, but I continued looking down her. First to her long smooth neck where a necklace hung gently lowering itself to her upper body. My eyes traveled down, where her hair grazed the top of her shirt. Where her shirt began there were two round, soft, breasts. I shivered slightly, looking down a bit more; I see her long hairless legs, smooth and soft. She looked so fragile, like with any mishandle she would break into a million pieces. I looked back up her body where her breasts where strained against her tight little shirt…I shook my head, clearing it.

"I'm sorry I didn't catch your name." She said innocently, interrupting my ogling. Oh God. While she was trying to be helpful I just stood there and undressed her with my eyes. If my mother saw me she would be disappointed. I disrespected the sweetest girl, I've ever met. I had to be the gentleman my parents raised me to be.

"I'm sorry. That was rude of me." I said, hoping she'd forgive me for my slip up. I felt like a little kid being scolded by their parents. But then she giggled. It sounded like bells ringing, but what else could I expect from an angel? Next she reached up and pulled my head up so I was looking her in the eyes. She looked so beautiful and carefree, like the world around her didn't matter. I looked back at the ground counting the tiles as I spoke. "My name is Edward Mason. I'm new here." She looked at me again, her forehead wrinkling. I wanted to smooth out her worries and make her feel safe.

Then she said something that surprised me, "Do you know an Alice Cullen?" Yes! Maybe I could find her now. Maybe this beautiful creature knew her too.

"My cousin? Do you know her?" I asked in a rush. Too surprised to even try and be polite.

"So your Alice's cousin! She did say you were adorable." She said winking at me. Do girls actually wink? I thought they just did that in movies. And at me, she was winking and flirting with me. I smiled shyly at the ground like I did when people complemented me when I was five. Then all of a sudden she I felt her on me, hugging me. I tried to stay calm, and just feel the smoothness of her skin, he feel of her breasts pushed up against me. I stopped breathing. Then as soon as she started, she stopped; the heat of her delicate body, with her. She smiled at me, as if she just hadn't made me completely frazzled. Then she did the strangest thing, she apologized. 'It's okay.' I wanted to tell her, 'You just made this entire trip worth it.' "It looked like you were having a rough day." She said, while her now rosy pink cheeks were flushed with innocent embarrassment. She was so cute, the perfect girl blush and all. I smiled hoping she was close with Alice, so I could see much more of her.

"It's alright you've been more than helpful…?" I asked, implying for her to fill in with her name.

"Bella. My name's Bella." Mmm… Bella, beautiful in Italian; the perfect name for her although I could never tell her that; I didn't want her to think I was some 'horndog' as Alice once called it.

"Well you've been very helpful Bella." I told her honestly, while taking one last look at her.

"I have? How? By scaring you half to death?" She said sarcastically, if she only knew how helpful she was, she would help me find my cousin, and I had the chance to talk to a beautiful, normal Public School student. I looked down at her, about argue but her hand was on my arm, drawing light little designs. "But I promise to make it up to you…" She finished, while still running her hand up my arm to my neck, and lightly brushing over my ear. Maybe she wasn't so innocent. I made some weird foreign noise, and then I heard a distant ringing. And she was gone. I tried shaking my head out of the dream like state I was in. I tried to slow my breathing down, and felt a weird pulsing in lower region.

I walked to the nearest restroom I could find. When I was in the safe confinement of the lavatory I placed my books next to the sink and looked in the mirror. My face was slightly redder than normal with small sweat droplets on my forehead. I splashed some cold water on my face and dried it thoroughly. I shook my head again, still feeling dazed. "Focus." I said aloud, leaning on the sink. I could feel the blood pulsing through me, I banged the faucet frustrated. "She's just a girl." I rubbed the back of my neck, and grabbed my books walking out room. I looked around and then down at my map again, trying to focus on finding my next class. But I couldn't help my mind from wandering back to Bella. Her soft skin, her beautiful blush, her enchanting laugh; she was exquisite. I walked over to the vending machine by the office and bought a water bottle. I took a swig, and turning back to the map. I let out a gust of air; I searched the paper, but gave up when I couldn't see anything but Bella. Dejected, I sat down on the chairs in front of the office, and put my face in my hands, waiting for a miracle.

I thought about just leaving, but I didn't want to worry Alice, or upset Esme or Carlisle. So I just waited. I could wait a few more hours, if I didn't go crazy first. Maybe I could even ask which room I should go to… but I didn't want to disturb the secretary. I sighed and finally, just closed my eyes and waited for the day to end.

It felt like hours had passed, until I felt someone tap me. I jumped surprised, only to see the subject of my thoughts. "Did you find your class?" Bella asked. I shook my head, she told me I didn't look well. I looked down, God, even she can notice something's wrong. I tried to inconspicuously rub my forehead making sure I wasn't sweating.

"I've been wandering around for the entire second period." I lied smoothly, no need to tell her I had just been thinking about her for the past hour, instead of getting an education. "I don't know how I'll make it through the rest of the day." I said mostly to myself.

"You know I can get us out of it…maybe we can pick up Alice, and catch a movie…? She's dying to see you." She wanted to skip? The maybe not-so-innocent-girl of my dreams? How was I supposed to spend two hours with her, when I can't even think clearly from just ten minutes?

"But I have to get to my classes." I said trying to think of anything, that would get me out of two hours of torturous goodness. She furrowed her little eyebrows, confused for a second.

"You've never skipped?" I shook my head; there had never been a need to. All my friends were at school. Her eyes were still confused, and she was biting her precious glossed bottom lip. I felt the now familiar pulsing in my manhood. There is no way I could ever spend time with her…alone, well kind of alone… in the dark.

I stuck with my original excuse, telling her how important an education is, and how I have to stay. I thought it was a pretty good reason, but then she giggled. Again. I was having trouble thinking clearly, and she was giggling. She walked behind me, I thought she was going to leave, but then I felt her little hands rubbing my neck, she said something I didn't quite catch, but I was too busy trying to get away from her. Please listen to me, I silently begged. "Bella, please; school is very important to me, if I want to follow in my father's footsteps, and become a lawyer I have to get perfect grades." I said unconvincingly, I didn't even believe me anymore, I was just trying to focus on anything but how she looked when she licked her wet, slightly pouting lips.

"Edward… come on; I promise everything will be okay. If I get Alice out will you join us? You don't have to come, but I'll tell you now it won't affect your 'high tech plan'." She tried bargaining, dang it, maybe this excuse had a few flaws. But Alice would never cut class; she had to be the 'role model' in this.

So I was confident in my decision when I said I might go, if Alice did. "Sounds good to me. Stay here, relax, I'll be right back. But really give yourself a break, your way too tense, everything will be fine." I mentally rolled my eyes. It may be fine for I mentally rolled my eyes. It may be fine for you, but you're testing my self control. I thought. But instead of heading in to the office, she plucked a pile of gray cloth from her bag and bent over, sticking her behind out to me just enough to see her undergarments, but where there should have been underwear there was nothing but sweet silky skin. My breathing was rough, as the pulsing got worse, and I felt a strange strain in my pants. I looked back to her; she was raising her top more. Take it off, one half of me- the less gentleman-y silently begged. But she just left it on, she smoothed it out, and turned to look at me, I'm not sure what my expression was, but she said, "I'll explain later." I nodded, she better explain later, I looked at the ground, too embarrassed to look at her now, but all I was her creamy round backside. I felt my hands shaking and put them on the armrest, trying to calm my nerves.

After a few minutes of unsuccessful calming Bella popped out of the office, "Ta da!"

I looked at her confused, "How?" Well, I would have said yes if I saw her doe eyes staring at me, I thought. But Alice too? She wasn't even here.

"It's a gift." She said showing off just a bit. "So are you coming too?" HA! I almost laughed out loud, after a saw her in all her bare bottom glory. Impossible.

In the middle of me declining the offer I heard Alice's 'Oh my God' shriek. I turned to see her running as fast as she could down the hall, in her cute little yellow sun dress. I caught her in both my arms and hugged her tightly. "I missed you." She whispered into me.

"Missed you too." I said smiling, just having her with me felt so right. It felt like home again.

"So I hope you and Bella have been getting along well?"

"Well…she's very intimidating."I told her honestly.

"Be nice!" Alice scolded.

"I've been pretty polite." I defended.

"Ugh! Grandparents polite! Be confident, trust me she's pretty harmless." Harmless. That was the last thing she was.

"Alice…"

"Oh!" Alice said interrupting me. "I see you met my best friend, Bella." She gestured toward the floor where she was picking up my books I dropped. Confident. Well here goes nothing.

"Yes, she was very helpful." I said trying to wink like she had to me, I'm sure I looked idiotic. But it took her a moment to answer.

"Um…yes. Well, I tried at least." She said confused, maybe I pulled it off better than I thought. I straitened up more.

"Nonsense your were very…welcoming." I praised her, my mind going back to when she rubbed my neck… But while I was busy having my little moment I missed what happened between Alice and Bella.

But soon Alice was livid. "You didn't." she said.

"Alice, it's not-" Bella tried to answer, but I wanted to know what was going on.

"She didn't what, Alice?" I asked, but before she could answer Mrs. Cope pulled her back into the office. She asked me for a pass, and I decided I would go, I wanted to spend time with my cousin. I turned to Bella who looked guilty, I knew something was wrong. Maybe she had a boyfriend already and just like messing with guys. Through all my anger, I felt a slight pang of sadness. She was just messing with me. "Now explain." I said crossing my arms.

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