Author's Note: PARTY TIME FOR LOGAN! Okay so this is the first time I've had writers block this bad so I am begging those who will review to leave not only suggestions for how I can improve my writing skills but also on what you would like to see happen in the next chapter. The only thing you may not suggest is Logan, and James gets together. I have already decided it's a little too early in the story for that. Well that all love you all my readers- Always CrazyMary01 (Yeah I'm still trying to find a way to sign my author's notes.)

Chapter Three

To say that leaving my homework behind to get spiffed up for the party was hard is a major understatement. I really didn't want to go to the party for two reasons. Number one it was completely obvious Dak Zevon had the hugest crush on me. That's not as much as a problem. However I had no feelings towards him what so ever. Not only that but I was the only other openly gay kid at South High.

Number two which may be completely obvious to everyone is that James would be there, and god only knows how sexy James will looked now that he has a reason to look his best. After all he will be single on the prowl for someone to take home tonight no doubt. Another thing is seeing James hitting on another girl might just kill me.

However I couldn't back out I had promised James I would go, and I couldn't just not show up. Not only that but I really didn't want Zevon under the impression that I was madly in love with him, and kissing me tomorrow. It was that thought that pushed me out the door and into my car to drive to this not so awesome to me party.

When I got to the door the party was already in full swing. There was loud music drunk dancing, and no doubt that a couple of girls' drinks had already been spiked by some dudes hoping to get lucky tonight. I decided to push my way through the crowd.

"Hey who invited the fag?" Someone yelled. I recognized the voice as Jimmy Lee's from my first hour class, and from the morning announcements that were broadcast every morning. I heard James' voice after that,

"Excuse me Jimmy I didn't quite hear you?" I turned my head towards the scene. I saw James with anger in his eyes.

"Umm well I just meant-"

"What. That gay kids can't party. I'll have you know Logan is best partier I know. So if you would take your comment back it would be much appreciated. Oh wait you can't. Can you?" Before Jimmy could even get a word out James' fist connected with his jaw. Suddenly he bent beside him. I could still hear his words.

"You're lucky I was in a good mood tonight Jimmy or else you probably would've gotten much worse than a punch to the face." It was true James could do a lot worse. He never took it lightly when someone insulted his friends, and family, He was walking over to me.

"So you actually came?" He told me and smiled. I took my chance then to look over his outfit. He looked absolutely sexy. He still had his signature skinny jeans but he had traded his leather jacket for his lucky white V-neck proving that he was true to his word and broke up with Lenzie.

He always wore his lucky white V-neck after a brake up. Most of the time in hopes with a hook up with one of the cheer leading squad or dance team members. So far his lucky shirt has not failed him once with that. At least that I've heard.

"Yeah I did. Not like I wanted to though,"

"Come on Logie I have someone that I want you to meet," He pulled my hand through the crowd to a couch towards the back where Dak Zevon was apparently waiting for me.

"Hey Dak have you met Logan." He said and walked away.

"Hey Dak as you probably guessed I'm Logan."

"And as you probably guessed I'm Dak." He smiled. He had a very cute smile, and I would have to be blind to say I didn't find the guy mildly attractive. However he did nothing to my emotions like James did. He didn't even have one hundredth of the affect James had on me.

"So I hear this your party."

"Then you've heard right, So Logan what brings you here?" He started blushing. No doubt finally realizing I was actually talking to him.

"Well James invited me." I said,

"Oh James. God that boy's looks is to die for don't you think."

"Yeah you're telling me" I said.

"To tell the truth I may have more than a secret crush on the guy. To bad he's not gay." I started blushing.

"Hey you like him don't you."

"Maybe a little."

"You want me to help you get your mind off of him?"

"What do you mean?" He laughed a little then started moving towards me. Little by little. That's when our lips connected. God he was a horrible kisser. It was just making me think about James even more. His tongue was suddenly pushing its way past my lips. He moved into a position where he was straddling my lap. Why wasn't I stopping this?

I pulled away from him, and pushed him back a little.

"Um I have to pee." Was the first thing that came to my head.

"Alright" he said then moved his lips to my ear. "Hurry back sexy." I pushed him off me and walked away from him. I may have only been here five minutes but I was ready to get the hell out of there. I started walking through the crowd to find James and when I finally did I wish I would've stayed right where I was. He was sucking face with Melissa Carry. I felt tears come to my eyes, and I had to remind myself that once again I could never have him because once again I remembered he was as straight as a toothpick.

I don't know what suddenly came over me, but the next thing I knew I was grabbing the shot out of the guy who was next to me's hand. And swung it down. It hurt like hell but I didn't care. I had to find a way to numb the pain.

James' P.O.V

The girl who was dancing and sucking face with started to grind against me. It was sad that I had to think about Logan's ass grinding against my pelvis just get the erection I currently had in my pants. If only I could tell him how bad I wanted him. Maybe I could've in the eighth grade. But definitely not now. Especially if he was probably sucking face with Zevon.

"Want to take this up stairs." The girl whispered in my ear. I was about to reply with something extremely flirty and seductive but then my phone buzzed in my pocket.

"Hold on to that though babe,:" I said and smiled. I'd had a text

Dude u should see this. Ur gay friend is totally drunk and dancing on the living room table.

What did he mean Logan was drunk. Logan has always been straight edge.

"Um sorry babe. I may have to skip out maybe latter." I said and ran away to find the one I truly wanted to be with. When I got into the living room I saw a bunch of people crowding around the table. Then to see my Logan dancing drunken (But still very productive) on the table.

"Logan get down from there I am taking you home now." I said pulling him off the table.

"But Jamsey." He said with a hiccup. "I wwaaann-na stay." His words were slurred and he barely was able to walk in a straight line.

"Exactly how much did you drink?" I asked. He fell against me and I guess that answered my question. "Come on Logan I'm goanna take you home." I dragged him out the house and into my car. I never expected Logan to be exactly like a little kid when he was drunk. Then again I never really expected to see Logan drunk at all.

When we came to his house I pulled him into his room and shut the door.

"Finally all alone." Logan said all a sudden he began kissing my neck. And was crawling up to my lips. I turned my head. So he would get my cheek. If we ever meant to have a first kiss I didn't want it to be like this. I pushed him on his bed.

"Get some sleep Logie. I can tell you're goanna need a lot of it to avoid the hangover."

"Okay. Night Jamsey I love you." If it wasn't for the fact he were drunk, and wouldn't remember anything tomorrow I would've walked right over there and kissed him.

Author's Note: So what'd you think? Remember I am taking suggestions for the next chapter except for them getting together- Love you all CrazyMary01