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Feel free to ask any questions about the story because I know the story line might be a confusing. The story of Sabra's past will become known in chapters soon to come

Guess what!! DON'T OWN TWILIGHT

You think that you know

but you don't know

You think that you have

but you've been had

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Chains in the mind

They cripple and they bind

make me deaf, make you blind

keep us both confined

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Sabra POV

For the next week being the coward I am, I didn't go to school and Ben didn't push me. I wasn't sure why but I couldn't bring myself to face him.I really didn't want to go school I hated being on my own I would rather just spend time and home with my brother.

Still, Ben spent a lot of time researching so I spent most of the time on my own, It's moments like those when I wish that I could go and find comfort in my mother's embrace. She hated me though. The last time I saw her she told me to leave and never come back. I often think back to that night and wonder if it didn't happen would I still be there and happy. But really I knew that I would never have been happy.

It's the past it doesn't matter.

I was lying to myself when I said that it did matter to me I carry the guilt of knowing it was me who split apart our family but till this day I have never regretted what I did.

I shook my head trying to think of better things and then I decided to do the only thing that could make me feel better and that was shopping. Plus I did have to go and pick some bits and pieces for the house. It wasn't too late I could get home and make dinner by 8 right because that's when Ben gets home.

I quickly decided to go to Port Angeles I've heard they have a decent sized mall. We only had one car between Ben and I so i had to take the bus. After an hour of travel on a small cramped bus with a farting fat man and no open windows I arrived at Port Angeles. Thank god.

I picked some things for dinner some books for myself and was on my way to the shoe shop when I felt. Lust hit me like a wrecking ball but also fear I walked in that direction and .I could feel the emotions it was like a roller coaster there was lust, fear excitement and Pain. The barrier I build to stop my emotions to take over collapse and I am sprinting in an unhuman speed. I could hear voices "Hey girl don't worry it'll be fun" and "Aww don't be like that" and other taunting comments. I heard a yelp of pain they had pushed her to the ground and kicked her in the stomach.

I felt the anger course through me and I saw red I dropped my bags and ran to stop them. They were out near the warehouses and no one else was around. I got there as they pushed her to the ground. I "hey!" I yelled and they turned to me

"Oh we got another one who wants to join". Oh no he didn't. I dived towards him punched him in the face and heard a satifisying snap He dropped to the ground in pain clutching at his head the other three were slowly creeping towards me they obviously didn't know who they were messing with. I was so mad but it felt good when I let it free I could feel every emotion that went through their heads they were connected to me and I had control. If I wanted I could make them lose their minds or show them the worst pain they could ever feel and I was fully prepared to show them.

But then I looked at the woman who was watching horrified, that stopped me in my tracks it was like someone had thrown a bucket of ice cold water on me. I had to get her out of here and unless I wanted to be the one to murder these men I had to get out to.

I ran over to her "can you walk?"

"No my ankle." She panted. I did have some kind of freaky super strength but since I was smaller than her I think it would be a bit weird if I picked her up.

"Here." I put out my hand helped her up.

The men had ran away like the pussy's they are but I didn't want them to come back. I draped her arm over my shoulder and she leaned on me as we limped to safety. We soon got back to the busy part of town I sat her down at a bench.

"Are you alright" I asked concerned she must be pretty shook up.

I hadn't actually took a good look at her face but know I did she was really quite beautiful except for the scars than ran down the side of her face, from the looks of it an animal attack.

"Yes,I think so" she sounded unsure.

"Do you need to go to the hospital?"I asked.

"No I just need to see Sam." She said desperately. Sam? Boyfriend maybe?

"What's your name?" i asked.

"Emily."

"Okay My name is Sabra and how about we get you home and we will contact Sam. How does that sound?"She nodded.

"Okay do you have a car?" I questioned.

"Yes it's over at the parking lot over there" she pointed to across the road.

"Well how about you give me the keys you're in no condition to drive and you can give me directions."I explained calmly. She was still quite shaken I was worried she might be going into shock.

We hopped in the car and I drove her home thankfully she lived in La Push and Ben wouldn't have to drive far to pick me up.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and handed to her.

"Do you know Sam's number?"I asked.

"He'll be working but I can call Billy's house and he'll get him" she told me.

"Hello Billy" she said and her voice broke at the end.

I could hear him on the other line. "What's wrong Emily?" answered a concerned gravelly voice.

"Can you get Sam and tell him to come to the house now please" she said.

"I'll send one of the boys out." He answered.

"Okay I'll be home soon" she hung up quickly and turned and gave me a watery smile.

"I never got to say Thank you. I don't know what would have happened if you hadn't of came when you did" she told me her voice full of gratitude.

"It's fine. Those guys were defiantly on something, lucky my brother taught me self defence. But I am really glad that you're not hurt."I replied sincerely. I added the thing about drugs and self defence hoping to explain how I beat up a group of like four guys. I was really glad that I got there when I did Emily's are really nice person it radiates in her aura I can see she's very caring motherly and wise.

I quickly called Ben

"Hello?"

"Hey Ben I just called to tell you I went out shopping this afternoon and there was a little er.. trouble but it's fine I might just be a bit late home I'll explain everything when I get home Kay?"

"Is everything alright?" he asked concerned "Do you need me to pick you up?"

"I'm fine don't worry I'm just helping my friend get a ride home."

"Okay then but I want a full explanation when you get home"

"Yaya" I replied.

"Who was that?" she asked.

"My big brother I just thought I'd call him to tell him where I was"

"Oh there it is" she pointed to the house with the picket fence and a beautiful garden.

I pulled in and helped her to the couch and ordered her to stay there while I went to the kitchen to get ice for an Ice pack I came back and handed it to her as she lightly pressed it against her ankle.

The door was suddenly open and a group of large men walked into the room the one in front had only eyes for Emily.

As soon as she saw him she burst out into tears "What Happened?" he asked panicked. While grabbing her in a giant bear hug and hugging her tight by then the other group of four boys had crowded around.

"I-I_he _- they" she was having trouble putting together coherent sentence so I answered for her.

"A group of men were trying to um- attack her I found her and we got out of their quick smart" I rushed the explanation and he looked murderously angry and he started to shake as well as the other one in the corner when I looked directly at him I realised it was the one who was concerned for me the other day.

"Where are they I'll kill them" Sam growled. His anger was quickly turning into my anger

I started to shake .Stay calm Sabra I ordered myself.

The man who helped put a calming hand on my shoulder. I felt they calm spread through me never had I felt so calm.

"Are you okay, are you hurt " his eyes bore into mine

"I'm fine it was just a big day ,But Emily sprained an ankle I think you get it checked out "I told them.

"I think I need to go, Emily I'll leave you with my number please call me if you need anything" I started to walk out the door.

"Wait up." It was the deep husky voice that plagued my dreams , that ordered.

I turn to face him,

"Do you need a ride?" he asked.

"Yeah that would be good, thanks" he smiled widely. We jumped in his car and I gave him directions.

"You haven't been at school all week" he observed.

"Yeah I had a cold but I'm better now." I lied.

"So Sabra, will you be at school tomorrow?" I loved the way he said my name. Oh god what was I thinking.

"U-uh yes I think so" I stumbled. "Wait how do you know my name?"

"I met your brother Ben" he explained.

"You know my name and I don't know yours?" I told him

"Paul" he answered.

"Paul" I whispered to myself. It sounded so right.

"Just down that road" I pointed to my house at the end of the street. We pulled into the drive way and Ben came out the front door .

"Thanks for the ride home" I said.

"its okay" he answered smiling. Ben stood in front of us.

"It's Paul right?" Ben asked Icily.

"Yes it is." he replied still looking at me and his feelings still intense like the other Ben however was protective. Ben wasn't exactly small but Paul huge and I couldn't definitely tell who would win .Paul auras radiated strength, but I found it funny with my gifts my 5'5 frame could beat both their asses.

"Thank you for bringing my sister home and you can leave now." He told him rudely.

"Ben." I warned, don't need anyone getting all protective of me plus Paul was a nice guy and deserved to be treated politely. "Well thanks again, Paul. I guess I'll see you at school tomorrow. I told him.

"Goodbye Sabra" he smiled.

"Night, Paul" I smiled back, his smile was contagious ........and hot.

He hopped back into his car and drove away.

"What was that about" Ben demanded.

"Nothing, it was nothing" I said and rolled my eyes it was kind of funny when he plays protective big brother.

"Didn't look like it you guys were all like staring into each other's eyes, made me want to gag." He told me. What a romantic.

"He was just being nice I helped a woman who was going to be attacked some guys and he gave me a ride back to home" I explained.

He turned serious "Did you kill them? Did she see anything?"

"No they are not dead, I just got her out of there she didn't see anything too suspicious."I told him quietly. I wanted to kill them and I would of if not for Emily being there. It was not the first murder I would have commited.

"You're so calm" he said slightly amazed. Normally when I lose my temper I'm a wreck a dangerous murderous wreck.

"Well I just got her away I didn't stay to fight. She was so scared ,I know how it felt to be in her position" I explained quietly.

"I'm sorry Sabra" he pulled me into a hug.

"It's fine, I think I just need to sleep."I starting walking up the stairs.

"Love you sabe." He called up the stairs.

"Love you too." I called back.

I jumped into a pair of comfortable pyjamas pants and a old football jersey. I climbed into my warm bed and feel asleep quickly.

"Come here sweetie" he ordered softly, but his eyes sparkled dangerously with mischief.

I had trouble finding my voice "N-no"

He grabbed me by my hair and towards him and I yelped in pain and started to cry he was strong and I couldn't fight away from him.

I was so weak. "You will do as I say" he whispered menacingly. That sent shivers down my spine. And all my mind could think was Save me, Save me. But suddenly I wasn't in his arms anymore I was in the arms of my saviour. It was Paul.

I woke up with a jump nearly falling out of my bed. That was a strange dream it was similar to a dream I have had thousands of times but this time I was saved and even stranger it was by Paul.

"Paul" I whispered smiling and quickly fell asleep dreaming about him.

So TA – DA.

Sorry I always have heaps of mistakes in my writing I know but hopefully you still like it.

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