A/N: Well here it is. The Second chapter!!!!! Its late right now, so a lot of this chapter is fueled by energy drinks and driven by Blue October and My Chemical Romance. So I really don't know what it is going to be like. Thanks for all the reviews. It really make writing this a lot easier. So keep them coming. And like always I do not own South of Nowhere or any of the characters. (do I really have to do this every chapter)
Spencer got out of the car and looked at Ashley, who was looking at her. They stood there looking at each other for what seemed like hours. All the time thoughts were flying through both there minds.
'God Ashley looks like crap, but she is still so beautiful.'
'Damn, Spencer looks good. Strawberry, I can smell her perfume even from here.'
'What am I doing here? I don't know what to say. What if she says that she thinks I was right and we should not be together? Wait isn't that what you want? Yes it is...I think. God she is beautiful.'
'I don't know what to say. Why did I ask her here? What am I going to say to get her back? But she said the she loves me. Maybe I should say that she is right and we should not be together. Then maybe we can be friends. I miss her and just need to be with her.'
'Maybe we can be friends again, cus I do miss her. Yeah thats a good idea. We can be friends. I can do that, I think.'
'But can we really be just friends? I have to try. I will let her decide what we do, just like Aiden said.'
"I miss you," Ashley finally said aloud.
"Me to," Spencer said back.
They walked towards each other. When they got to each other they threw there arms around each other in a hug.
"You look like crap." Spencer said laughing.
"Thanks, you don't look bad your self," Ashley said back, "So how you doing?"
"I'm...I'm doing goo...bad," Spencer said hesitantly.
"Good, me to." Ashley said with a laugh.
An awkward silence fell over them. Nether one knew what to say next. They just looked into each other eyes.
"Look," Spencer said breaking the silence. "I was ..."
"Wait," Ashley said cutting her off. "I have to say something, and if I don't say it now I don't know if I will be able to. So please don't interrupt me." She paused a couple of seconds to let it sink in and to think of how to go on. "You were tight you can't live a lie."
'No I was wrong. I can,' Spencer thought to her self.
"I love you no matter what, and if you don't want to be with me I will respect that. But I would really like to still be your friend. I don't think that I can live with out you entirely. I will leave it up to you. If you want to never see me again, I will leave and you will never have to see my face again. If that is what you want, that is what I will do."
"I don't want you to leave. I just don't know how we can just be friends after all that has happened between us?" Spencer asked.
"I don't know. But we can at least try."
Spencer did not say anything. 'This is what I want right? To be friends, right?" She thought to her self.
"Spencer?" Ashley asked. "Spencer?"
"I...I...I can't," Spencer started to say.
"Oh," Ashely sounded hurt. "I guess..."
"Would you let me finish," Spencer said. "I can't live my life with out you. I need to be with you. The last three months have been the worst time of my life. I love you, but I don't know if I can ever be your...girlfriend again. But I do want to be your friend again. We will see how thing go from there, but slowly, very slowly."
"Really?" Ashley said with a smile.
"Yeah, really."
"Hey come over to my place. My mom is gone for the weekend. We will be alone, and I promise I will not try anything. Just friends."
"No," Spencer said taking the smile right off of Ashley's face. "Come over to my place. My parents are gone to some, marriage counseling thing."
Ashley smiled and hugged Spencer like there was no tomorrow. For all Ashley cared there could be no tomorrow. She was happy, she was finally with Spencer again and thats all that matters.
"And yes," Spencer said breaking the hug, "Just friends, best friends
"Wait, He really didn't do that did he?" Ashley asked laughing.
Ashley and Spencer were sitting on Spencer's bed. They had changed into pajamas. Spencer was wearing a pink pair of sweats and a baby blue shirt. Ashley just had on a over sized shit, which was Spencer's.
"Yeah, once that news got around school, he came up to me and asked me out," Spencer said. "like I was really going to."
"Guys can be so stupid sometimes," Ashley said.
"So...um...how many girls did you sleep with since then?" Spencer said getting very serious.
Ashley look at Spencer, a little hurt that she would even ask something like that. She was about to respond and tell her that there was no one else, when an idea popped into her head.
"I don't know. I lost count after I hit ten," Ashley said with a smile on her face.
"Shut up," Spencer yelled and threw a pillow at her. "I want names and addresses of all of them."
"Why what are you going to do?"
"Kill them. All of them," Spencer said with an evil laugh.
"A little jealous are we?"
"Damn right I am," Spencer said in a serious tone.
"Don't worry," Ashley said, "there was no one else."
"Oh, I knew that," Spencer said in a matter-of-fact tone. "I just wanted to see what you would say."
"Is that so?"
"Well yeah. Once you have the best," Spencer pointed at her self, "why bother with the rest."
"You got that right," Ashley said pulling Spencer towards her. She shoved her down on the bed and got on top of her and started to tickle her all over her body.
Okay, I give. You win. Please stop," Spencer yelled in between her laughing.
Ashley stopped but did not get off of her. She reached down and moved a stand of hair out of Spencer's eyes. She then stared into her eyes. They were both lost in there own little world. They did not care about anything. Just where they were at the moment.
"What is she doing here?" A voice said from the doorway.
Both Spencer and Ashley were knocked out of there daze. They looked over to see who was at the door. It was Glen.
"What are you doing? I thought that you were done with this bitch. You have a boyfriend now, remember. You were starting to live a normal life again. With out her." He said.
Boyfriend, the word hit Ashley like a lead brick. 'Boyfriend, how could she do this to me? She said that she loved me. We are going to get back together. She cant have a boyfriend. Why would she lie?'
"Get out of my room you ass. He is not my boyfriend anymore, and Ashley is not a bitch! Now get out of here," Spencer yelled at him.
"Whatever," Glen said and left her room slamming the door on his way out.
Ashley, who was still on top of Spencer, got off of her and got off the bed. She walked to where her clothes were. She grabbed her pants and began to put them on.
"What are you doing? Let me explain," Spencer begged.
"Explain what? That you have a boyfriend? There nothing to explain." Ashley said as she took of Spencer's over sized shirt and threw it at her. She grabbed her shirt and put it on. She searched for her shoes, but could not find them.
"Looking for these?" Spencer said holding up Ashley shoes.
"Give them back, now" Ashley said in a low voice.
"Why so you can leave? No, not until you let me explain." Spencer pause to let Ashley say something, but she didn't. "Yes, I did have a boyfriend. Not anymore though I ended it two weeks ago."
"Who was it?" Ashley asked.
"Some one from Glen's team. He set me up on a blind date with him. It was about a month after we broke up. Look it didn't mean anything."
"Did you sleep with him?"
"What?"
"Did...you...sleep...with...him?" Ashley said through clenched teeth.
"Yes," She said looking down at the ground.
"What were not going to tell me about this?"
"No I was. Just not right now. I don't know, I thought that I would just tell you sometime and it would be no big deal." Spencer said in a quiet voice.
"No big deal. No big deal. This is a huge deal. You sleep with a guy, a guy.."
"We were not together. So what does it matter." Spencer yelled.
"Oh I get it. It's okay for you to be a slut, but not for me." Ashley yelled, regretting it as soon as it came out of her mouth.
Spencer just looked at her with a hurt look. Did she really just say that, she thought to her self. Tears began to form in her eyes.
"Look Spence, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." Ashley said.
"I just wanted to be normal," Spencer said crying. " I just wanted my parents to stop fighting. I thought that if I had a boyfriend that would make things better between them. He kept pressuring me about it. If I was going to have a boyfriend I might as well do it right. Thats what I thought. So I sleep with him. After words I came home and cried for hours. I hated it, I wanted you to be there to hold me, but you weren't. I begged Aiden not to tell you. I knew that it would kill you. Can you ever forgive me? I'm sorry."
Ashley just stood there looking at Spencer with a look of shock on her face while she spoke. She sat down next to Spencer and put her arm around her, putting her head on her shoulder.
"No it is me that is sorry. I should not have acted like that. You had every right to have another relationship with someone else," she said in a soothing voice.
"There is one more thing," Spencer said.
"What is it?" Ashley asked.
Spencer took a deep breath. "I think that I'm pregnant."
Stay tuned for the nest exciting installment. Same website, same story. Don't you just love cliff hangers. I know I sure do :-) So tell me what you think. REVIEW!!! PLEASE!!!. The next chapter is not going to be up as quick as the last two have been. Haven't even started it yet. But I promise it will be up soon and remember REVIEW!
