Zexion's turn. Xigbar is next. Please review and spread the love. I don't own Kingdom Hearts.

The bastard, I thought, rubbing my raw throat where the fake Riku had had his own hand only moments before. The fake was gone now, and so was the loose cannon, Axel. If only Xemnas knew…if only he knew Axel was going to betray them all. Then again, so was I. We aren't meant to live, no matter how badly Xemnas wants us to be human and have hearts; it just isn't right.

Monsters can't be human.

But Demyx, maybe things would be okay for him. After all, out of all of us, he seems more…human. What he feels, can't be just something fake. Me thought, I know what I feel are echoes of sins, sinful emotions that monsters aren't allowed to have.

My energy is slipping through my fingers, just like the black wisps of smoke that are rising off my body, the only physical sign that I am fading, dying, disappearing; there are countless words to describe something so horrible. Why do things work out this way? Why does anything happen?

I can't believe I'm sounding like Demyx now, jumping around everywhere. In my last moments, I suppose, I am trying to cram in all the thoughts I haven't had the time to think yet. Pathetic…