Hello mina-san. This is Mi-chan! I finally got the next chapter up. Thanks to all the lovely lovely people who favourited my story (huge encouragement) and the people who put it on story alert. Arigatou! Aishiteru!

Here is the next installment: I…love Ryuzaki? WHAT??!!??


Light stared into the textbook, completely not seeing it. For the first time in his life as a born genius, he is utterly confused and disturbed.

His new Shinigami, Greed, whom he had met yesterday, was floating beside him. Light had practically ignored him. But it was fine with Greed because he was well-entertained by watching Light crumble and self-destruct mentally.

Light's thoughts were processing far too fast for the Shinigami to completely understand. All Greed knew was that Light was completely distraught, logic and curses intermixed. Light was trying to come up with a win-win situation. But it wasn't working. He was getting more and more fed up by the minute.

But getting fed up and confused wasn't the thing that bothered Light most, it was fear. The looming sense of fear that weighed him down into the abyss of darkness for the first time in his 19 years of life.

Fear of L, Ryuzaki knowing, fear of losing everything, fear of being rejected by society, fear of… Ryuzaki this… Ryuzaki that..

Wait a minute, why on earth is Ryuzaki's name coming up again and again. Light mentally scolded himself. But despite scolding himself, Ryuzaki's name weighed over his mind.

Light should just get Ryuzaki's name, kill him with the death note and be the god of the new world! ………right?

"You'll be the only bastard left" Greet said, mimicking Ryuk, Light's former Shinigami. Thump thump. Only one? Alone? Light ignored Greed but a new sense of fear was rising up in him, choking him inside out. It was the fear of losing Ryuzaki.

Damn it. Light shook his head, trying to get rid of the last thought that came to mind. This is all to weird. Ryuzaki is Light's enemy, arch enemy………. Right?

Franatically reasoning with himself wasn't doing anything for Light. Everywhere Light tried, he hit a dead end.

"Light-kun is preoccupied." Ryuzaki commented during lunchbreak after morning lessons were over. After observing Light since last night where Light had a nightmare and this morning where Light drank Ryuzaki's extremely extremely sweet cup of tea, it didn't even take a genius to know something was wrong.

At Ryuzaki's interruption, Light momentarily snapped out of his self mental debate and condemnation. He turned to face Ryuzaki, towards the source of the voice. A bad choice.

Ryuzaki had been surveying Light's facial expressions up close, trying to determine what Light as thinking. As Light turned, their faces wre so close together that their noses almost touched.

Ryuzaki's deep and hollow eyes looked into Light's honey-brown ones. A feeling of attraction caused Light unable to turn away from that black, charcoal eyes. Ryuzaki's pinkish lips open in a small open 'O', looking at him, x-raying him.

Subconsciously, Light raised his hands about to clasp Ryuzaki's face and pull him into a kiss. Suddenly realizing what he was about to do, he jumped back in hot embarrassment. Colour flooded his cheeks, tainting it a rosy pink blush. Greed snickered, earning himself a murderous stare from Light.

He is a guy! Light mentally slapped himself.

"83%" Ryuzaki said, 'make it 85% by the murderous look just now." Light groaned inwardly. He was only 4% the day before. He had dropped that much hint for the detective already? "What are you talking about, Ryuzaki? Your test marks?' Light acted dumb.

"Kira percentage. You know that too Light-kun" Ryuzaki said, whispering to Light's ears. Another blush on the teen's face.

"yeah yeah." Light replied, tried to sound nonchalant. Though he was really panicking now. Shit what should I do, what should I say???? Light screamed inside.

"What would you like?" the stall lady asked, interrupting their conversation, saving Light. "Set A please." Light replied, not even knowing what was set A. He smiled his wide, charming smile. Flustered, the stall lady went to prepare his meal.

"You're in love with Ryuzaki." Greed said. 'aren't you?" Light froze. He fought the desperate urge to slap Greed.

As though 'Kira' wasn't enough to frustrate Light, now comes another…. L-o-v-e

At that thought, a string of unrecognizable curses erupted in Light's mind.



ohohoh. Finally light realises he loves Ryuzaki,
a good thing?
no way.
double the trouble
double the pain
poor Light kun is really in for a harsh ride.

please review. PLEASE. xD

Next chapter: The decision-L Lawliet.
How did Light find out L's real name?
Is Light going to kill L?
his first lover?
Or will Light kill himself, to save L?

get ready for the ride of you lifetime, light!

deprived of reviews,
Mi