"Yes, we have. We decided we will be...Keeping the baby" I smiled, after last night I started to warmed up to the fact that I was gonna be a mom.I looked around the room and Esme and my mom had huge smiles on there faces. Carlisle looked happy, but not quite which is understandable. Edward's expression though amazed me.. he looked so proud and happy.
" Well I'm happy for you kids. Now Bella I need to lay down, lift your shirt up and lower your pants to your hip bone." Carlisle turned to the ultrasound equitment, turning it all on, and setting it up. I decided to wear yoga pants because my told me it would be easier for when we went to the doctors.
"Alright Bella, first I'm gonna measure your uterus to see what its measuring at for weeks and then i'm the ultrasound, I'm also gonna use the warm gel on your stomach so don't worry it won't be cold."Carlisle knew how much I hated cold things. He put the gel on my stomach and he was right, it was warm. He moved the ultrasound wand around my lower abdomine spreeding the gel. All of a suddenly a wooshing sound filled the room, and a small little baby showed up on the screen. It was so little. I looked at my mom and Esme and they were both smiling and crying. I looked back at the screen and saw the side view of the baby. Carlisle was doing measurements on the baby.
"Well Bella your uterus is measuring at twevle weeks, but the baby is a little small its measuring about a week behind, but its weight looks good and it looks very and the heart beat is 167 which is a nice strong heartbeat right there. You're due date should be March 2nd 2012, I'll print out copies for everyone, and extra just in case. I'm also gonna get you a dvd of the ultrasound. Congrats Bella" Carlise kissed my forhead and printed out the pictures. He handed the pictures to Edward and he looked amazed.
"Thank you Carlisle" I smiled. He handed me towel to wipe to gel off handed my mom the pictures and her and Esme were cooing over the pictures. I grabbed Edwards hand and he squeezed my hand.
"I'll have the dvd ready for you when I get out of work, I'll give it to your dad when we leave for the maraners game." I smiled at Carlisle and whispered thank you. Esme handed me the pictures. I touched the pictures and it was really starting to hit me that this was true. I handed the pictures to Carlisle and he looked confused.
"Can you give these to my father too? I have to go run some errands."Carlisle nodded. We all got out of the office, and everyone said there goodbyes. Esme and my mom left in Esme's car and me and Edward took his.
"So where are we off to my love?" Edward asked well he opened the door for me. I got in and kissed him on the cheek to thank him.
"Well I'm quite hungry, and Dr. Clearwater told me I was really underweight...so I think we should go to burger king, I've been craving since last night ." Edward shut my door and he quickly made his way to the other side of the car.
"Sounds good, but do you think maybe we could um go pick things out for the baby too? I know you hate shopping, but I kinda wanna see if there are things that we like for the nursery , we don't have to buy anything yet?" Edward was already wanting to get things for it. I wanted to wait to find things for till I figured out if we were gonna get an appartment or stay with our family. Me and Edward talked about possibly getting an appartment as soon as possible last night.
"Well I thought we were gonna wait but I guess we can." I smiled at him and he start pull out of the parking stomach started to growl and I felt super hungry, I'm so glad there was a burger kind Forks, I have a feeling I'll be craving a lot. We got to burger king in less then five minutes.
"Do you want to just go threw the drive threw?or eat inside?" Edward asked.
"What ever you think we should do, would it be easier if we just went threw the drive threw? So we can go to Port Angles sooner? " I suggusted to him. I really wanted to get back to the house as soon as possible, because my stomach kinda hurt, Carlisle said it was normal because its my muscles streching from the baby, he said because I was so small that I would feel it more.
"Sure, What would you like?" Edward smiled my favorite crocked smile.
"Oh my gosh I'm gonna sound like such a fat kid, but can I get a whopper, and a small fries? Oh and a small onion rings"Edward started laughing. I grabbed my wallet and handed him a twenty and he just pushed my hand away. That boy never lets me pay for anything.
"Welcome to Burger King, What can I get you? "
"Um could I get two whoppers, with cheese , two large fries, two large onion rings, and two sprites."I looked at Edward surprised, I whispered ' I don't need a large' and he laughed and whispered back ' well you're feeding for two now'.I just rolled my eyes.
"Is that all?" The voice from box interupted us.
"Um could I also get two large chicken fries,That's all."I'm seriously gonna kill him. He's making me feel like a fat reached over and put his hand on my barely noticable bumb, and started to rub circles.
"Your total is fifteen , sixty-seven. Please drive up to the first window."
"Edward why did you get so much, I can't eat all of that."he just laughed, I swear he's gonna make me a fat pregnant women..
"Bella, the doctor said you were underweight, it's not good. You don't need to eat all but if you get hungry later you can eat the rest, Bella I just want you and the baby to be healthy."He was right. He pulled up to the first window and got out his wallet.
"Fifteen , sixty-seven." The boy at the window said, and Edward hand him the cash.
"Keep the change."He smiled at Edward and thanked him. He drove up to the second window and got our food. Edward handed me the bags and I handed him his burger and dumped the onion rings and dumped the fries in bag and the onion rings in the other, i folded the bags so we could easily reach in the bag. He opened up the middle concil and placed the bags in there so they wouldn't fall over when he was handed me my box of chicken fries. We pulled into Forks Park, so Edward could eat a little bit before he started driving ate in silence, I was kinda shocked how hungry I was, I finish my burger and chicken fries way before Edward did, and I start snacking on the fries and onion rings.
"I told you , you would eat almost all of it." Edward laughed , I stuck my tounge out at him and he leaned over and kissed my lips, he started to get into the kiss but I pulled away. He looked confused.
"I have burger breath." He laughed and reached over me to the glove box and handed me a couple tic-tacs and he took some for him self too. He turned the car on and drove out of the parking lot. Edward reached over and held my hand. He drove in silence. It was nice and quite, I looked out the wind and watch the trees go by. I started to feel really sleepy.
"Bella wake up, We're here love" I wiped my eyes and saw Edward , he had my door open holding his hand out for me.I unbuckled and took his hand.
"I'm so sorry I fell asleep on you."I felt awful that I fell asleep , I'm always awake when people are driving.
"It's fine love, you need all the rest you can get now. "He leaned towards me and kissed me as I got out of the car. I truly loved him,he was such a gentlemen I can't want to see what he will be like when he is a father, He's gonna be a great dad. I pulled away from his kiss and we walked hand in hand to the mall entrence. The first store I saw was a Carters baby store and I instently pulled Edward in there.
"I thought we were gonna just look at furniture for the nursery?"Edward asked confused. He's right though,But I just really wanted to look at baby clothes.
"I know , but look how cute this little dress is! And how cute this sweater vest is!" Edward started to bust out laughing at my excitement.
"Bella we don't find out what we're having for another six weeks, Why don't we go look at gender neutral clothes?" Edward took my hand to the other end of the store, and we both looked around. I grabbed a cute little green and yellow bathrobe with a hood that had frog on it and there were wash clothes with ducks and frogs attached to the hanger. I'm getting it!
"Edward?"
"Yeah?" He said walking towards me.
"Do you like this?"I showed him the bathrobe and he smiled and nodded.
"What about these duck onesies?"Edward held up a set of three onsies I nodded. We made our way to check out, and I convinced Edward to let me pay for left carters and walked around the mall holding hands. Edward pulled me into some high end baby store to look at cribs.
"Edward I like this one, Its a nice dark cherry wood."Edward rapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder.
"I like it too love."He kissed my neck and we left the store we decided it was to soon to get furniture, because we don't know if anything will happen. Its was even way to soon to get clothes.
"Hey Bella, why don't we go get scrap book, so we can document the pregnancy."He looked down at me and I nodded.
"Edward, are you still gonna love me when I'm fat and have stretchmarks?"He looked down at me and he looked hurt. He pulled me to bench in mall and sat me down.
"Isabella Marie Swan, I will always love you no matter what,Bella you're absultly beautiful. You're my best friend and girlfriend, I can't imagine not loving you." Edward kissed my cheek, an we got back up and started walking again till we got to a craft store.
"Hey I'll be right back you stay here."Edward kissed my cheek and walked away. I walked around the store and found a cute yellow and orange baby book, at the top it said 'Precious Angel" and it came with cute pink and blue letters, so you can spell the name out on the top. I quickly made my way to the register so Edward didn't try paying for it when he got back. I looked over to the registers and saw there was only one person working the registers today, and of corse that one person was Jessica Stanley. I placed the carters bag in my purse and got my wallet out. I walked towards her and she smirked.
"Hey Bella."Jess said, her voice really annoyed me.
"Hi."I was trying not to be rude, but she really did aggravate me. Her and Lauren felt that is was necessary to make fun of me all threw out middle school.
"Cute book..What did you get pregnant to trap Edward into staying with you? Because everyone knows its not till he breaks up with your ugly ass for me ."Jessica said as she was checking out the baby book. She's always thought Edward would leave me for her , she would try flirting with him even though he said stop, and one time she sent nudes to him, and he called her parents and told them what she did, But that still won't stop her from trying to take Edward from me.
"Listen Jessica, I really don't think you want to lose your job for disrespecting me. So why don't you keep filthy mouth of yours shut, because I can easily get your job taken away if I told your boss what you just said to a customer. " She just rolled her eyes me. Bitch.
"That will be twenty-three dollars and fifty-eight cents."I handed her the money and walked out. That was the first time I ever stood up for myself, it felt good. I stood outside of the store waiting for Edward.
"Hey love" Edward said walking up to me, and we started to walk around more.
"Hey, so Jessica Stanely was the only person at the register when I was getting the book, and she said "what did you get pregnant on purpose to trap Edward into staying with you,' and then she said 'everyone knows Edward wants to leave your ugly ass for me' I didn't say if I was or wasn't pregnant so don't be surprised if she starts to tell people."
"What a psycho bitch. You know I hate to call women names because its rude but she truly is a bitch. Bella I would never leave you that's why I got you this.."Edward handed me a gift band that said Pandora, Oh my gosh he didn't.
"I was gonna give it too you on our aniversery when we were at Isle Esme but I think today would be great."Edward smiled his crocked smile that I always loved.
"Lets go to the car, then I'll open it so we're by ourselves."He smiled at me and we left the mall, I reached in purse for my phone and called my mom.
"Hello?"My momanswered.
"We're just leaving the mall now, I have some things to show you and Esme. Is Esme and Elizabeth over?" I heard laughter in the background. Oh boy.
"Yes! We're having a girls night! Alice and Rose are here too, there in your room. You're Dads staying at Cullens tonight with the guys, there gonna be watching old baseball games I guess, I don't know. Charlie saw the pictures, he called me, He said the baby is absultly beautiful, and he wants to give you something later. He should be back from the game with Carlisle around six-ish"
"Okay mom,what are Alice and Rose doing in my room...?"
"I don't know I think there watching movies, I got go bye Bella, Love you! Esme put the vodka down!" I hung up the phone and started to shake my head.
"Whats wrong?"Edward asked as we got in the car.
"Our moms are partying hard, my mom had to tell your mom to put the vodka down, and Alice and Rose are in my room. Oh and I guess all the guys are staying at your house and watching old baseball games." Edward bursted out laughing.
"My mom has always had a liking for will you open your present now!"Edward smiled like a goof. I reachen in the bag and felt a box, and three other things. I grabbed the box first and looked at Edward his still had a goofy smile. I unwrapped the wrapping paper and open the box. Inside the box was a beautiful siver pandora bracelet with a gold clasp.
"Edward its beautiful, I love it."I leaned over and kissed him the cheek.
"There's more."He was still smiling. I reached in and grab the other boxes. I opened the first one and there were two gold and silver spacers, Edward took them and helped me put them on. I opened the next one and It was silver heart lock, with a gold key hanging from it.
"It means you're the key to my heart."I looked at Edward and smiled. "You're really gonna like the next one."I opened the last one and it was a little basenet , with a gold heart on the side. It was beautiful.
"Edward I love it, Thank you."I leaned over and kissed him, but this time it was a very romantic kiss, his tongue grazed my bottom lip. Our tongues fought for lifted up the middle concel and slid closer to me. His hands rested on my hips, he started to deepen the kiss more.I knew I had to pull away, I felt sorry as I took my lips off of his.
"Sorry"I whispered.
"Its okay, we have to get back anyways love."He started to car and reached over and held my hand .The whole way home Edward held my hand and I just kept stairing at the bracelet, I tried not to imagin how much Edward spent on it, I know how exspecive Pandora jewlery is, which is the main reason why I never bought one for myself, Alice and Rose all went out and bought them on there own. The one charm on the bracelet that I kept my eyes one was the basenet, It was absulutly beautiful, and I knew Edward got it to make me feel better about this whole situation. The whole part of me being a mom is still scaring me. What if I mess up? I don't think i'd ever forgive myself if I messed up...I don't wanna be a bad mom..
"Whats wrong love?"Edward interupted, and I realized I was crying.
"I'm scared that im gonna be a bad mom..I'm scared I'll mess up."I tried to stop crying but the tears kept coming.
"Bella, you're gonna be a great mom, its all about instinct. Bella remember whenever we babysat 's son? Remember how he would always cry for atleast an hour right after his mom left? You never freaked out once, you manged to get him to calm down right away , you were so calm. Remember when you told me how much you loved children? How you couldn't wait to be a mom? It may be a little sooner then you intended but god chose for you and I to become parents now for a reason."I looked at him and smiled. He was started to focus on driving again and he squeezed my other hand tighter.
"You're right... Remember when he peed on you well you were changing his diaper?" I tried to lighten the mood a little, and try to feel better. Edward started to shake his head well laughing.
"I thought we said we would never metion that again."He laughed.
"Its gonna be even funnier if we have a son and he does the same thing to you."I started to think about a little mini Edward running around with his dad playing baseball, and Edward putting his son to bed at night.
"Thats if we have son, I kind hope its a little girl.I take that back I'll have a heart attack when shes a teenager. She'll never ever ever be able to have a boyfriend...Maybe we should put her in a private school if its a girl."Edward looked at me and laughed. I now started to picture Edward holding a pink bundle in his arms, I pictured him carrying her on his shoulders . I started to get excited about when I could find out what it is.
"I truly don't care what he or she is , all that matters is that its healthy."I smiled. I looked out the window and realized we were almost home and about to pass the convient store .I could really go for some chocolate right now...
"Edward can we go stop and get candy I'm really craving some chocolate."Edward started to laugh at me, I just stuck my tongue out at him.
" And the cravings begin, Esme warned me that you might start cravings now this morning well you were in the shower."Edward said pulling in to the convient store. "What would like love?" What candy do I want...hmm...
"Doesn't matter...Anything thats chocolate really."Edward laughed and got out of the car , he pinched the bridge of his nose and laughed . All I can think about is chocolate...Edward better hurry up...Edward finally came out of the convient store five minutes later with two giant paper bags full of candy...He's trying to make me fat...He opened the door and started talking.
"I didn't know what you wanted so I got you two of everything with chocolate, I even got chocolate covered pretzles."He smiled and handed me the bags they were super heavey.
"Thank you, but what did I tell you about making fat?"I laughed.
"Well now you have a good supply of candy if you ever crave it."He pulled out of the convient store parking lot a turned in to our street. Our houses were at the very end of the street there werent a lot of house on the street there was probably eight total house on the street . Edward pulled into his drive and got out of the car as fast as he could to open the door for me. He took the paper bags from me , and grab the others from the back and took my hand and walked me to my house. We got to the door a we could hear our moms, and Elizabeth laughing...
"Well It looks like you're in for a fun night"Edward laughed.
"I know right this should be interesting..I think I might just go to bed at seven."I laughed. Although knowing Alice and Rose they'll keep me up midnight.
"Make sure you eat another meal something other then candy ,call me if you want anything at all, I mean it, if you want something at two in the morning I will get it." Edward opened the door and we said hello to everyone and made our way to my room. My room looked untouched which was weird, because when ever Alice and Rose were in room they always seemed to add something to it...I took the onzies and bathrobe we got at carters and walked in my closet and hung them up on the empty half of my closet.
"I love this baby book Bella"Edward said as he placed it on my desk.
"I thought you might like that one it comes with blue and pink letters to right out what we name him or her."I walked towards him and leaned up and kissed him. "Thank you for the early aniversery presant..Maybe I should give you yours too. Close your eyes no arguing " I smiled and went into my cloest and grabbed the three square boxes that were stacked on one was sitting on my bed and i handed him the first present. I struggled finding him an aniversey present because I got him the watch for his birthday. He opened the first present and smiled. It was a digital picture frame with all of our pictures together from when we were babies till, junior prom. He turned it on and smiled, the first picture was of him, Alice, Emmett and I , me and Emmett were just newborns and Alice and Edward were two months old. The picture was of all of us in a crib and I was leaning towards Edward and Alice had her hand in Emmetts face.
" I love this Bella."I sat down next to him with the other presents and he kissed me on the cheek. I handed him the next one and he started to unrap the next one. The next one was a old style looking journal , with sheet music so he could finally write his own songs and keep them safe. He opened the book and his face filled with excitement.
"I've been looking for one of these for so long! Where did you find it?"He asked.
"Well I want on this website when you can get custom made journals, and I got to choose what type of paper too fill the journal with. Your gonna love this next one it goes a long with the journal and your new laptop your parents got you."I handed him the rectangular box and he opened it. It was a software for computers so you can have your own recording studio on your laptop, It came with a the recording mic, and other equitment to hook up to your computer.
"Oh my gosh, Bella thank you!"He kissed my forhead ,cheeks and lips...Someone's excited.
"I'm glad you like it! Happy almost four year aniversery"I hugged him, even thing started to feel like it was falling back into place again, I was scared it wouldn't be the same between me and Edward but its as if nothings changed except for the fact that we're having a baby.
"This is great Bella, I'm glad Esme set up half the basement as a piano room instead of everything being in my room, she even made the walls sound proff...Bella did you plan this with my mom?"He caught me...
"Maybe...ha-ha, We thought it would be nice if you could record your artwork."
"Thank you so much Bella, I can't wait to set it up. I have my own little studio. I can right music piece for the baby to listen to before it sleeps. I'm putting the picture frame on my piano so I can look at you , and I'm gonna frame one of the babies ultrasounds and putting on there too , so everytime I write a song I have inspiration."Edward kissed me , it was a soft gental kiss.
"Edward its time for you to go! It's girls night!"Alice and Rose burst into my room ruining the moment...
"Well I guess I got to go Bella,Thank you for everything, I love it."Edward kissed my cheek.
"Thank you, for the bracelet."I kissed him on the lips and he left.
"He got you a bracelet?"Alice and Rose yelled . I stuck my wrist out to show them and the squeeled.
"We all have the same bracelets! Now we can get each other charms!" Rose was so excited. I'm not gonna lie but I really love bestfriends, no matter what. There complete spazzes, and hyper all the time, It seems like whenever I'm with them they bring out the teenager in me, I get all hyper and excited like they do.
"He got me a key to my heart charm, and a basenet."I showed them the bracelet and they were amazed, Alice showed the charm Jasper just got her, It was Purple and Black bead, Rosealie showed the five Emmett has gotten her.
"Guys I have to show you what me and Edward got today. I'll show the baby book first."I walked over to my desk and held up the baby book, the both went aww and its cute. I walked over to my closet and grabbed the onezies and bathrobe."And we got these" I held out the clothes and Alice was jumping up and down.
"Oh I love the little bathrobe!"Alice was amazed by how small it was.
"Oh Bella I can't wait to meet my little niece or nephew!"Rose hugged me and I put the clothes back.
"Did Edward leave two giant brown bags downstairs?"I asked. I really want my chocolate.
"Yeah in the kitchen I think."Alice said.
"Good I want my candy. Shit I have to have a meal first..The doctor told me I'm underweight so I have to have three good meals a day and snacks."
"Lets order roast beef!"Rose said. Rosalies one weakness in life was roastbeef.. literally. She could eat that everyday if she could.
"Yeah, I could really go for that maybe we should order out tonight"Alice was right I could also go for roast beef .
"Can we wait till my dad gets home? Oh and foods on me guys. I'll drive! I haven't driven at all today."We all took turns paying for food when ever it was just us three. It was my turn.
"Okay, Oh! Let me go get my ipod!"Alice ran out of the room.
"So Bella, Me and Alice were talking about us going to Warped Tour this year.. It's the week we get back from Isle Esme. We got you a ticket for an earlier birthday gift. We talked to Carlisle and he said it is perfectly fine if you go. So no arguing! We got them because your favorite bands are playing. The guys are going too, we just think it will be the best way to end the summer. Remember when we went last year after you got out of treatment and, Emmett punched a guy for bumping into me spilling my soda and you jumped on his back pulling him off, and then Emmett apoligized to the kid and gave his a hundred bucks."Rosalie laughed.
"Yeah that was funny, my brother is tool sometimes...Are you sure its a good idea for me to go?"What if I fall?
"Yes Bella, Carlisle said it was fine we talked to him about it for a good two hours, me and Alice kept asking questions like crazy and he kept saying its okay."
"Thank you Rose"I hugged and Alice came back into broke apart.
"You told her? Oh and Bella your dads here."Alice said , as she came and sat down on my bed.
"Yeah, she agreed to going ." Alice got all excited. I got up from my bed and told the girls I'd be right back. I made my way down stairs and saw my dad holding a small white box with red ribbon on it.
"Hi dad, how was the game?"I asked.
"Maraners kicked ass Bell's, I wanted to give you this, it was mine, yours and Emmetts, you two had to share it , its suppose to get passed down to the first child born, So here you go."Charlie handed me the box, I pulled the ribbon of and lifted the cover of the box, Inside of it was a gold and silver brush and comb, it had swan ingraved on the comb."I was hoping maybe you would keep the babies last name yours.."I knew how upset Charlie was over the whole situation, and I knew Edward would understand if I used my last name.
"Of course dad."I hugged him and he kissed the top of my head.
"Thank you Bella, Well I better go Carlisle is waiting for me, you girls have a nice night. Make sure your mom doesn't drink to much."Charlie laughed."Bye Girls!"
"Bye Charlie, love you!"My mom yelled from the kitchen.I walked back up stairs and showed Rosalie and Alice what my dad gave me , Alice was a little hurt that the baby wasn't gonna have her last name, but I told her I might use both , but Swan will be its main last name. I placed the box on the top self in my closet where I decided I was gonna keep the babies stuff for know.
"You guys ready to go?"They both nodded and we went downstairs. I quickly ran into the kitchen and told my mom where we were going and grabbed a Hersey Almond Bar out of one of the bags and left. Alice and Rose were already in my car. I opened the car door and they were blasting paramore. These girls made me laugh they were super girly girls, but loved alternative music .
"I would seriously go lesbian for Hayley Williams"Rose said as she got in the car.
"Who wouldn't"I laughed. I opened the hersey and started to eat hit the spot . I placed my phone in the cup holder and my wallet in the glove box, I took my red raybands out and put them on. The one thing I loved about summer it was still light out at six , and today was a surprisingly getting sunnier out. I started to pull out of the drive way when my phone rang.
"Alice can you answer it, its probably your brother."Alice nodded and picked up.
"Hello?Yes Edward.. We're going out to eat right now. Yes , Edward I know she has to eat don't worry she's eating a freaking candy bar right now Edward.. Edward says he loves you and drive safe."Alice said. Edwards trying to make sure I'm eating. He really did cared about the is baby, and me.
"I love you too Edward!"Alice put the phone to my face and took it back.
"Bye Edward see you tomorrow, Don't forget to pack you bag for the trip its in four days and you're still not ready!"Alice hung up the phone and put it back.
"You excited For the trip Bella?"Alice asked as we drove down the street.
"Yes! I can finally break out my vintage bikini! I got it from modcloth last year but never had the chance to wear it.. I can't believe its only four days away"
"Me either, do you think you'll be comfortable in a bikini?Cause you know..?"Alice was talking about my scars I nodded my head and focused on driving.. We sang along to the radio, and laughed the whole way there. Thats what you get by paramore came on and we all sang. It was great it was like there wasn't a care in the seemed normal for once...
