After the strange night, Ritsuka found that he wasn't able to sleep much at all after Soubi left. The other's words had lingered in his mind and caused him to think of them perhaps more than he needed to. Soubi was his, he had said so himself, but why did Ritsuka still feel that it wasn't that way? If Soubi was his ...why did it feel as if the other was holding back from him. He sighed as he shifted on his bed and curled up a bit. He hadn't bothered to go to school today, he wasn't able to get out of the bed and although he knew Yuiko and the others would be worried about him, at the moment he didn't care. His eyes narrowed as he clentched the sheet in his hand starring at the phone Soubit had given him. He couldn't decided if he should call him. After a few more minutes of thinking upon it ...he reached out his slender ivory hand and picked up the phone, sitting up on the bed as the pale blue hoodie he was wearing shifted on his form, being quite baggy and loose on him. His legs moving to fold underneath of him as he opened the phone. He pressed one button simply and placed the phone to his head as his cat -like ears twitched a bit as it rung. He raised his other hand to his chest, he could feel his heart pounding hard against it, almost listening to thunder echo in his ears. When the phone clicked and Soubi's voice came through on the other end, Ritsuka swallowed a bit hard, finding no words to speak.
"Hello?...Ritsuka -kun?"
Still Ritsuka couldn't give an answer, he closed his eyes tightly as he heard Soubi shift a bit on the other end, probably getting worried because the other wasn't speaking as it sounded like he was getting up. Was Soubi painting? Had he interrupted the other?
"Ritsuka -kun ..please answer me ..is everything alright?"
Ritsuka shook his head a bit as he suddenly pulled the phone away and closed it. He then allowed the phone to drop to the bed as he lowered his head panting a bit as his heart continued to pound hard against his chest, it almost seemed as if calling Soubi had sucked some kind of energy out of him. He glanced at the phone as it began to ring again, vibrating on the bed and Ritsuka starred down at it with his deep purple orbs. He then turned his head away as he stood up from the bed, his small feet touching to the floor as he went to grab his shoulder bag and he headed out of his room, making his way downsairs. He stopped in the hallway as he glanced in the kitchen seeing his mother, it looked like she was cutting some meat, maybe she was making stew for dinner tonight? Ritsuka then turned his head forward as he stopped at the door slipping on his shoes as he opened the door and escaped outside. He lightly jogged down the sidewalk, he wasn't sure where he was going, but he knew he had to get away. It didn't take long for Soubi to show up, he slipped into Ritsuka's room only to find that the other was gone, his eyes narrowed as he glanced around the room, his long black coat shifting in the wind blowing in from the window, the soft light strands fell about his angelic face as he walked forward and glanced down seeing Ritsuka's phone. He slowly reached down as he lifted it up glancing down at it.
"...Ritsuka..."
He murmered as he glanced back out the window. He knew something was wrong with his little kitten and he didn't like it. He moved as he made his way back out the window and began his search for the other. Unable to really find a place to go, Ritsuka found himself ending up at a local cafe.He sat in a booth by the window as he starred down at the table, a troubled look obvious on his soft features. He closed his eyes as he bit his bottom lip.
'...What's...wrong with me? Why am I feeling this way?'
Ritsuka then jumped a bit as his ears became alert hearing the bell to the store and he glanced up slowly as his eyes wided seeing Soubi standing there as he glanced around and his eyes fell upon Ritsuka as a look of relief came onto his features. He then walked over to the other as Ritsuka looked away. Soubi stood there as he tilted his head a bit.
"Ritsuka -kun?"
Ritsuka's ears lowered against his head as his tail shifted a bit before wrapping around his leg and he then glanced to the side as Soubi sat down beside him.
"Are...you upset?"
Soubi blinked a bit as he glanced up at Ritsuka and then he smiled as he shook his head.
"Of course not, I'm just relieved to see that Ritsuka -kun is not hurt."
He spoke in an honest tone as he turned and he noticed the upset look on Ritsuka's features and he suddenly turned as he lifted Ritsuka's chin and it was in that instant that Soubi let their lips touch as Ritsuka's eyes slowly wided. His ears shooting up once more as his hand twitched against the table, and it was quite awhile before Soubi pulled back and he smiled.
"Ritsuka -kun...your ready.."
He spoke in a husky voice as Ritsuka's cheeks flared up and he starred up at the other confused but he didn't say anything as Soubi stood up from the booth gently grabbing Ritsuka's small hand as he pulled him out of the booth. Ritsuka just allowed Soubi to lead him away from the cafe and down the sidewalk as he starred at Soubi's back. Why was he just allowing this to happen...what did Soubi's words mean...? Eventually, the two of them had ended up at Soubi's apartment as he stepped inside after Ritsuka and locked the door once he had slipped off his shoes not wanting any interruptions.Ritsuka shifted uncomfortably on his feet as Soubi lowered his eyes still smiling at the other as he led him over to the bed and gently pushed him down to sit on its edge. Soubi slipped off his jacket soon after, revealing him to be wearing a black longsleeve shirt to go with the dark brown jeans he had on. He then walked over to Ritsuka once more as he lifted the other's chin as he pressed a soft kiss to his forehead.
"Don't be afraid."
Ritsuka lowered his eyes.
"I'm...not afraid ...but...will it hurt?"
He asked quietly. Ritsuka wanted Soubi to be his, his alone. No longer did he want Soubi tied to his brother, but he wasn't sure how far he could allow himself to be taken. He trusted Soubi to be ...his forever. Soubi pulled up a bit as he smirked.
"It can at first...but I promise...I will be gentle...the pain will turn to pleasure quite easily, if you trust me Ritsuka -kun."
He said as Ritsuka blinked glancing up at Soubi and then he slowly nodded, Soubi stood up straight, he knew he would have to ease Ritsuka into this, but somehow he could feel that the other was ready, ready to become his, and he was ready for Ritsuka to become his as well. He sat down beside the other as he pushed a few dark strands away from Ritsuka's neck as he allowed his warm lips to touch to the exposed ivory flesh. Ritsuka closed his eyes as his cheeks flushed up once more and he let out a small noise as he tilted his head down a bit. Soubi moved one hand as he slid it across Ritsuka's lower back and rested it on the other's small hip as his other hand wrapped around Ritsuka's as Ritsuka felt something placed in his hand. He slightly opened his eyes to see the cellphone and Soubi's lips moved to his ears as he nipped at them a bit.
"Please...don't leave that behind anymore Ritsuka -kun.."
Ritsuka closed his eyes once more as a shudder ran throughout his small frame.
"..W-Why?"
Soubi simply smiled as his hand resting on Ritsuka's hip slid up the other's side bringing the other's hoodie and shirt with it as his fingers felt the warm flesh underneath and Ritsuka lifted his head a bit as he let out a small gasp.
"...because its as if...a part of me is away from Ritsuka -kun...and I don't like that feeling."
He spoke into the other's ear as he began to kiss at his neck again and he bit down on the other's skin a bit as he sucked on the skin and soon left a bright pink mark as he moved pushing Ritsuka back as the phone dropped to the floor. Ritsuka wanted to say he had dropped it, but Soubi didn't seem to care at the moment. It was still in the room, it was still here and thats all that mattered to him at the moment, that Ritsuka was here. He pushed himself up, one of his hands resting on each side of Ritsuka's head as he starred down at the smaller one underneath of him as he tilted his head.
"Are..you ready Ritsuka -kun?"
Ritsuka starred up at Soubi and then he gently , slowly raised his hand as his fingertips grazed across the other's cheek pushing a few light strands back as he slowly nodded.
"...I'm ready Soubi -kun...to lose my ears.."
