Song- Your Biggest Fan by Never Shout Never
Freddie's POV:
I'm a real big fan of yours
But I'm quite the joke to you
Face it; I think Sam is awesome. She's funny, smart (even though she gets bad grades), really pretty, and just all-around the girl I want. The problem is that I'm a joke to her. All she does is make fun of me. She just hurts me and calls me a nub. Sure, we're friends, but she'd never think of me the way I think of her.
But girl it wasn't a joke when you kissed me in your room
And replied, "I love you too."
But, she wasn't treating me badly at all the night we shared our first kiss. Not only was it our first kiss with each other, but it was also both of our first kisses with anyone, ever. That night, she didn't hurt me, or call me a nub, or anything close to that. She treated me like a real person.
I'm a little bit insecure
From all of this mistreatment
Since Sam has always been mean to me, I've been getting pretty insecure. Being called a nub, dork, geek, nerd, and a lot more names every single day really hurt.
But see I'm working it out
But working it out is so damn hard
When you're alone
Since I really like Sam, the way she hurts me makes me extra glum.
I am running out of words to say to you
Wondering why I'm wasting my time
One day, I was hanging out with Carly and Sam at Carly's house like I do a lot. I was wearing this ugly shirt that my mom made me wear. Carly was sitting at the computer as Freddie and I stood by the couch.
Sam chuckled at me and said sarcastically, "Nice shirt, Freddork."
I opened my mouth, feeling my face turn red. A few sounds came out of my mouth, but then I just closed it. Wow, I thought, smooth.
Thinking back and wondering why I'm such a fool
For loving you
Sam raised her eyebrows and said, "Okay then, nub." She then walked away, toward Carly.
I stared at the back of her head as she talked to Carly. She then turned around and said, "Hey, what are you staring at, Fredweird?"
"Nothing," I said quickly.
She shook her head and turned back around. I kept my eyes on her. Why do I have to love her so much?
And I get to the point
Where all I wanted was for us to make up
But it's not that easy
I do love fighting with Sam, to tell the truth. But sometimes, I wish the two of us would just make up. When I see Sam and Carly together, and I watch their friendship, sometimes I wonder what it would be like if Sam and I were friends. But it couldn't just happen. She would never want to be my friend without fighting with me.
'Cause girl, you move on so quickly
Keeping a boy like me at the edge of his seat
It seems like nothing affects Sam. Even when we kissed, she acted the same toward me. And nothing seems to even hurt her either.
And I know everything you do is all about your perfect image
Well I hope this song
It helps your image
Sometimes, Sam doesn't act all tough. And that makes me realize that everything she does, whenever she acts tough, she just acts that way because she's afraid to stop. But that's not the real her. I tried to convince Carly of this once, but she didn't believe me. So, I guess I'm the only one who knows.
I'm so over you now
And one day, thinking about it, I thought I was over her.
I am running out of words to say to you
Wondering why I'm wasting my time
Thinking back and wondering why I'm such a fool
For loving you
I thought wrong.
