Annex II:

God

Fujitaka

I have never felt like I have had any kind of control over my life.

Things simply happen.

I don't know what's going on. I only know I feel like...something terrible is coming. I feel so helpless, like things are spinning out of control and I can't do anything but watch as they...she...slips through my fingers.

Nadeshiko.

She's gone. She's just...gone now.

Nadeshiko...

I can only feel, in some way I've never felt before, that everything is going horribly, horribly wrong. And I'm afraid. I'm very afraid, and I don't even know what it is I'm so afraid of.

I hate being so powerless. And so helpless. I hate suspecting something is happening, but not knowing what or how to stop it.

It is worse than not knowing something was happening at all.

There's nothing that I can do. There never has been, and there never will be.

I'm just me, after all.